Don't you hate it when people are like upset and no matter what you do you just can't be doing the right thing? Well, that's what I'm feeling now, feeling damn useless.... I really have no idea what to do in such situations. And she's right. I don't understand. How to comfort someone you don't understand? You know what makes this worse? Sometimes you open up your heart to someone and then when she's pissed your heart gets trampled over. And that hurts like hell. This is why I don't really like getting too close with people. Its like within a snap of a finger, your heart can feel like it has been stabbed a million times. But apparently, I am unable to prevent that from happening and sometimes I really cry from it.

This morning, my parents fought. Its like recently they have been fighting alot. My sister wanted to wear this pair of red pants but it stuck out of her uniform. So my mum and I told her to change her pants but being her, she threw a tantrum and obviously my mum blew. She started shouting at my sister and at that time, my dad was in the bathroom and he heard the argument and so came out to defend my sister. That time, my sis had already started crying so my dad stomped off the room, half comforting my sister, half throwing off his own temper. On the way, he slammed the door and threw all the spare bed parts onto the floor. If that had happened to you, how would you feel?

When I reached sch I thought I could at least tell Cheryl about it cause I usually tell her about this kind of stuff and somehow she manages to find the right words to say to me but today just wasn't it I guess. She was busy talking to Swee Ying so I didn't have the chance to talk to her about it...

Today, had a mini outing. Haha. For once I actually went shopping with friends. Hahaha. We went to Bugis Junction right after school and it was damn funny. When we reached there, we entered a lift. The lift stopped at the 2nd floor but Amanda suddenly changed her mmind and said Seoul Garden was on the 3rd floor. So we were like okay. But apparently Nat Tong didn't hear and so when the doors opened, she happily walker out and all of us were like "Bye Natalie!!!" Hahaha. She was like "eh?!?" Then she came running back into the lift. Hahaha. Damn hilarious. Well, when we got off, turned out that Seoul Garden was full so I gave the guy my number and then we went to shop. Haha. The table wasn't free till 2pm. According to the guy. So we had like 3-4 hours to waste. We dropped by a few shops to see some clothes and we ended up trying some clothes. Hahaha. Sheryl looks damn pretty in a dress sia. Haha, dunno why she didn't believe us. Hahaha. We then hung out at some dougnut place where the yoghurt was damn nice and so was the iced chocolate!!! We were eating and talking about tangerines when suddenly Nat was like OMG! Then all of uss turned. Guess what we saw?!? This woman sitting in the table next to us with her back facing us. She looked just like Mrs Tang!!!! We were like OMG! Then Sheryl was like "Mrs Tang?" Then the woman didn't turn around so we concluded that she wasn't her. Hahaha. Should have seen Nat's face. It was hilarious.

After that, went for more window shopping at clothes and like at 1 we went to kinokuniya. Haha. BOOKS!!!! I finally saw Absolute Boyfriend manga!!!!! But they increased the price. So I didn't buy it... Instead I bought the Night World book 3!!!!

After that we headed to Seoul Garden. It was damn funny. Cause there was this long queue and I was wondering why the guy haven't called yet. Then speak of the devil, my phone rang but it turned out to be a msg from FarEast mall?!? Haha. Then I saw the guy pick up the phone and calling. I made this comment then, maybe he's callling us? Hahaha. What were the odds? And my phone REALLY DID RING!!! AND IT WAS HIM!!!! HAHAHAHA. The guy was like mumbling so half the time I had no idea what he was saying. So I just said yeah yeah to every question. Until I gave up and we went in to tell the uy personally. I was like "Excuse me? Excuse me. EXCUSE ME!!!!" and he still couldn't hear me. We only got his attention when a guy tapped him for us.

Lunch there was damn funny and I wouldn't mind going back there again. Hahaha. Will continue tmr or Sunday. Today had so many things happening.
I'm so tired and I sprained my back. Luckily, there is no roller blading lessons tomorrow. With my back like that, I have no idea how I'm going to roller blade.