I feel so happy today! Not that school was great or anything like that. I'm just glad that Clara was finally honest with me. Last year, I had the feeling that she kind of hated me and so started avoiding me. I felt kinda lonely and depressed and my thought about school everyday was that it sucks.

Finally today she told me she was annoyed with me last year as I was too sticky. That's what I felt too. But no one told me that and so I didn't change. I wasn't really sure if they actually liked me now. As a friend. So being afraid of myself being too sticky again this year I kind of kept my distance. But now, I think things are getting better. :D But I don't wanna put my hopes too high. I really don't want to feel like how I did the last time... Its.... well you know. Well, at least I got this out of my chest. And I think Joan is okay with me now...

Next thing on my mind is my streaming. I'm scared I can't get into 3/2. I really want to go there but its popular so I don't think with my level position I can actually make it there. And I'm feeling really mixed up feelings for leaving my class. On one side, that's what I've been hoping for since sec 1 because I felt lonely then. But now, things had changed. So one part feels sad that It's highly unlikely for my great friends I made in this class to be in the same class as me.

I'll really miss you guys. You guys were great! LOVE YOU ALL!!

I'm gonna make tmr the best day of my life! GO 2/3! LAST CLASS EVENT WE'LL BE DOING!!