Been a while hasn't it?
Its officially 6 more days till 2011!!!!
o.o fast. I can't even believe it!
Weird thing about today is that I'm feeling extremely happy and cheerful today! In fact its worse than weird.

Anyway. wanna hear my new year resolution? I aim to stay strong whatever may happen in JC/Poly. Stay cheerful and never pull a down face longer than an hour!!!

Quite cool eh?

Life may suck, so? deal with it.
Life may throw the wrong cards, so? keep switching till you receive the right one.
Life may be a rocky ride, so? Buy a posche and enjoy the ride!
Life may be a winding staircase taking you round and roung, so? Take a step at a time
Life may have a pile of laundry blocking you, so? Wash them one by one, who's complaining? Time is God's not yours, so why can't have the time?
Life is a bed of roses. Nice on the outside but always covered with thorns. How to deal with the thorns? Friends are like the clippers to snip off the thorns and help you feel more comfortable.
Final say? Screw the troubles and worries and enjoy the present!

(That's what I feel. Screw the obsticles, love the present :D)

Today, as I looked up at the clear blue sky with my heart thumping wildly after cycling up the hill.
I was thinking how many, who are dear to me, are staring up at this same sky?
Even though today wasn't that great, I still thought,
I am happy to be right here, right now. :D

Yesterday was EPIC. Rosh bet with me that she wouldn't be late but rosh being rosh still came late. Haha. So in the end we got her to pay for GST. Hahaha. We were supposed to shop at novena that area but there wasn't much so we went to Bugis instead. Bfore that though, we had lunch at Seoul Yummy awesome korean food!!! Haha. Rosh ordered some spicy chicken thing which came first but when most of us finished, she was barely half way done. I need to hand it to her for her talent in eating so slowly. Haha. In a good way. She wanted to prove to us that she could finish it in 8 mins but being her, it never did work out that way. :D





All of us at the restaurant. :D Then came the bill part. Haha. Mari and Rosh were busy in their own world talking about Iphone and the greatness of it. So, Averil, des, sherm and I decided to spilt the change among all of us. So Des calculated and we were suppose to get 40 cents back. Haha. I had tons of 5 cents thanks to a certain someone. So I swapped some of the coins and in the end there was 6 5-cents coins and 1 ten cents and a twenty cents coin. Yup, when those two found out that they had to spilt the 5 cents coins they fought. HAHAHA. They almost tore the receipt. Well, some pics of it. :)









Yup. That was how the receipt looked like in the end~ Anyway, at Bugis St. We walked the whole place and I think we ended up where we started off at least 3 times bacause it was so crammed with shops that we turned here and there only to end up at the same spot. Haha. Bought 2 hairbands to go with my new year clothes.. I actually bought a sleeve-less shirt that looked so cute but when I tried it on, I looked weird. So now it's my sis's. Hahaha. So nice right? After shopping for about 2 hours, we sat down at Mos, only to play hangman on the Iphone. Hahahah. Funny thing was each of us were getting words from dictionary.com and testing each other. We spilt into 2 groups, Rosh,des,me and Averil,mari,sherm. Haha. Should've taken pics then too... Oh well...

Anyway, on to the next topic. TODAY! Well, went for my 2nd bloodtest in my entire 16 years of my life. So had to wake up at 8. Funny thing was the night before, I had a nightmare about the stupid bloodtest that invovled stabbing myself with an arrow and a pencil to draw blood out. Yup. Not pleasant at all. Back to my point. Left the house at 8:45. Got my shot at 9:55. I went there with the impression and my dad telling me that it would be the same as the blood test I took a few years ago when the doc thought I had dengue. It was the pricking of the middle findger type. So I thought how bad could it be? HA. Apparently it was the syringe type when the nurse probe your arm to find your vein and stick the syringe in. The one I dread and never had before. So it was a not so nice experence with me panicking at first. I found out today that I can't stand looking at people drawing blood out. Haha. They placed a band-aid at the wound there. I can actually take it off now but it's aching. So I dare not touch it. According to my dad, there will be a blue-black. Haha. More of a blood clot under my skin actually.

