Been kind of a long time since I last posted. I wasn't really in the mood to post today but doing blogsurfing changed my mind. I think the start of Secondary school life is kinda depressing. Anyway, today I was clearing my books, (deciding on what to burn and give away and what to keep) then I stumbled unto my sec 1 drama journal. As I flipped through the pages I was wondering was that me? Those childish writing ways that lacked sophication and were filled with expression. That was the 13 year old me. Funny how I don't remember what I felt like while writing those entries.

As I look back, I think they did have a reason for not liking me. I mean, I don't even like myself then. Personality I mean. Now, I feel that I've changed a lot. 4 years sure changes one. Really, if I had a choice I would not want to re-live my Secondary 1 life. After a year, it was much bearable as I learnt to let go and move on my own strength to meet new people and soon they became my pillar of support. Looking at my 08 journal, I saw that without those people by my side I would loath Secondary life.

Well, this is kinda getting depressing right? So I shall talk about happy stuff. Yesterday went to ecp to cycle. Had tons of fun!!!! Took a few pics but sadly, I don't have the USB cable to download the pics onto this com. So it has to wait for the weekend then. xD

Guess I shall stop here. Wanna watch chopped. >.< Awesome show. :D

Just want to end with a line that I saw in a shop that I found very useful.

For those who have been insulted, trying saying this to them:
"If I wanted to talk to assholes, I'd fart."

Things have been rather hectic these few days... so I apologise for not posting anything. >.< Well, I've some interesting news!!! I cut my hair!!!!! He He. Plus a finge too. Anyway, I shall stop beating bout the bush and whack it head on. (Drumroll....) I'm gonna post the long awaited NZ photos!!!!! Finally managed to get my camera fixed, turned out it was the charger... But anyway. Its back to tip top condition and so this morning I manage to import the photos into this com!!!!

I can't really rmb much as to what happen since it was a year ago... Who cares about explanations right? A picture paints a thousand words. So many pictures will paint a whole thesis. xD

It's the mid-week!!! This week has been sort of busy, you could say. With monday hanging out with my friends at the zoo. Man, they changed a lot... Seriously, I never knew there was actually a bus that went to the zoo! All my life I thought that the only way to go to the zoo was by cab or car.

Anyway, it was really fun, with me spending like $60 there. Hahaha. We spent most of the time sitting in a restaurant and talking. >.< Sheryl had some inspired art thingy and created some pokemon looking thingy (to me) with straws,lemon and a stirrer.Well, I do agree that it does take some creative juices to create that (which I lack very much...) Regret not taking a photo of it. Hahaha.

Yesterday was kinda horrible? Starting my day of with piano... Which was really really bad... my second piece was not smooth at all.

oops. gotta go for breakfast. Will continue soon!!

Stephanie, you are the smartest person ever.
Not only did you get yourself in a mess in maple but now have a phobia of maple.
wonder why?

this weird guy asked me to be his gf and I was thinking wtf. But he kept begging and pleading and I wanted to get the quest over and done with. So I thought fine. What could be worse?

Well, him giving me a retarded nickname which I so happen to use on my sis. So everytime he calls me that, I felt like telling him, you wanna talk to my sis? Well anyway, so the two of us and another guy decided to hunt for Astaroth. Only when I reached there did I find out that none had a gas mask to enter. How perfect? I wasted time hanging out with weird ppl and somehow got a boyfriend.

Wanna know my solution? Avoid. Them. The only wayis to stop using that character. But I think of all my hardwork and stuff just piss me off even more. I so regret saying yes. Cause that guy turn out to be some rude, obsessed person. Sadly, his personality is on my hate list. So yup. Not liking this one bit.

I think this is a sign that I should go back to GE where there are NORMAL players and not DESPRATE ones willing to date any jane doe on maple.

This MUST seriously blow over soon.
On a last note, I'm banning myself from maple.

Today was the first time I went to church after the exams. It was really weird as for the first time, the hall was actually empty! With many only coming in after mass started. I couldn't really concentrate on the homily as my sister was making a lot of noise and there was this 4 year old boy staring at us all the time...but some words actually hit me.

The question "Have you ever defended your catholic faith?" ran through my head many times after mass. Truthfully, I've never ever done it before. Friends, family, strangers. Yes, I've defended them. But faith? That was when it hit me that I've never done it before. The next queStion that came to me was why? Why haven't I done I before? Another phrase was that everyone is a thief. We steal heaven; a place for ourselves. We steal others' time... Does that make us different from real thieves? Who steal material stuff while knowing? While we on the other hand steal something that may seem as nothing but in fact is a gift for us, unknowingly.

Well, I went to church in hope that I would sort out my thoughts about certain issues but it didn't... Have you ever felt that someone close to you is slowly drifting away? You want to stop it but you can't. In the end you widen this gap and push that person even further from you? That's how I'm feeling now And I hate it. Why in the world am I getting jealous? I shouldn't be feeling this way but I can't help it. It's not that person's fault but I'm angry at the person. I really have no idea why I'm feeling like this... It feels as if a kin of mine is being taken away and I can't stop it.

Anyway, played maple and this rude bastard just pissed me off. He wanted me to switch chAnnel which I was about to and this smart ass decided to threaten me sayin he'll take out his main. Like I freAking care? What can your main do to my charac? Since when do YOU own the freaking map??? Would it hurt to ask nicely? Will it kill you? That Ass of a guy seriously pissed me off after that. If I hadn't seen whAt he wrote after I switched channels, I would have said all the vulgarities in
the diff languages if I could.

Feeling tired and pissed.

