Guess what?

I broke my toenail while opening the gate!
I rule!
I broke my nail and I'm proud of it!
Although it hurts and that it's bleeding...

Kinda disgusting.
So no shoes for me for the next few days...

Am at Clara's house, using Clara's laptop to post!!!! :D Suppose to be a movie marathon but so far we only watched 3 movies. Haha. Now watching What happens in vegas. Kinda funny.

Come to think of it, her laptop is nice to use. Haha. Sigh, its a sleepover. :D Had kimchi for lunch before Rachel went emo and started scaring the hell out of me. Seriously, its damn scary. Hahaha. Okay I've nth more to post about. Will post tmr after I reach home. :D

I want to watch my anime though. Oh got into the class I wanted. 3/2.

Prince of tennis rocks!!!!! In case you all were wondering what the hell I'm talking about. Its an anime!!


The team I support!!!! Seigaku!!!!! This is one of the rarest times that I actually post pictures on the anime I'm watching! This shows how nuts I am about it!!! :D You guys must watch k? I recommend it!(besides D gray man) come to think of it, I've never posted pics on D gray man. Anyway, thats what I shall do next!!!

The two favorite characters of mine in the anime.... drum roll....


TA DAA!!!!!!!! Kawaii desu!!!!
But this is not what they look like. Mada mada dane.


This is Ryoma Echizen. he plays damn well, but sadly its in an anime. Sometimes I feel like playing like them.... But some moves are impossible...

But I prefer Fuji still.... He has this damn cool side to him! :DD Go Fuji!!!!

Okay, I'm wasting time here cause I've no wish to do maths and I want to run (determination from the anime) but apparently there is thunder and lightning. Baka. I was googling for Fuji's pic specially for this post but I accidentally typed fuji without his surname and they gave me Mt. Fuji... -.-"

I'm kinda nervous... tomorrow is results day. Wonder if I managed to get into the class I want. Good luck 2/3!!!

p.s Watch D gray man every sat and sun on okto at 7pm!!!! Just started, if you start watching now, you won't miss much!!!

Can you believe it? I actually attended mass on all saints day! I never do attend mass on obligation day. So today is like my first time. :D I don't think I'll be going tomorrow though for All souls day... I didn't even know that there was such a day. Haha.

Cath class was funny. Did on the saint that I admire. Aris was being his lame self again. I wonder if I spelt his name correctly... Anyway it so happened Courteney was talking about Ryan living in our neighbourhood and I was like oh okay. And guess what?!? Coincidentally, I took 163 home and guess who I saw on the bus??? Ryan! Haha.

But I ignored him. Not like he was in my class or anything. And he also got off the same stop as me.. But suddenly he just disappeared. Talk about freaky.

I completely forgot I had music lesson on wed. Same day as the movie marathon. Luckily I managed to push it to a thurs. There is no way am I gonna miss the movie marathon!!! If I was sick (touch wood) I would crawl on my fours if that is the only way I could get there! :D Determined me!

And yesterday I completely made Claire hate me. I was busy rushing the others who came to take a lift from me after sailing that I forgot she was coming too. So in other words you could say I pang seh her, and now I'm feeling damn guilty about it. Moreover, its very very very easy to fall into her hate category which I think I just did... I said I'm sorry to her in an sms but she didn't reply...NO REPLY = ANGRY...

If you read this Claire, I'M SORRY!!!

The holidays have started! :D But i'm no where near the holiday mood. I'm seriously running out of things to do. Its like a cycle...

1.Turn on computer
2.check manga
3.check blog (nobody tags now of these days...)
4.space out debating whether to post or play audition or write my story
5. Get pissed thinking about what to do
6. switch off the com

That's what I do everyday plus reading. Haiz... Now I've an urge to write my story...

Anyway about today. Went to drop off my class choice form. I found it kinda lei chey. Wear uniform just to drop off a form. Then I did that cycle.

Dunno what to do tmr... most probably the same things.

Song of the day: Can I have this dance (HSM3)

It was like the saddest day of my life. I really felt like crying but the tears just wouldn't come out. It's the last day of school. Last time I'll be in the same class with all my classmates in 2/3. Last time I'll be known as a 2/3-lian. Last time I'll be in the same class as my friends... Some last words in case I don't see them or talk to them again.

Clara:
Hey there! Thanks for being the best friend I've known since P5. Thanks for being there for me when I cried over my maths results. Thanks for listening to me. Thanks for bearing with me even though I was too sticky, you didn't say anything. Thanks for everything. I mean it. I hope we can still remain as good friends even when we get seperated into different classes. My last few words is do well, strive hard. If you get into 3/1 and have trouble with getting friends whom you can trust and all (I doubt you will have trouble) Just know that I'll be there to hear everything. In exam time, you can still sms me. Even though we might be in different class, I will still try and cheer you on my friend! I really hope that you won't stop talking to me and all. :D I love you! Have fun in your next class. :]

Mellied:
Hello.. Don't be sad. For two years I've being sort of contacting you and that shows that we can have a friendship even though we aren't in the same class. So I'll really be very happy if somehow we end up in the same class. :D I'm really looking forward to that. Try your best, put your best foot forward, never give up! You have worries and all you can still tell me! I'll be there! I know I've not been replying your smses cause I've been kinda busy teaching my sis and stuff. :D But I really hope you will try even though you might not be able to get into the class you want, it doesn't hurt to try! Thank you for everything. Your smses before each exam, you shared with me everything. And that makes me very happy! Do well in you next class!!! I love you loads, best friend! :D

Joan:
Hey. I know you didn't quite like me in Sec one. But I really want to thank you for accepting me. Thanks for being my friend. For everything actually. Your letter before the exam. Your humour and other stuff that really made me happy. Even though I wasn't really that close to you I really like the friendship we shared. Being a friend to you was more than enough for me. Truthfully, I thought I wouldn't get any friends in Secondary school. I'm not a make friend kind of person. So this is more than I expected. Joan, if you have trouble coping Jia you! Never give up! Sec three may be tough but you can do it! Don't worry too much, you fall, you get up again. So just keep trying! You can do it! I'll still give you a birthday present next year!!! :DD I love you! See you during CCA or if possible when we meet up again!

Lummie:
Hey dear friend! Please don't transfer. I know you might not like the class that you may go into. But having you in another class is better than having you in another school! Its much more harder to contact you. And when we do our O' Level's and its just weird that you won't be there in the same hall as me. I'll really miss you if you leave! It'll be harder to get together with you. You are like the only person that I can watch a movie together with. Cause both of us don't really like a big group. So don't leave!!! Just jia you! I know you worked hard but you can work harder! Try!!!! I really will miss you. But also I want to thank you! You were the first friend I made in Sec one. Thank you for everything. You were there for me and all. Even though it was only two years I reall enjoyed those two years. Thanks for being such a good friend to me! I love you a lot! :D

Thank you all!!! I really hope to be in th same class if I can! I love you guys a lot!!!

Was told about level position this morning. I feel kinda sad and surprised. Sad that I may not be able to get into 3/2 even though I really want to...