So far my day has been...interesting I guess. After the appointment, we headed off to Holland V.!!! Haven't been there in a long time. Had Nasi Lemak for brunch. Since I had to fast for the blood test and it was already 11 by the time we reached there. Thus, we had BRUNCH! Haha. Got to see the famous windmill!!!! While driving home, I saw this.



Can you believe it? DBS next to Citibank which is next to Standard Chartered which is next to HSBC. Seriously, 4 banks in a row? I was so amazed that I had to take a pic of it!!!!! HAHAHA.

Guess I shall stop here for now. Been a long post! :D Hope I will be able to catch up on my sleep later. He he.

For a very special friend who is troubled with too many things happening at once.
Just to let her know, I don't blame you. I understand that you don't want to tell me but I want you to know that I'm always here.
I love you. :D

'Things are gonna get better'- David Archuleta

Everybody's got that time in their life
When everything hurts and nothing's right
But you gotta walk on,yeah you gotta walk on.

Everybody's got a piece of their heart
That's been stepped on and torn apart,
But you gotta be strong,Yeah, you gotta walk on.

'Cause I, know, it's hard to have the strength and,
Sometimes,You can't get through the day but,
Things just float on by like a river in the night.

But I know things are gonna get better,
And I know things are gonna be fine.
And I know life is gonna get better,
Standing here together,
Yeah, we're gonna be fine.

Everybody's got that one regret no matter how they try, they can't forget,
But you gotta move on,yeah, you gotta move on.
Everybody's got someone they've lost,
And they can't believe they're really gone
But you gotta live on, yeah, you gotta live on.

'Cause I know it's hard to have the strength and,
Sometimes all you feel is pain but,
time keeps floating by On that river in the night.

But I know things are gonna get better,
I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better,
Standing here together,yeah, we're gonna be fine.

I've been shown hope,we've seen it in your eyes
So take me, touch me,
'Cause with a little bit of love we can win the fight,
With a little bit of love we can see the light,
With a little bit of love it'll be alright.

And I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together,Yeah, we're gonna be fine.

Walk, walk, walk the line,
And keep, keep, keep walking on,
Keep, keep, keep walking on...

How bout a lil' story?

There was this girl who was shy and quiet. She was that way for 14 years before she decided to change the following year. She pledged to speak out more often and smile. So the first day went with her trying to talk to almost everyone. In fact she was happy with the effort made and thought, "Hey, I may actually love it here." And so a few days passed before the next ecounter that changed her life.

It was at a bus stop. The day was fairly alright. With the usual nagging and homework given by the teachers. The girl was quietly sitting at the bus stop, thinking about what she should do when she reached home. A few minutes later the bus arrived. She looked up and something nudged her to glance at the queue. Just seperated by one stranger, a girl wearing the exact same uniform was standing behind and for a moment they just stared. Until the other girl raised her hand to wave and flashed a smile.

This girl on the other hand was momentarily stunned. The only thing she could do was smile. :D <- a big one like that. But in her mind, frantic thoughts went through her head. Questions such as 'Do I know her?' and 'Have I seen her before?' ran through her mind. So she looked back at the bus and started moving down the queue to move up the bus. She then sat at the middle of the bus near the exit while the other girl walked up to the end of the bus. Being shy, she didn't dare to look up. For the 15 minutes journey home, she kept her eyes locked on the floor, feinting interest in her own file that she carried. When her stop came, not knowing if the other girl was still in the bus or not, she hurried off the bus, blushing in embarassment for not recognising the girl. So that was the start. The start of a friendship which would last for a lifetime.

Want to know the ending? Well, you've just got to sit and watch. All I can say is that the main girl went through a lot of ups and downs. Experienced the pain of losing a friend and making new ones. The joy of forgiving and forgetting. The other girl on the other hand played a main role in this girl's life, encouraging her and teaching her the fun in life. What happens to these two girls? Let's just say they became the best of friends.

(Sweet story, isn't it?)

Let's say yesterday I wasn't feeling that great.
It was a downhill for me.
Anyway, last night was fun!!!!