Just back from Averil's house after grad night yesterday. Really tired. On top of that my eye is aching (if an eye could ache) I mean it hurts everytime i blink and it's as red as a tomato.The weird thing is that its only half!
I have this weird thought that it was because of the pillow I was sleeping on poking my eye. That's why in the morning it was sore. But then again the reason sounds ridiculous. Hahaha.

Grad night was okay. The food was not too bad but I feel that it wasn't really worth my money. But everyone looked damn diff and pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squeal* Seriously, my class is filled with pretty, gorgeous people!!!! It's kinda sad to think that yesterday night was the last time I'm gonna see the scholars this year. Really sad, I'll miss many of them!!!!!!

Anyway, back to today, we watched like at least 4 movies with some being really stupid, actually it's just one. Played Uno Stacko too!!!! Damn fun!!!! (Though I lost the most number of times) Then again its luck. Hahaha. We shall have a rematch Averil! >.<

Tomorrow there is personal taste!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Can't wait for next week!!!!!!



At this point in time, I'm really missing everyone.

You can say that time really went by very fast. To the point where I thought it was still monday today.

Yesterday's chalet left me with mixed feelings. Sure I had fun but the packing up always sucked. I was bringing home melted ice cream yesterday and it was HOKEY POKEY!!!! AWESOME ICE CREAM FROM NEW ZEALAND!!!!!! On top of that, yesterday I was really really tired. But it was fun!!! Dropped by Cheryl's place after the chalet to get maple from her. >.< plus audi and a few other stuff. Hahaha. Tried playing residence evil after such a long long time.... Well, my techniques weren't that great but I could still shoot! HE HE. Who knws maybe I can joing shooting the next time round. Hahaha.

One thing's for sure I hell don't want to be insulted by her bro again... Haha, I mean his insults were kinda true I can't blame him cause after all I SUCK at maple. Yup, an online confession from me. But I can't help it right? Since I HARDLY play any com games. If you actually manage to get me hook on something. (I take my hats off to you :))Seriously speaking, maple has indeed changed a lot!!! OMG. I LOVE MY DRAGON SO MUCH NOW!!!!!!!!! Talking about dragon, I got criticised yesterday for coming up with retarded charac names by her bro too. Haha... I think I'm too kind to actually let him say anything and everything about me without rebutting. Oh well, I shall conclude that he is a very stright forward person that says everything and anything that is on his mind.

Anyway, yesterday, I went with Sheryl to eat PIE!!!!! THE PIE WAS THE BEST I'VE EVER EATEN!!!!!!! It's not the macs kind of pie (to be on the same standard as macs pie is really urgh for me :D) It was like really high. Like layer after layer.
Shall I list them out? starting from the base.
Hot crispy pastry with chocolate.
Filled with cream.
Layered with cake.
Cream again. (They use tons of cream~)
cake. :D CHOCOLATE~~~
CREAM!!! WITH NANAS (Go figure.)
C.R.E.A.M.
Then for the toppings, nanas and choco!!!!
(That's for chocolate banana tart!!) Mind you, I'm only talking about a slice which is damn big!
If my phone had connections to this com, I would've posted a pic. (To make you drool!)

Anyway, wondering what Sheryl ate? She had mixed fruit tart. Haha. Let your imagination run wild as to what it looked like. Overall, it was DAMN NICE!!!!!!!

After such a long time I can finally state on thie blog.
I'M GONNA WATCH NARUTO~

It's finally the day tomorrow!!!!! I'm so happy. This major exam is finally ending tomorrow.... I really hope the hardwork that everyone had put in will pay off! Tomorrow will also be the first time I'll be attending a chalet :) kinda excited for a once in a lifetime experience. I doubt I'd have another chalet in my life..

Anyway, tomorrow is gonna be busy, fun-filled and who knows maybe. Tear here and there. Afterall it may be the last time I see my class as a whole before we go our separate ways. Thinking about it now does make me feel kinda sad. But as they go, our lives are filled with many goodbyes but with each goodbye is a new beginning :D I will definitely miss my class. It one of the best two years in IJ! Well, I guess it's not really the end because we'll still be seeing much of each other even if we are off to the different paths life takes us to.

Haha. This ia getting really soapie. Anyway, as you can see, MY CBOX IS FIXED!!!!! A big thank you to Cheryl for helping a hopeless tech person here!!! :D really glad it's not as screwed up as before. Hahahah.

Tomorrow is sure going to be awesome!!!! Gonna play mah Jong!!!!

CAN'T WAIT!!!

Okay, I officially admit that my tech skills sucks to the core.
I screwed up the cbox, thus you can see it's no longer there cause i can't seem to get it to fit in the slot...
Anyway, sorry for the time being the thoughts have to be kept to yourself as I try to get this situation straightened out. :D

Well,it's been a really long time since I posted.
After all, I banned myself from the com cause I was tackling a large hurdle in my life that is about to end soon with only MCQs left!!!!

After yesterday's SS paper, I wasn't really in much mood to study for Physics MCQ. It's MCQ...Who studies for it? Well, maybe me... Anyway.
I've missed my blog soooo much.. I have this feeling that my cbox is screwed so I'll shall deal with it later. Starting my countdown toooooo!!!

6 more days till freedom!!!!!!!!!! It's hard to believe that 4 years of hardwork to conquere this major exam is coming to an end. I'm really hoping that my hardwork would pay off as well as for everyone else out there! I have the urge to create a whole lists of stuff which is plan to do after exams which mainly involve the computer and anime and manga. Hahaha. AFA IS THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why does it have to be this weekend???? If only it was the next then I would be free to go!!!!!!! T.T sobs. Well, i hope they have another one during Dec. Then I would be free to go....

But this year really flew by. Gotta go for piano lesson...
Next time I'm back would probably be next week. :]