Surprised that I actually got a 47. I thought with my sucky results I would get like 50 plus or something higher... Well, this is still not good....

Why can't they make this so much easier... Anyway tomorrow is the last day of school!! Time pass so fast... I'm goona be Sec 3 next year. Kinda scary when I think about it.
Not much to say about today. Will post tomorrow if I'm in a better mood. IF.

I feel so happy today! Not that school was great or anything like that. I'm just glad that Clara was finally honest with me. Last year, I had the feeling that she kind of hated me and so started avoiding me. I felt kinda lonely and depressed and my thought about school everyday was that it sucks.

Finally today she told me she was annoyed with me last year as I was too sticky. That's what I felt too. But no one told me that and so I didn't change. I wasn't really sure if they actually liked me now. As a friend. So being afraid of myself being too sticky again this year I kind of kept my distance. But now, I think things are getting better. :D But I don't wanna put my hopes too high. I really don't want to feel like how I did the last time... Its.... well you know. Well, at least I got this out of my chest. And I think Joan is okay with me now...

Next thing on my mind is my streaming. I'm scared I can't get into 3/2. I really want to go there but its popular so I don't think with my level position I can actually make it there. And I'm feeling really mixed up feelings for leaving my class. On one side, that's what I've been hoping for since sec 1 because I felt lonely then. But now, things had changed. So one part feels sad that It's highly unlikely for my great friends I made in this class to be in the same class as me.

I'll really miss you guys. You guys were great! LOVE YOU ALL!!

I'm gonna make tmr the best day of my life! GO 2/3! LAST CLASS EVENT WE'LL BE DOING!!

Went to Gwen's house today for dance pract.

At first I was like huh? Through out the whole thing. It was only like an hour later did we get the first part down. For me, I'm going the jigger bug or whatever you call it. But the others are doing hip hop. The moves were quite cool. I kinda wanted to do hip hop but the moves were easier and stuff so I was dumped in the "ladybug" I was the only one who got the moves right after the first few tries. Yay Me! Haha. Sorry didn't mean to boast. I was so tired after the practice. After my group got almost everything right, I went into the hip hop practice room where clara and the rest were practicing. It wsa hard I have to admit but Clara thought me some and I thought it wasn't that bad. The song wasn't that nice, it was okay for me.

A friend of my dad's came over and is still here now. He's the one who is the manager of the game we played just this year. The business one. He brought some over too. There is actually three segments. One for primary, one for secondary and the last one is for adults. Quite cool right?

Okay, I'm gonna watch my show. Tata for now!

The stupidest thing happened to me today. I went to cath class and had to take a bus back.
Only when I was about to leave from my grandparent's place I found out that I forgot to bring my wallet. How stupid was that? Before I left my parents house, I even confirmed with them that I was taking the bus home.

Silly me left the house without checking if I had my wallet with me. After that, back to grandparent's place, I took like one dollar plus. Before that I only wanted 55 cents. Cause isn't that the price?

Then, I took out 60 cents and dumped it at the coin slot when I entered 163. I stood by the ticketing machine and waited for the bus driver to press the button. But he didn't do anything then I stared at him. I gave him the O.o look. Then he noticed me and asked me, where's my card? I was like are you blind? I didn't bring it or else why would I pay by cash. But of course I didn't say that. I said I forgot to bring it and he gave my a questioning look. Before asking. How much you put inside? I replied 60 cents. He then asked me in a very irritated way where I was going. I was already damn worried by that time. I was like Yio Chu Kang and then he was like YIO CHU KANG IS AT LEAST $1! I was like O.O okay!! Seesh, he didn't have to shout.

So stupid....

Oh. I really want to get the latest Daniel Powter cd. :D

Yesterday I felt very angry and today I feel damn sad and depressed.

I'm content with Lit and Chinese. I'm very happy with English.
But I'm damn sad with maths.

I got a b4. I was so expecting to get at least 70 and over. Depression.

If I could drink drunk I would.
I would cry my heart out.
I would sleep or do anything to forget everything.

Freak this day. I knew it from the start. Instinct told me I should not set foot into the school compound today. But I ignored it. Such a smart move.

I forgot my form and I think I lost it. That started my panic one.

Next, Rachel didn't come. Surprise surprise. She was already sick on sunday. Why didn't she tell us? If she knew she was not coming telling us in the morning is not helpful. And since she told us at the last minute that she couldn't come who was going to present? Panic number two on the role.

That I can still take in. But the worst is what clare did. I mean at the level two there, I was panicking like shit and asking what to do, deciding who to present. I was thinking of nut and then clare came upstairs so I was like Clare come here. Help me to decide that kind of thing and she just looks at me like she's on the verge of crying and just left! SHE FREAKING LEFT ME THERE TO SETTLE EVERYTHING!

I went back to class with Shipei they all to get the script I thought maybe she had something to do that's why she left me. Then I called denise and nut to settle things. I thought Clare could help me with the script cause when I was online discussing with them on the script I wasn't there most of the time cause I was having dinner. She just ignored me. SHE FREAKING IGNORED ME! I was like WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS WRONG WITH HER!

I talked to Lynette, found out that clare actually didn't want things to be pushed to her. I was like okay that I understand. But I was bloody panicking and thinking of substitutes and ways to deal with it. I needed her help with the script. Fine with me if she doesn't want to do it. Fine by me if she doesn't want to say it. But the very fact that she chose to ignore me pisses me off. I mean I was outside. FREAKING STANDING OUTSIDE, PANICKING. and what does she do? Just ignore me. OH I'M SO FINE WITH THAT.

If she just says that she's not doing it. Okay so it'll be. She won't do it. I will gladly do it if she just freaking tell me what to say!!! I was hardly there when they discussed it.

After that she freaking acts as if nothing happened. Oh it's over. And I was expecting an apology or something. I mean come on!!! Even though Denise or nut didn't want to do it they were helping me think of a freaking solution!

And lynette was like her messenger. Clare is scared. She's scared. Well, Clare, if you knew I was angry then you should apologise and not act like everything is okay. IT WAS NOT FREAKING OKAY!!!

I just feel damn betrayed. Am I that mean to always pass everything to you??? Passing you the job of presenting was the last thing I had on my bloody mind.

I really am lost. I dunno what to do now. I don't even know if I should be angry or just damn sad.

Hey peeps! Changed my blogskin and song. Just thought it was time to change. Haha.

Okay about today, I went out to Junction 8 to watch a movie; HOUSE BUNNY! It was very funny. Went to watch it with King Kong. We were suppose to meet at 1:45 but I was late and King Kong was later! Hahaha. I went to rush to get the tickets only to ans a call from King Kong saying she's still at SGH. I was like WHAT?!? Haha. But anyway we got into the theater on time. The commercials were still rolling when we got to our seats.