Really sad that the sailing mates I've been with for 2 years, who've seen me at my worst during the competition and gave me the encouragement to continue and complete the course, will be finally going our seperate ways. For one, it was the most interesting dinner I ever had. Then again, dinner with my team is always entertaining. xD We ate at Seoul Garden at City Square Mall. He he. The waiter there was blur? I noticed a trend among trainee male waiters. They are blur, stone face and very much unhelpful.

On the bright side, our table broke the record of being the messiest in the restaurant! Hahaha. Seriously, when I went with Clara to the washroom, we were looking at the other tables, boy were they neat. Well, probably due to the fact that we had 6 people squeezed at a table meant for 4. Haha. The waiter wanted to split us up which will then totally defy the need for having a team dinner...

Anyway, we took tons of pics with Cleris's cam. Joy really hogged the com taking pics of herself. Hahaha. Spent most of the time playing with the 'Fish eye-view' function. HAHAHA. Hilarious.

It was really sad, I think that night will be one of the nights I would cherish and remember. Come to think of it, shall I do a list of one of the best nights in my life? Haha. No order.

1. Yesterday night.
2. Averil's house after her confi.
3. Grad night.

Yup. So far that's my list for this year. :D

You know what.
I thought it was different.
I thought we were closer.
Guess it was a lie.
We are back to square one.
What difference does it make?
Whatever happens, happens i guess.
I've given up trying to bridge the gap.
Given up trying to change your mentality.

Many things happened this whole week. First half of the week anyway. Let's see I have 20 mins there about to crap out everything that has happened. :D

Monday had the sppointment. THE appointment. Then met up with Tze An to watch Harry Potter!!!! It was awesome~ But next year, I would probably forget what happened. Haha. It was tiring yet fun.

Yesterday was the best! Averil and Cheryl came over for a "movie marathon". Sadly, we only watched 2 movies. Haha. BUT, I was content!!! Cause I finally finished PEARL HARBOUR!!!!!! The ending was "tragic" (Quote from Rosh) I was really sad that the guy died. Anyway, when I told my aunt I finished pearl harbour. She was shocked before asking me "the romantic version or history version?" Eesh. if I told her I watch the history one she would be amazed at my interest in history...

Anyway, after lunch, (which was horrible. The service there was horrible. Overall, I'm never stepping in there again unless another waiter/waitress works there.) went to help Cheryl and Averil find Mari's present. In the end decided on a DIY box that is in a shape, design rather, of a CAKE!!! So cool right? Sounds easier than creating it. Summary?

- Used our hands and had dark brown damp "clay" stuck all over our hands.
- an hour to finally get the brown stuff into a dry nice ball.
- an hour to get in unto the box itself. (Cheryl's talent)
- Yellow lines were made!!! With exact measurement! (Averil's talent)
WANNA KNOW MY TALENT? Able to make Averil laugh by laughing. :D
- Another hour gone by trying to put it together.
Eventually, IT WAS DONE!!!!! GREAT JOB PEEPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Treated ourselves to ice cream~~~~

Today, celebrated Mari's birthday!!! Reached Somerset super early. But timed it such that I actually bumped into Averil. Hahaha. GOOD TIMING!!!!
Anyway, watched Easy A. Funniest show so far. I really laughed a lot in this one. Haha. Up next is definitely Rapunzel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One can fake many things.

I faked my laughter.
I faked my happiness.
I faked my personality.
I faked my tears.
I faked my hugs.
I faked my words.
I faked my thoughts.
I faked my enjoyment.
I faked my tiredness.
I faked my joy.
I faked my messages.
I faked my feelings.
I faked my smile.
I faked my look.
I faked my tone.
I faked my interests.

In fact, I can fake everything and anything,
The only thing that I can't fake is faking itself.

It feels nice to know that there are actually some people out there reading my mundane blog. >.< So I'd like to say, THANKS FOR READING!!!! It kinda gives me a warm feeling that I'm not just writing to myself. Hehe.

Anyway, I had a weird dream yesterday... about my mum and brother in some funny storyline. Sucks that I forgot. Anyway, three words, it was weird. Well, time is passing by damn fast. Who knew it'd be Dec already? Sigh. It's tiring to go on and on about what i'm doing today and all, so I shan't touch that topic today. Thinking about it, it's been a long time since I posted a song right? Then again, youtube isn't my best friend...

