Hey peeps! Changed my blogskin and song. Just thought it was time to change. Haha.
Okay about today, I went out to Junction 8 to watch a movie; HOUSE BUNNY! It was very funny. Went to watch it with King Kong. We were suppose to meet at 1:45 but I was late and King Kong was later! Hahaha. I went to rush to get the tickets only to ans a call from King Kong saying she's still at SGH. I was like WHAT?!? Haha. But anyway we got into the theater on time. The commercials were still rolling when we got to our seats.
I think today is some special day for me. I kept bumping into people! First I saw Ms Puja when I got of the bus and I was like O.o Was that who I think it was? Haha. Then on my way into the mall I saw Joan's cousin and then while queuing up to buy popcorn I saw my cath class friend. I pretended to didn't see and who knew? I entered the cinema and I saw her sitting in the row behind mine. At first I was finding my seat number in the dark and suddenly she calls out my name. And after the show on my way out I saw Judith. Haha. So many people in one place. Hahaha.
On my way home, I didn't know why I had this deep gut feeling that I was going to die very soon. And when I was in the bus I was like considering. What happenes if a car hits on the side that I'm sitting or the other side or the front or the back? How severe will the injuries will be? Will be nice? Maybe it'll help me nullify my thoughts. It's really stressful. I really don't know why. Its those days that I don't want to think at all and it really hurts. All the what ifs and all. Plus tomorrow is results day. Its so stressful. There is results need to look after my sister makes sure she studies and in addition with my mum screaming to mark and all. That is why I don't feel like living sometimes. Not that I'm goona commit sucide or anything. But on these days I really want to shut down.
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