I think today is some special day for me. I kept bumping into people! First I saw Ms Puja when I got of the bus and I was like O.o Was that who I think it was? Haha. Then on my way into the mall I saw Joan's cousin and then while queuing up to buy popcorn I saw my cath class friend. I pretended to didn't see and who knew? I entered the cinema and I saw her sitting in the row behind mine. At first I was finding my seat number in the dark and suddenly she calls out my name. And after the show on my way out I saw Judith. Haha. So many people in one place. Hahaha.

On my way home, I didn't know why I had this deep gut feeling that I was going to die very soon. And when I was in the bus I was like considering. What happenes if a car hits on the side that I'm sitting or the other side or the front or the back? How severe will the injuries will be? Will be nice? Maybe it'll help me nullify my thoughts. It's really stressful. I really don't know why. Its those days that I don't want to think at all and it really hurts. All the what ifs and all. Plus tomorrow is results day. Its so stressful. There is results need to look after my sister makes sure she studies and in addition with my mum screaming to mark and all. That is why I don't feel like living sometimes. Not that I'm goona commit sucide or anything. But on these days I really want to shut down.

Ryan Cabrera - I will remember you
Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple 'cause I hate goodbyes

I try to keep it simple by telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together

I will remember you
I will remember you

We're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
God thank you, thank you

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

Exams are over!!! Today is the official day that i post on this semi-dead blog of mine! :D

Well, things weren't really great at start. When i came back from school I went to use the com and open the wonderful list I created! On all the anime and manga and books to read and watch! So from my big big list I picked an anime. Pity D Gray man has ended... sigh. and the ending sucked... But they say its only cancelled for the time being. So i'm waiting for it to come back :]

Okay enough about anime. Hahaha. After watching for a while the stupid megavideo forbade me to watch more... bloody thing. they said that I've watched 1169 mins of video and I had to wait a bloody tooty 2 hours before I could watch more!!!! I was damn pissed. I didn't even watch thagt much!!! 6 episodes was only 3 hours!!!! And after that, my mum came home. Gotta admit it was weird using the computer in front of her. haha. But then there came the scoldings again. Sigh. So stupid. She came and tell me to go and mark my sis's work and that's what i did. She only told me about english and so that was what i marked. And being the... ARGH!.. she is. she comes and scold me for not teaching my sis, not marking in time so she could teach my sis the mistakes.
For heaven's sake! I'm not even her freaking teacher! n I didn't even enjoy the first day of being exam free....

I think i'm rambling on... Hahaha. I shall stop. Anyway i only posted to pass time while my show was loading!!! GO ANIME!!

Anime of the month: Xxxholic

Congrats to Tze an... You have gained the prize of visiting the next world!! Trip will be fully paid by me. It'll come when I see you!!! :DD

This is how I feel right now. emo and confused.
Life sure is hard. Some days I feel like laughing while others is like today. Emo.
I don't know what happened but I just switched into this mode.
I'm really tired.
Today was nuts. History. I receieved back my source based test and I failed.
I'm trying to face it and get it over and done with.

Since it was a mini test obviously we'll use correction tape. Aren't I right?
But the teacher. I don't know what her problem is. Kept saying about how exams would not allow.
I mean exams I understand. But a test? Anyway that is not the point. Do you see me as a liar?
My correction tape finished last friday and of course. Typical.
She didn't bloody buy it.
' That is a lousy excuse.'
Fine if you know so much about me why don't you come and follow me home?
I can gladly show you my empty correction case. You can call the police even.
Do a spot check for all I care. I can tell you. You will never ever ever find one in my house.

I skipped school today! :D But dang it. Heard from mellied Yan lao shi didn't come today!!! ARGH! Thought can skip ting xie... I didn't bring my tb back to learn.... well not like i'll learn it if i bring it home anyway. :] I'm never THAT good. Hahaha.

Today I screwed up for piano exam. Sigh. My scales were horrid. I stumbled for the chromatic scales. Completely played c sharp minor contrary motion wrongly. Sight reading, ended on a wrong note, aural couldn't remember the melody, answering the questions that time I'm not sure if I got it right.... The examiner was kinda freaky to me. I wouldn't feel this guilty now if he would stop thanking me and smiling to kindly at me. With what I played, I so not deserve his gratitude... I was kinda disappointed. I practiced like 3 hours in the morning before I took the exam and I still screwed it... FAIL...

Went to Clarice's house today for drama. But just as I expected we did nothing..besides sorting our roles. :D And I'm so screwed for geog. Ain't that perfect? Hiaz... Suppose to get the research today but king kong said she didn't receieve it.. Omg. And it freaking due tomorrow... So in other words we're screwed. Ionly have 3 options to choose from.

1. Don't hand it get scolding
2. Don't hand in get scolding

AND
3.Don't hand in and get scolding
Okay, got to wrap this up....
I GOT BREAKING DAWN AFTER THE LONG WAIT!!!! :DD

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby.
Gonna cash it right in for a new mercedes.
You were worth the hundred thousand miles.
But you couldn't stay a while.

I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in my top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound.

Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time

I got your hair on my pillow and your smell on my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be
You mean everything to me

But I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And now I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes

You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby.
Gonna cash it right in for a new mercedes.
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And now I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me

...

Haven't been online for a long time. I don't feel like posting about my life today. Too sian to speak about it. Very tired also. Haha. You know some things are better left unknown. That is how I feel right now...

I FREAKING WANNA GO TO BRISBANE!!!!

Watched d gray man last night. I really loved the song. Waiting for Beatrice to send the score sheet to me. Haha.

There was no remedial today. Wanted to go home with joan, wei jia and clara but before I know it they were all gone. So I decided to go home with Clare. Haha. We went to Koufu to eat lunch and guess who we saw? Chloe and Rachel! Haha. I bought a bowl of spicy ramen. It was really hot. Haha. Anyway Chloe went really high. She and Clare were very funny! :D One was like my mother everyday don't eat meat so I cut my meat and fed her to eat. And Clare was like Oi I eating here lei. It was so funny lah seeing them fight. Hahaha.

I actually wanted to post more but I can't remember what exactly happened. All I know it was very funny!! I think I'm getting senile. I can't remeber much these days... Anyway... I shall start doing my hw. Or maybe read manga!!! Well, I'll post tmr. Or soon.

I'M SICK :D
This will officially be the first time for this year that I fell sick and missed school! :] Well, I actually went to school at first but after Chinese and taking the stupid English test AND the fire drill, I decided to come home!!! Hahaha.

I was planning not to come to school but doing the english test got the better of me. Anyway, me going home sort of saved my life. I forgot to bring all my home econs stuff, amazingly I managed to orrow an apron but I didn't use it either way. Went home, took med and wanted to sleep but went to marina to eat lunch with my parents. Well, came home from that I finally got a chance to sleep. I was dead tired. Haha. Woke up watched D GRAY MAN !!! Then went to watch hell boy 2 at j8. It's very nice!! I highly recommed you guys to watch!!

Yesterday, I went for piano and did CSP at pelangi villiage. Reached there I felt totally awkward cause I had no idea what to do.. So the people there told me to give out biscuits and being the very clumsy me, my tin had to knock down a cup of coffee. To make matters worse this guy came and stole the whole tin box!!! I was like omgomgomg!!! What to do?!? I was like telling the uncle "Uncle, cannot take!!! NOOO!!!" Well, in the end I got it back. Hahaha...