Anyway, want to know how awesome google is? I was watching naruto shippuuden and I was dying to know if Gaara died. So I decided to try google since it's EVERYONE'S BEST BUD!!!! I was skeptical about the search but who knew there were actually people like me who were curious on what might happen? I typed, "Did Gaara die" and really! Poof! There were like 100+ hits and they had the answers!!!! xD Even my mum couldn't believe it.

I'm trying to will mself to hate sasuke cause he's gonna be a bastard for the rest of the show... but it sucks to have him becoming so cool... Okay, that was random. Haha. Anyway, on the 10th they're gonna have STGC!!!!! Somehow, I manage to get an email for getting a free ticket but I have to be one of the first 1200 people. Sigh, thinking about queuing up with those desperate people is making me hesistate. Plus, I'll be going alone... I shall slowly think it through then...

Been kind of a long time since I last posted. I wasn't really in the mood to post today but doing blogsurfing changed my mind. I think the start of Secondary school life is kinda depressing. Anyway, today I was clearing my books, (deciding on what to burn and give away and what to keep) then I stumbled unto my sec 1 drama journal. As I flipped through the pages I was wondering was that me? Those childish writing ways that lacked sophication and were filled with expression. That was the 13 year old me. Funny how I don't remember what I felt like while writing those entries.

As I look back, I think they did have a reason for not liking me. I mean, I don't even like myself then. Personality I mean. Now, I feel that I've changed a lot. 4 years sure changes one. Really, if I had a choice I would not want to re-live my Secondary 1 life. After a year, it was much bearable as I learnt to let go and move on my own strength to meet new people and soon they became my pillar of support. Looking at my 08 journal, I saw that without those people by my side I would loath Secondary life.

Well, this is kinda getting depressing right? So I shall talk about happy stuff. Yesterday went to ecp to cycle. Had tons of fun!!!! Took a few pics but sadly, I don't have the USB cable to download the pics onto this com. So it has to wait for the weekend then. xD

Guess I shall stop here. Wanna watch chopped. >.< Awesome show. :D

Just want to end with a line that I saw in a shop that I found very useful.

For those who have been insulted, trying saying this to them:
"If I wanted to talk to assholes, I'd fart."

Things have been rather hectic these few days... so I apologise for not posting anything. >.< Well, I've some interesting news!!! I cut my hair!!!!! He He. Plus a finge too. Anyway, I shall stop beating bout the bush and whack it head on. (Drumroll....) I'm gonna post the long awaited NZ photos!!!!! Finally managed to get my camera fixed, turned out it was the charger... But anyway. Its back to tip top condition and so this morning I manage to import the photos into this com!!!!

I can't really rmb much as to what happen since it was a year ago... Who cares about explanations right? A picture paints a thousand words. So many pictures will paint a whole thesis. xD

It's the mid-week!!! This week has been sort of busy, you could say. With monday hanging out with my friends at the zoo. Man, they changed a lot... Seriously, I never knew there was actually a bus that went to the zoo! All my life I thought that the only way to go to the zoo was by cab or car.

Anyway, it was really fun, with me spending like $60 there. Hahaha. We spent most of the time sitting in a restaurant and talking. >.< Sheryl had some inspired art thingy and created some pokemon looking thingy (to me) with straws,lemon and a stirrer.Well, I do agree that it does take some creative juices to create that (which I lack very much...) Regret not taking a photo of it. Hahaha.

Yesterday was kinda horrible? Starting my day of with piano... Which was really really bad... my second piece was not smooth at all.

oops. gotta go for breakfast. Will continue soon!!

Stephanie, you are the smartest person ever.
Not only did you get yourself in a mess in maple but now have a phobia of maple.
wonder why?

this weird guy asked me to be his gf and I was thinking wtf. But he kept begging and pleading and I wanted to get the quest over and done with. So I thought fine. What could be worse?

