Unexpected Result.

The fact that I am actually typing this means that I have survived another major results day. The next one up will probably be for my Honours or Permanent Head Damage. If I do make it that far. Definitely keeping my fingers crossed.

So, how did I feel receiving my results? Simply shocked. To the point where words can't express what I felt. We gathered at the hall at 14:30 and sat in our classes. By then, my nerves were really killing me and I was trembling. The principal took the mic and gave her usual speech and oh, before that Ms Su came up to deal with the admin stuff and I really had a hard time concentrating on what she was saying as half or almost all of my efforts went to stopping myself from shivering like a dog left in the rain. Back to the principal's speech, she went on to announce the top class, top students, students with exemplary character who did well, CCA members who did well so on so forth. Yeah, as expected I wasn't in one of them. But by then, my mind went to wondering what if I screwed up such that I didn't obtain a single A at all. Obviously, I just freaked myself even more by thinking that way but just in time they announced the release of everyone's results.

I was the third to go to the front and receive it but before that we had to sign some form and update our personal details. Now, my hands were shaking like mad and I couldn't write properly. Haha. My email became so crooked and if you ever saw that piece of paper you wouldn't have believed that I was the one who wrote it. Hahaha. Finally, the moment that I have been anticipaing for the last 3 months had arrived. I shook my home tutor's hand and he looked at me and said congratulations. Here, I was thinking okay, may not have been that bad after all and little did I expect him to tell me my results out front that everything except GP was an A.

Seriously, I think I stopped breathing at this moment. The first thought that went through my mind was "My math got A??????" After that paper, I firmly believed that my math was beyond salvation but who knew, my hunches were wrong after all! If you asked how I felt, I would tell you I didn't have much feeling after that actually. Happy yes, but more worried for my friends than thinking about my grades. I was definitely sad leaving my school but I really hope I get the chance to catch up with them again!! On a serious note, I really thank God for His strength and power in guiding me and helping me achieve what I did today. I can officially say that the chapter of my life as a college student has come to a wonderful end and next up will be the ups and downs of my soon-to-be university life.

On a happy note, I bought my CN BLUE  concert tickets!!!
Going there with no worries!

But first, I have to settle my uni admission and scholarship applications.
Sighpie.