Went to play badminton with this guy next and I got THRASHED!!! Can you believe it? Wll, I was so clever and had to play badminton...that night I came down with a fever. Hahaha. I guess that what you get for overstraining yourself. I'm happy to say I'm as fit as a fiddle now!! Well, sort of. Hahaha. Okay I gtg. Bro wants to use... haiz

P.S Thanks to all who smsed me and asked if I was better!!! Sorry for making you guys worry about me! :D Thanks loads

Haven't posted for so long.... The frequency of me posting is gonna get smaller and smaller... Cause I'm determined to study! For the sake of the 21 guy!!! Did you know that the lead actor for that show is damn hot!!! First time I found a guy acting in a show damn hot!!! Hahaha. Usually it'll be quite cute... You guys must watch it!!!

Back to my sane self. Today was quite boring. Was about to sleep in chinese... Had animation today and I sort of sa-bo Lynette. Hahaha. Cause nobody wanted to volunteer so I went "ME!!!" And pointed at Lynette!!! Hahaha. I felt so mean. Anyway I got my retribution cause the next one I had to do... So after that I had to rush to piano. I arrived 15 mins late though... Next thing was I went to buy more MANGA!!!! MUHAHAHA!!! My aunt gave me 50 bucks so I bought 6 books!!! Haha. I read them on the internet before but the book is better!!! You'll never guess what I saw at popular! They were selling eclipse for 11 bucks. Well, where was I? Right. So i went into the shop and dumped 6 books unto the counter. You should have seen the guy's face man! It was priceless!!!! He was like O.O WAH!!! hahaha.. Okay gonna read. Won't post anytime soon... Little India tmr...

MY FREAKING LOLLIPOP BROKE!!!!!!!!

i WANTED TO SUCK IT WHILE WATCHING ONE LITRE OF TEARS BUT IT FREAKING BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've changed the song!
Quite efficient right? Haha. Joking.

Anyway...latest news about me...been reading manga, watching show, writing my story! Amazing right? Today I was very high. I was laughing at nonsensical stuff and making fun of clare and teasing her and other stuff. Well, to summarise I was HIGH. I had life science today and the tampeh tasted horrid. It looked like yam but tasted worse than yam. It was like pistachio with no taste and had a bitter, sour after taste. I didn't like it AT ALL. I went to persuade Clare to give me some mint and the first one dropped before it could reach my mouth and I was so pissed coz the after taste was still there... Tomorrow there is no animation! Can come home!!! Yay!!

4 more days till D GRAY MAN 90!!!

SCHOOL STARTED!!!
Yet I still feel as if its in the hols. Anyway I've finished D Gray Man!!! sadsadsad... Well tmr is the latest episode!!! Yeah!!!! AND TWILIGHT IS COMING OUT!!!! I will ta han their uglyness and watch for who they truely are!!!! HAHAHAHA. Okay I'm super high today. Don't ask me why cause I also dunno. So I watched 1 litre of tears yesterday and it was damn sad.... Haiz... So tmr I got a science test which I must pass!!!! but I don't feel like studying yet.

Sorry for not posting yesterday. I was tired but today, I'm dead. Haha. Went for GKA today. Last night read manga till like 11:30. It was so nice. Anyway woke up so early still late cause my sis insisted on following and before that she had to poop.

Joan says I complain too much on this blog so I shall try and cut complaining. Like it'll ever stop... So today's gka was okay. I got a red nose and sunburn! TANNNNNNNNN :D Now my nose hurts. Well, basically the usual stuff happened except that when I tried to get up unto the platoon I kept falling and once I thought I would really die. I went in and I couldn't breathe I thought I reached the top so I gasp for air BUT I was still in the water so all I "GASPED" in was bloody salt water! haiz... Day is so great. Went to bring out this girl to sail. I nearly died. The boat capsized once, I fell into the water thrice. Boom came out, sail came out, traveller got stuck to rudder, kena scolding for sailing on own but I mean come on! They also don't want to sail! Anyway to sum it all up today wasn't that great. But I did enjoy the iceee creammmmm!!! AND LUNCH! Oh lunch... there were 4 classes. We had to wait for everyone to finish before we could eat and everyone hated the fish I think cause there were like 4 plates full left and 3 plates of vege and 2 plates of chicken. We were like scavengers I tell you. Honestly, I felt like a pig taking so much food. Hahaha. But I was soooo hungry! Well, will post tomorrow. Really hope its better...

I'M BACK FROM MALAYSIA!!!!!
will post later. Now very tired.

Enough of the sad posts. From TODAY onwards, I, STEPHANIE THAM, shall post HAPPIIIEEE POSTS! If my life was this happy. Anyway, time to screw the pissed off posts. So about today. Well, I officially hate anime6 cause on monday it was suppose to be back. But it only came back at 9pm. Which is technically still a monday...but it was so late... So I found this new website and started watching D GRAY MAN! Then when anime6 came back I went to visit it and when I click on the link to watch D gray man, Guess where it brought me to? THE SAME WEBSITE I HAD BEEN WATCHING!!!! So I bloody wasted my time waiting for anime6 when out there had another website.... T.T Right, it was suppose to be happy. Anyway what I'm most probably doing today would be:
1. watch D Gray Man
2. Do maths
3.WAHJONG ALL THE WAY! (Must beat King Kong always win one....)

I'm so gonna miss this blog cause I'll be off to Malaysia tomorrow morning and won't be back till sunday late afternoon. Oh you guys must watch Kung Fu Panda! I'm watching this monday!! :DD My sis and bro said it was damn funny. Haha. I must play all I can today if not I won't get the chance because it will be the end of the hols soon... Sad ain't it. All good things have to come to an end anyway. But its ending too fast!!!!

Well, gonna play now, will post again tonight or maybe the afternoon.

Today wasn't one of my best days. Woke up at 8 suppose to go and study....but I slacked. Haha :D I'm so not the first thing morning study kind of person. So after breakfast, I start doing my maths and scream at my sister to study. Haiz... This sucks so much. After that, went to King Kong's house. I finally got a chance to watch 27 dresses! Had chicken rice for lunch. :)) Mum will kill me if she found out. Haha. Anyway, helped her with Chinese and played a few games. Before I know it, ts time to go home. I wonder why do I put on a happy face for my grandparents, when they don't even care. Grandmother will be there nagging about how my sister never studied, calls always coming...Grandfather going about how he told me to read 3 stupid english books which I have no, ABSOLUTELY NO interest in and then have this "don't listen why bother" motto and my grandmother will ask all sort of worried questions and then my grandfather will go they don't care why bother? Its not our fault! So stop worrying. And they will break out into a fight and start screaming at each other. Sometimes I feel like telling them SHUDDUP! But it will be very rude of me so I just pretend that I'm there when I'm not.

FREAKING BORED!!!!
ANIME6, CURSE YOU!