Well, him giving me a retarded nickname which I so happen to use on my sis. So everytime he calls me that, I felt like telling him, you wanna talk to my sis? Well anyway, so the two of us and another guy decided to hunt for Astaroth. Only when I reached there did I find out that none had a gas mask to enter. How perfect? I wasted time hanging out with weird ppl and somehow got a boyfriend.

Wanna know my solution? Avoid. Them. The only wayis to stop using that character. But I think of all my hardwork and stuff just piss me off even more. I so regret saying yes. Cause that guy turn out to be some rude, obsessed person. Sadly, his personality is on my hate list. So yup. Not liking this one bit.

I think this is a sign that I should go back to GE where there are NORMAL players and not DESPRATE ones willing to date any jane doe on maple.

This MUST seriously blow over soon.
On a last note, I'm banning myself from maple.

Today was the first time I went to church after the exams. It was really weird as for the first time, the hall was actually empty! With many only coming in after mass started. I couldn't really concentrate on the homily as my sister was making a lot of noise and there was this 4 year old boy staring at us all the time...but some words actually hit me.

The question "Have you ever defended your catholic faith?" ran through my head many times after mass. Truthfully, I've never ever done it before. Friends, family, strangers. Yes, I've defended them. But faith? That was when it hit me that I've never done it before. The next queStion that came to me was why? Why haven't I done I before? Another phrase was that everyone is a thief. We steal heaven; a place for ourselves. We steal others' time... Does that make us different from real thieves? Who steal material stuff while knowing? While we on the other hand steal something that may seem as nothing but in fact is a gift for us, unknowingly.

Well, I went to church in hope that I would sort out my thoughts about certain issues but it didn't... Have you ever felt that someone close to you is slowly drifting away? You want to stop it but you can't. In the end you widen this gap and push that person even further from you? That's how I'm feeling now And I hate it. Why in the world am I getting jealous? I shouldn't be feeling this way but I can't help it. It's not that person's fault but I'm angry at the person. I really have no idea why I'm feeling like this... It feels as if a kin of mine is being taken away and I can't stop it.

Anyway, played maple and this rude bastard just pissed me off. He wanted me to switch chAnnel which I was about to and this smart ass decided to threaten me sayin he'll take out his main. Like I freAking care? What can your main do to my charac? Since when do YOU own the freaking map??? Would it hurt to ask nicely? Will it kill you? That Ass of a guy seriously pissed me off after that. If I hadn't seen whAt he wrote after I switched channels, I would have said all the vulgarities in
the diff languages if I could.

Feeling tired and pissed.

Just back from Averil's house after grad night yesterday. Really tired. On top of that my eye is aching (if an eye could ache) I mean it hurts everytime i blink and it's as red as a tomato.The weird thing is that its only half!
I have this weird thought that it was because of the pillow I was sleeping on poking my eye. That's why in the morning it was sore. But then again the reason sounds ridiculous. Hahaha.

Grad night was okay. The food was not too bad but I feel that it wasn't really worth my money. But everyone looked damn diff and pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squeal* Seriously, my class is filled with pretty, gorgeous people!!!! It's kinda sad to think that yesterday night was the last time I'm gonna see the scholars this year. Really sad, I'll miss many of them!!!!!!

Anyway, back to today, we watched like at least 4 movies with some being really stupid, actually it's just one. Played Uno Stacko too!!!! Damn fun!!!! (Though I lost the most number of times) Then again its luck. Hahaha. We shall have a rematch Averil! >.<

Tomorrow there is personal taste!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Can't wait for next week!!!!!!



At this point in time, I'm really missing everyone.

You can say that time really went by very fast. To the point where I thought it was still monday today.

Yesterday's chalet left me with mixed feelings. Sure I had fun but the packing up always sucked. I was bringing home melted ice cream yesterday and it was HOKEY POKEY!!!! AWESOME ICE CREAM FROM NEW ZEALAND!!!!!! On top of that, yesterday I was really really tired. But it was fun!!! Dropped by Cheryl's place after the chalet to get maple from her. >.< plus audi and a few other stuff. Hahaha. Tried playing residence evil after such a long long time.... Well, my techniques weren't that great but I could still shoot! HE HE. Who knws maybe I can joing shooting the next time round. Hahaha.