Awwwww!!!!! anime6 ain't ready yet! but its already MONDAY!!!! I'm gonna burst into tears soon. T.T Maybe I'm too early? Its ONLY 11.... which reminds me, I've got to catch Kyou kara maou soon. 10 more mins!! Followed by black cat then on to D GRAY MAN!! If its not back I'll become emo and stab myself while enjoying it. (Kidding) Getting high again...sigh. Shall post later again. I kind of have a stomachache... crap.

CURSES ITS NOT BACK YET.....ANIME6!!!!!

Okay... Today, nothing much happened except for the fact that... I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK except for Chinese and Maths though. Sigh. Well, I've just let the cat out of the bag. My mum suddenly screamed at me for not telling her I still had Chinese. :D Being the half truthful person I am, I felt bad for not telling her. -.-" Sometimes, this side of me can sure get me into trouble.

Anyway, usual stuff happened today, had lunch at Orchid Country Club. Had buffet, but I;m feeling fine cause I didn't eat that much...(I think) Went high today too. Which happened a few moments ago. I was freaking stress with lit and my dad helped me... LOADS but I went saying "Eh, help me lei!!! You never help me at all!!!!" and of course! He protested and I went laughing like mad and pulling his ear and nose and lying on him and stuff and proceeded to sort of torture my mum and got one hell of a shouting. Haha. But it was PURE FUN! :DD Later going for a runcause my parents say so and not cause I willingly want to followed by a wonderful dinner to celebrate my grandmother's birthday! I have run out of things to ramble about...Let me pounder on what I shall say....

Tomorrow, I've planned out what I'm going to do!!!
1. Watch D Gray Man
2. Watch D Gray Man
3. Watch D Gray Man
4. Watch D Gray Man
Well, you get the hint. I may play maple or audition...try and pass my freaking test...MAY only cause most probably will be spoiling my eyes and being the crouch potato I am and WATCH D GRAY MAN ALL DAY LONG!!!! I just noticed all my posts all have caps... :D Well, I love BIGGGGGG letters for ENHANCEMENT!!! Hahaha... Not making any sense. Oh well, I got to run.. My parents are so funny... Say 5 mins time run, but their 5 mins are always 30 mins to 1 hour later. Haha. My dad said we will run in 5 mins time and he himself knocked out. Haha.
Will post again to night about the dinner if I'm still awake. Most probably conk out in the car. Hahaha.

ANIME6 IS COMING BACK TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

I just noticed how eventful my days always are. Well, I always have things to rant about and thus resulting me posting almost every SINGLE day. But that is changing cause I'm PURE lazy! :D As you could see I didn't post the day before and the 3 days apart for my previous post. Quite sad isn't it?

About yesterday, I would call it SAMSUNG SUCKS day. You know why? Let me tell you my SAMSUNG story.

Aahem...
There was this SAMSUNG guy who built a SAMSUNG factory and invented all types of SAMSUNG technologies. He named the company SAMSUNG cause his name was SAMuel SUNG. (Get the hint? On with the story) So...from that SAMSUNG factory I got my SAMSUNG mp3. :)

BUTTTTTTT.......
A few months ago, My SAMSUNG mp3 could not be switched on and if my SAMSUNG mp3 did work, it went haywire. So my dad brought the SAMSUNG mp3 to the SAMSUNG factory where he gave it to a SAMSUNG help desk working woman which then passed it on to the SAMSUNG fixer where I got my SAMSUNG mp3 fixed. Yesterday, I went with my dad to the SAMSUNG factory to personally pick my SAMSUNG mp3 up.
We took a queue number and waited.

FIIINAAAAAAALLLLLLYYYYYYYY......
Our turn came. We asked the SAMSUNG lady to get my SAMSUNG mp3. She went to take it and came back not long after. She asked me to test it out and WOW it worked. Went back home, 3 tries later....
MY FREAKING SAMSUNG MP3 DIED ON ME AGAIN!!!!!!!
***HINT HINT IT WASN'T EVEN ONE DAY!***
So to sum it all up...SAMSUNG SUCKS!!!

Anyway, I've gone back to my one and only, trustworthy PANASONIC mp3!!!! :DDD
Which ran out of space after transferring like 15 songs.

So on with today... I spent most of today finishing up...no, trying to finish my School homework and still trying. I just thought I had to post about my SAMSUNG SUCKS day. xDD Well, my mum said if I didn't finish by today I can't sleep. Either way I also can't sleep. But I'm so ired today cause last night I had a running nose around 4 AM and couldn't sleep till 5.... So today is like tissue paper day. Needed tissue paper everywhere I went and my nose is like raw from all the blowing... I tell you, my nose is bound to fall off (if it could) by the end of today!! Hahaha. I guess I should go back to finishing up of school homework soon...

YAY! ANIME6 IS COMING BACK ON MONDAY!!!

I'm really annoyed with all the website.
Firstly, anime6 doesn't work. Its going throught some upgrading thingy.
Secondly, maple there is this stalker asking me to do things which I don't plan to do till I get married.
Thirdly, I CAN'T PASS THE BLOODY LICENCE FOR AUDITION!!!!!
I took it bloody 5 times already!!!! I still can't pass!!! I think I'm gonna ask nicole for help. Hahaha.
Next thing is, I can't watch D Gray man because of the website and the one in veoh has stupid spanish subtitles. I tried watching one I tell you. DON'T BOTHER.
So I decided to try out Chinese one. Slightly better but its in long form so I still don't quite undrstand.....
This is like the shortest post I've ever done. Haha. Well, I've decided to start reading fruits basket all over again! Ain't that interesting?
ANIME6 YOU BETTER COME BACK!!!!

Click Five Concert ROCKS!

So today was the day of the CONCERT! Early in the morning I went to vivocity and shopped with my parents and brother. My sister and my grandmother spent most of their day sitting at coffee bean. Haha. Anyway around 4:30 I went to met Lummie at macs. I was panicking cause my phone was running out of battery and I was in desperate need to contact her cause she was nowhere to be found. I walked up down calling for the 4th time when she finally picked up. Thank God. We then took a train to douby gaut and took bus 16. At first we weren't sure if its right. Then we overheard this girl sitting next to us telling her ex teacher or someone she bumped into that she was going to the indoor stadium. So we agreed. OKAY FOLLOW THIS GIRL!!! Hahaha. I felt like some spy. The bus was crowded. So once we reached the stop...we got LOST! How nice. We walked aimlessly for like 10 mins until we met someone who was giving out flyers and asked her for directions. (We lost the girl we were following when we left the bus) It turned out that we were heading in the wrong direction. Still, we managed to reach there in time. At first we were like at the very end of the queue then people came later. They guy in front I think told us to move up and so we ended up in the front of the queue. So not that bad for coming at 5 plus.
By the time they let us in it was like 7 plus and we managed to cut some queue cause some people had to put their bags in locker cause they were too big or something. Anyway it was better for us. Haha. I felt like a typical Singaporean. Kiasu. Hahaha. So by the time the concert actually started my legs were sort of numb with all the standing and stuff. Actually from what I saw, the seats weren't that bad just that you can't see the people close up. That's all...
Okay pictures time!

Before the start of the concert...

We were bored so we randomly took pictures. Haha

Heard the latest logic? You don't exercise for 4 days after eating like 2 buffets you will die? Well that's what my bloody mother said. What the hell man! You know what, I'm tired of pretending that there is nothing wrong with me, tired of telling myself that things will get better. For 4 days in a row, scolding. Things will never get better. I can't wait for tomorrow. Get to go out with my friends. Out of this pathetic place. You know what I found out today? Life REALLY sucks.

So far so good. Haha. I've been posting very frequently. Usually by now I would be in the "screw this blog" mood. Cause I would go which idiot posts everyday anyway? I can always do tomorrow... And BINGO! My tomorrow never comes. Haha. So about today. Well its like any typical day. I think you all are tired of me bragging about my piano lessons and stuff. So I shall start with the most random. I hate holiday hw. You know that? Plus my sis. Now she's really getting on my nerves reading my post and stuff. On with my life. There is no cath class today so I can use the com until my mum gets up that is. Haha. So i'm currently sneaking on. I have no idea what to do now though. Shall I watch, play or read? Haiz.. The computer can be boring at some times especially the one I'm using now cause there are no games in this stupid laptop. But as long there is access to internet I'm happy. Hahaha. In like 2 hours time I got to bring my sis to swimming. Which is quite irritating. Oh well, I will continue this post later. Have nothing else to say. If I don't stop I'm going to sprout nonsense like now. Haha.

Late night posting...
I thought today would be the day that there would be no shouting and stuff. But when I reached my grandparents' place around 11 tonight. First, I fell asleep in the car because I was damn tired and I was so full from dinner. My reasoning or logic: full dinner= sleep in car (only when I'm out for dinner)
Well. I was upstairs walking around half dead and changing clothes and stuff when my grandmother insisted that my sister never do work, but my mum say she did and so somehow this started a quarrel and ended up with my grandfather shouting. When he shouts I really mean SHOUT. So my grandfather started shouting and the right thing for us by standers like me to do was to shut up. I feel damn sad for my grandmother. She twice in a row get shouting from my grandfather. Anyway that was not the worse.
Sometimes I wonder why I bother to try. My mother was in the car and I was minding my own business when my stupid sister had to open her big fat mouth and go where is the remote for the car radio ah? Then my mum is already pissed over the same unsolved family matters that had been on for over 10 years already. About my father's parents. So here is how the conversation went.
(Searching for the remote by the car door)
Mum: Not here ah.
me: Should be what. I left it there.
Mum: NOT HERE!
(here we go again.)
Mum: you so bloody clumsy. All you know is sleep sleep sleep. When you open the door for all I know the remote must have dropped on to the road!
At this rate I'm like What the hell???? I understand if it drops between the seats or car door but on the road? I mean come on. I'm coherent enough to know if it fell to the bloody floor or not!!! NOOO had to go and call my bro ask him to check the road. Isn't that like a bit too dramatic?
She's like putting more stress on me. Expects me to teach my sister and score good grades. Help sis here. Help sis there. Report to grandmother that she has finish all her work and stuff. Expect me to complete all my homework by next wed. Expect me to do her maths and motes with all the things piling up. Mark my sis work, explain all the mistakes. You tell me how the f*** am I gonna complete all these within one day?!? I'm not a freaking robot or some servant you can push around. I've my limits too you know!!! This is why I feel like crying on days like this.

Okay, my post for today. Hahaha. You know what I think I shall delete the bat thingy.. haha. Great, I'm not hesistating. Sigh. Anyway about today! Its okay for once. Haha. I decided to dedicate today to watching D Gray man. Hahaha. I'm addicted to it. The previous one was death note. I really should stop watching. But its so nice! Anyway monday shall be maple day, tuesday is audi day. Hahaha. I shan't think so far. But next week I need to have one day for sch work. Haiz... So busy. The reason why I'm posting this early is cause I'm going out for dinner. Buffet!!! I'm gonna be so fat after the sch hols. Haha. I'M GONNA MISS MY SHOW THOUGH. Oh well, Internet will save me!!! Hahaha. Just had lunch which was stingray! Chilli very hot. Hahah. Went to follow my grandaunt to buy towels today. I felt so malu lah cause she was walking up and down taking her time to choose and stuff. But that is not it. She was choosing face towel at this shop then the sales person asked why never buy the big type and my grandaunt went
"Too big so mah fan, you know we women use small towel enough can stretch and wipe body, char char can already."
(sorry, this was said in half chinese half teo chew and I'm translating it. So it may not make sense.)
Anyway on with the story the lady then shot me this look o.O except it was funnier with her eyebrows and stuff but the com can't show that. D Gray Man here I come!!!

2 more days till concert!!!
Removing the bat though. Made up my mind. Haha. But the cute cat is staying!

Okay. I decided that my blog was quite boring. So why not put in a few distractions? Hahaha. I added a cat that will follow your mouse. Cool eh? And AND its not just that I added a pet bat!!! So exciting!! Hahaha. Providing instructions for bat.

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Click on bat(white thing)
2. Go to the more colum and you will see a blue fly
3. Click and drag the fly out and the bat will start chasing it!
4. Repeat the whole thing again if you want more fun!

P.S Will continue post for today later on!!

Had piano lesson today. I got up at like 6:45 or earlier because I had nose bleed and was literally freezing my butt off on the bed. haha. I think my air-con is senile. haha okay senile is not the right term and as Joan would say in this old witch tone or something like that "NOT SENILE" haha. Anyway, where was I? Right. Piano lesson. haha. It was...GOOD!!! kidding. It sucked. Since when was it ever good? My scales were horrendous. haha. Practice practice practice. Somehow practice makes perfect doesn't work for me during piano. haha. I get worse when I practice too much. haha.
I felt so demoralised by my sis. She borrowed like seven books from the library and I only borrowed 3 and she read all within like 3 days AND I didn't even finish one book yet!!! Oh and going out with her is NOT fun. Especially to the library. I had no break I tell you. Okay. First I brought her to the children's section to let her grab her books so that I can slowly take my time to browse and choose while she sat there and read. So we then proceeded to lvl 4(teen's section) I got her to sit down and read while I walked al,ost everywhere finding a book. But nothing seemed interesting so I brought her to lvl 2 (adult section) and left her in the quiet reading room. I then walked through the lanes and started picking out books knowning that I'm running out of time. So BEFORE I could even pick one my sis came out going "Jie Jie I finish 2 books liao. Can I get more?" I was like WHAT?!? I haven't even picked one out yet!! I told her to go back and read first. Guess what? 10 mins later after I found just one book she comes out again going 'Jie Jie I left with 3 more only. Can go down and get somemore?' By now I resisted the urge to shout at her. So I told her to read all then we go and get. Seesh. Why she so impatient one. Finally I found a second book and down we went. When I came back I was very tired. Hahaha. Anyway I just had lunch! Now I'm stuffed. Haha. It was cuttlefish + pork porridge. (For a while I forgot how to spell it) Hahaha. I really don't feel like studying but I must. Sigh... Well, can't wait for this Sunday! CLICK FIVE CONCERT HERE I COME!!!