One thing's for sure I hell don't want to be insulted by her bro again... Haha, I mean his insults were kinda true I can't blame him cause after all I SUCK at maple. Yup, an online confession from me. But I can't help it right? Since I HARDLY play any com games. If you actually manage to get me hook on something. (I take my hats off to you :))Seriously speaking, maple has indeed changed a lot!!! OMG. I LOVE MY DRAGON SO MUCH NOW!!!!!!!!! Talking about dragon, I got criticised yesterday for coming up with retarded charac names by her bro too. Haha... I think I'm too kind to actually let him say anything and everything about me without rebutting. Oh well, I shall conclude that he is a very stright forward person that says everything and anything that is on his mind.

Anyway, yesterday, I went with Sheryl to eat PIE!!!!! THE PIE WAS THE BEST I'VE EVER EATEN!!!!!!! It's not the macs kind of pie (to be on the same standard as macs pie is really urgh for me :D) It was like really high. Like layer after layer.
Shall I list them out? starting from the base.
Hot crispy pastry with chocolate.
Filled with cream.
Layered with cake.
Cream again. (They use tons of cream~)
cake. :D CHOCOLATE~~~
CREAM!!! WITH NANAS (Go figure.)
C.R.E.A.M.
Then for the toppings, nanas and choco!!!!
(That's for chocolate banana tart!!) Mind you, I'm only talking about a slice which is damn big!
If my phone had connections to this com, I would've posted a pic. (To make you drool!)

Anyway, wondering what Sheryl ate? She had mixed fruit tart. Haha. Let your imagination run wild as to what it looked like. Overall, it was DAMN NICE!!!!!!!

After such a long time I can finally state on thie blog.
I'M GONNA WATCH NARUTO~

It's finally the day tomorrow!!!!! I'm so happy. This major exam is finally ending tomorrow.... I really hope the hardwork that everyone had put in will pay off! Tomorrow will also be the first time I'll be attending a chalet :) kinda excited for a once in a lifetime experience. I doubt I'd have another chalet in my life..

Anyway, tomorrow is gonna be busy, fun-filled and who knows maybe. Tear here and there. Afterall it may be the last time I see my class as a whole before we go our separate ways. Thinking about it now does make me feel kinda sad. But as they go, our lives are filled with many goodbyes but with each goodbye is a new beginning :D I will definitely miss my class. It one of the best two years in IJ! Well, I guess it's not really the end because we'll still be seeing much of each other even if we are off to the different paths life takes us to.

Haha. This ia getting really soapie. Anyway, as you can see, MY CBOX IS FIXED!!!!! A big thank you to Cheryl for helping a hopeless tech person here!!! :D really glad it's not as screwed up as before. Hahahah.

Tomorrow is sure going to be awesome!!!! Gonna play mah Jong!!!!

CAN'T WAIT!!!

Okay, I officially admit that my tech skills sucks to the core.
I screwed up the cbox, thus you can see it's no longer there cause i can't seem to get it to fit in the slot...
Anyway, sorry for the time being the thoughts have to be kept to yourself as I try to get this situation straightened out. :D

Well,it's been a really long time since I posted.
After all, I banned myself from the com cause I was tackling a large hurdle in my life that is about to end soon with only MCQs left!!!!

After yesterday's SS paper, I wasn't really in much mood to study for Physics MCQ. It's MCQ...Who studies for it? Well, maybe me... Anyway.
I've missed my blog soooo much.. I have this feeling that my cbox is screwed so I'll shall deal with it later. Starting my countdown toooooo!!!

6 more days till freedom!!!!!!!!!! It's hard to believe that 4 years of hardwork to conquere this major exam is coming to an end. I'm really hoping that my hardwork would pay off as well as for everyone else out there! I have the urge to create a whole lists of stuff which is plan to do after exams which mainly involve the computer and anime and manga. Hahaha. AFA IS THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why does it have to be this weekend???? If only it was the next then I would be free to go!!!!!!! T.T sobs. Well, i hope they have another one during Dec. Then I would be free to go....

But this year really flew by. Gotta go for piano lesson...
Next time I'm back would probably be next week. :]