Did a little change to my blog today! :D Well it seems better than my previous one. Less emo to some who commented. And the previous one the picture could not be seen. So its the holidays! Haven't really made proper use of them yet. Yesterday I was sorting out all mty holiday hw to be completed and guess what! I had a pile which was like a metre high. Okay a bit of a dramatic part there. But seriously to me it was like HIGGGGH! How can they expect us to finish so much?!? I'm laughing as I;m typing this because here I am complaining. Complaining = wasting time = less time to complete work = less time to finish my homework. Okay that didn't really make any sense but yeah! Hahahaha. Today I was off to a bad start. Well, its about my mum again... Some how I never get to her good side. Scold scold scold... Everything also blame me. Sigh. I'm like very stressed. And my grandmother is nagging at me to learn how to fold lantern with ribbons. I FINALLY found something which I have no patience for... I sat there staring at the ribbons and go "uh....." in my mind I'm like wth. Why am I doing this? Then I will fold here fold there and get pissed and throw the whole thing down going "AI YAH!!! I dunno lah!!!" and my grandmother will go See i told you to learn... Hahaha. I think I'm most probably going to bring hw to malaysia. Who knows maybe I can make up this excuse to why I never do my homework or bring it...
My excuse!!!
'Teacher you see right I brought it to Malaysia then I saw Mas Salamat so I quickly told my parents who told the police. But he was carrying a gun and so a war broke out then my hw got lost in the heat of the fight. But I'm proud to announce that I'm alive and that Mas Salamat is......
STILL on the run."

Bloody pissed! Everyday come back scold scold scold. As if I don't have enough problems of my own! I came back at 4 plus today by the time I bathed and evrything it was already 5. I logged on and my bloody mum said I've been on come for more than two hours! Yeah right! I was off at 5:45 or less. If you had proper maths or good calculation any idiot would have known it was only a bloody 45 mins!!!! What's her freaking problem man!!! Exams are over, yeah I noe i need to study.. But its a school day, I come home from dance pract and I'm damn tired coz I had a long day at school and last night I slept late. Stupid. Some times I'm so angry I feel like screaming but today ius beyond my control... Now you want me to do geog! As if i'm preparing for exams... THEY ARE OVER!!! I can't even relax. Why can't I study during hols? Why on a bloody school day?!? I'm freaking pissed and stressed!!!! Stupid sis another idiot! Like mother like daughter. She had the whole bloody day to use the com only to use it when I'm back!!!! Freak this day man!

Today.. There is only one word to describe today.
It Sucked.
First, I couldn't wake up cause of yesterday's sailing. I was so bloody tired.
Amazingly I was early for school. But guess what?!? I couldn't find my school socks! I was seriously panicking cause you all know Jo Teo, she will scold like mad... I had no choice but to wear my normal socks. My mum then gave me $10 to buy 3 new pair cause apparently from the 3 pair I bought the last time, two went missing! Surprise, surprise. And what's new? I lefty my $10 in the car and didn't find out till I entered the bookshop and asked for a pair. I only had $4 so I spent $2.70 on a pair and spent the rest for recess. For lunch I decided to buy sandwich using EZ link and had 80 cents left. How to take bus to piano and back?!? Luckily, Regina lent me $2 She was definately my life saver. :DD

Still I wasted a dollar on my last bus ride since I had no change left. This is the time where I add a bad word. But don't feel like it. -.-"
AND on my way out to 7-11 I saw mrs redwan! She cut her hair and she looks very happy. She was light purple, now that is a rare sight. Hahaha.

Yesterday

I had sailing, E-learning and EP project.
Nice things to do on a holiday.
Sigh. Went to school at 9:30 Reached there saw Sera.
The filming was the funniest part. May Teng couldn't button her pants so she borrowed mine. Which was too big so after buttoning and wearinng a belt it still dropped it was so hilarious. During one of the scene, she was suppose to throw a plane and the way she throw was like a gay. xD

Her expression was also damn funny :)
Went for lunch. Oh two practical jokes played on April fool's which I fell for.

1) Sera smsed me early in the morning "Hey steph, I have a bad stomachache. Cannot come to school. Sorry..." I was lke panicking cause it's like due next week and turned out as a joke. So not funny...

2) This one was even worse. I stayed in school for very long specially for Sailing. Suddenly captain came.
Cam: "Guys! There is no sailing training today."
Joan, Teresa, Alex & me: "HUH?!?"
Cam: "There is no training."
Joan, Teresa, Alex & me: "WHY?!?"
Cam: "I dunno. Mr Tay suddenly told me sailing training for today cancelled."
Alex: "Serious?"
Teresa: "Wah Liao! Why he tell us so late? Now then tell us! Expect us to what?!? Go "yay"?!?
Me: "What?!? So I wasted my time in coming here???"
Teresa: "Are you sure? I saw a bus outside."
Cam: "There is no bus. That bus is not ours."
Alex: "What about RI?"
Cam: "They still training. Only us that is not training."
(Joan, Teresa, Alex & me starts cursing)
Unexpected mood breaker (Sam) :April's fool right?
( Cam bursts out laughing)
It took us a second to comprehend.
(*Alex screams here!)
Alex: What man!!!! Come Back here!!! It was so not funny!!! CAMELIA!!!
Me : "Burst my happiness man!"
Joan laughing.
>=(

Went for sailing out in the sea where there was a major oil spill and so...
My boat was covered in oil! Come back had to scrub like mad with kerosene. Or however you spell it. I smelt like that for hours and I didn't like it at all.

SPORTS DAY!!!

two words...
BLUE HOUSE WON!!!!!
It was hot as in weather hot.... I saw Ms Syde today. I'm glad that she's okay. Thank God for that. I'm still amazed at how Dawii (dunno how to spell her name) managed too sprint 400m!! I can't even do it. Hahaha.

Today was quite a good day for me :) Morning got up early or considered late for my mum. Now a days I noticed she has been scolding me more and more often. I think its cause of the bad experience she had. My bro wasn't considerbly good before and so she has the fear that I maybe like him. Still, I keep telling her I'm not him. I'm different but I guess I have to show her in order for her to believe it.

I went for piano and as usual I needed to improve my scales and timing for the pieces. Hahaha. What was interesting today was I went for cath class. My dad actually signed me up for it! I'm so happy! I went with Courteney and it was definately been a long while since I saw her. She cut her hair! Hahaha. More surprises came after that. Dorothy, Lisa, Angeline and Grace were all in that same classbut I just found out towards the start of my lesson that she just changed class. I really wanted to chat with her though. Great to hear that she's in the cath class before me though.

Went in and saw my "teacher" well not exactly a teacher. I found her quite scary but as the lesson proceeded, she's nice:D I ate a doughnut that was given. It was yummy it was like chocolate coated. My mum will kill me if she ever found out that I ate it. Since it was Easter we were given choco egg!!!

Just before class started, these two girls came in and started shouting "SOMEONE GOT MENSE!" I was like oh my gosh! There was boys in my class too. I was thinking the person who has it is feeling very bad right now. The helper then told them to stop laughing. It was kind of mean after all.

Now am posting at relative's place. My sis just licked a boy's spoon just cause there was chocolate. Disgusting! There is this boy there which irritates the heck out of me I tell you. He's very rude and spoilt like anything. My bro ask him if we could use the com and he said yes but my bro did not hear and he repeated and the boy said Don't you understand the meaning of yes? I was like wth?!?

Oh I nearly forgot now there will be a lyric's quote! At every end of a post! Just thought about it in the car! Well, that's all! Post tmr! :D

Lyric's Quote: When you call, my heart stops beating, When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding... - Simple Plan "I can wait forever"

Sorry about my previous post. I sounded so emo. haha. I can't believe I actually posted that. Now I'm considering to delete it. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings. I'M VERY SORRY!!! I was just pissed cause that day wasn't really my day. I'm sorry Sherry! I didn't mean to put all the blame onto you. You have enough problems and I'm just making things even worse for you. I'm sorry.

I'm very sorry Joan. I know sometimes I make you pissed and irritated with me and get sick of my complaining but I'm really glad to have someone to tell my problems too. I'm sorry for behaving that way. I'm sorry Clarice. I know sometimes I can get on your nerve too when I didn't mean to.

Yesterday well guess what's new? I got scolded by my mum. well, she said my answer to her question was bullshit. Twice I heard her say it... sigh. Some times I feel like my brother has it better than me. Well, doesn't matter anyway. Bullshit then bullshit. Like I care.

Today during Science I was like nodding away for one whole period. I was super tired but Joan has it worse than me. So i'm in no place to complain. I'm gonna study cram study! a.k.a SCS!!! Just made it up! hahaha. We (Natalie, Clare and Emelyn stayed for banner painting. It was rather plain. Red House was very nice! I loved the bird. haha. After that I managed to persuade Clare to come with us to go J8. We took 59 there and bought YOUGURT!!! YAMI YOUGURT!!! It's so yummy!! Guess that explain's why its name is Yami yougurt. After that we went look see look see and I took 410 with Nat and Emelyn. It was very dark and I was hoping it won't rain but It was pouring when I reached my stop. I saw a snail and I caught it. haha. I dunno what to do with it now though. Well playing wahjong with KingKong well, post tmr! :D

Truth

I redid my blogskin again. It's definately better than my previous one! :D

Was reading a few stuff just now and I thought about some things. People who are popular seem to follow other people's personality the way they speak and all just to be popular. Is it really worth it? People change. This way is it for the better or the worse?

It seems to me that popular people are never who they really are. They follow until they don't really know who they are of what their true self is. That's how i feel towards my brother. He's changed lately. I just can't figure it out.

He's kind and all but popularity changed him. I really wonder is Secondary life like this? I'm confused with my feelings. I don't know who is the real me right now. I act the way I please but sometimes I get carried away and be irritating towards people. Almost once the words come out, I feel regret. But I can't call my words back. I try to change, be more careful of what I say.

Everyday before school I worry, will they talk to me? Or will they be like last year and ignore me? I try my best but I can't help feeling sort of lonely. That's when I start asking myself, is it me? What did I do wrong? Am I pissing them off with my over-reaction to things? I really don't know. Last week things were okay but I gave in too much of myself now they are ignoring me again. It's now back to a one word reply. Are things suppose to turn out like this? I don't know anymore.

Some times things changes, but will this ever change? I hate myself for being this pathetic me...

Happiness is a bliss?

Today was quite alright. Maths was boring as usual. -.-" Can't be bothered to go to her website. I changed seats too! haha. Now i'm at the back in the center so will be able to see the board more clearly instead of reflection from the windows. haha. I have like so many bloody projects coming up and my blog is practically half dead. haha. I wonder how to make it more lively though. Half of me want to re-do the blogskin but the other half is screaming NO! Cause it's pretty. I mean I love the snow and the feathers. Doubt can ever find one that is just as good. Haiz... My english project was screwed, told to re-do the whole thing and I have no idea what to write currently or what to say as of matter a fact. EL com tmr and I'm sort of done with the slides but i'm screwed for that too. Two people did the same thing and One won't give in to re-do! I'm very pissed cause we may be presenting tmr but we have no slides! WHAT CAN BE WORSE??? Anyway its not my marks that will be affected. I tell myself to not care but that's the problem! I CAN'T NOT CARE! I ask them to try and just give in but none listens! NONE! I can't see what is the bloody problem I already did more than my share, what else do you want me to do?!? Why is life like this??? Sec 2 life sucks. literally. this is most of my problems though... :(

Okay now I feel better. After letting all out. I went to Malaysia for good friday week. It really did rain! Thunderstorm to be precise. I went with distant cousin and family.. Quite alright just that I couldn't finish my lit hw. Hahaha. come to think of it my birthday is less than a month away. Last year's one wasn't one of my favourite. But recently I've been feeling a change. A good change. Wonder what this year's one would be like? Good or bad? Wish I could see :)

Heys! This is officially my first post for the Year 2008!!! Haha. Chinese New Year is round the corner and just before the celebration we have a stupid test. How nice.... Come back from Chinese New Year also have test. Test here, Test there... Like I need more tests in my life.. :S I'm posting now even though i'm suppose to study science. It's cause i'm stressed!!! YEAH!! haha. My weekend sucked cause I had to do spring cleaning and all. Study study study...cram cram cram... My life is totally in the rocks now. I have so many projects! And only onje month has passed!!!! ONE MONTH! This is nuts I tell you! NUTS! Okay, I feel so much better now. I have gotten it off my chest at last. I noticed my blog was like rather dead so I'm giving it life! By POSTING! Olay olay olay olayyyyyyyyyy!

Nobody tags here anymore maybe it's cause I never type anything. haha. Today Rme was alright. Just that we didn't hand up our homework and I wasted my time, I could be stuyding Science with that time instead of doing that homework BUT NOOOO! Now i've to cram. I know i'm wasting my tme even more complaining but I just felt I needed to let it all out. I'm PMS-ING I tell you... the world is so unfair...but since when is it fair in the first place... Sigh..Now i'm babbling nonsense. I haven't even watch Bleach 158 yet! ARGH! Tomorrow i'm gonna play nonstop before my parents come back that is. Or i'm dead if they find me using the com. Oh shucks. I forgot. Tomorrow I've physical training so will be coming home late. AW MAN! Okay before I find out about more horrible news that I've forgotten I'm gonna cram.... ta ta! Will post soon... (Well not that soon, I'm gonna partie till I'm purple then I'll come and post!) Hahaha. :D

Ta!

P.S 2/3 people! GOOD LUCK FOR SCIENCE AND GEOG TEST TOMORROW! JIA YOU!