Yesterday was the last day of school! Talk about fast. We're going to be Sec 4'next year. Sigh. Anyway, yesterday was GREAT! Went to watch a movie with Shermain, Cheryl, Desiree, Amanda, Sheryl and Nat Tong. Haha. We went to Cineleisure to watch My Sister's Keeper. I say, that show is worth watching. If you have a sister I think it'll be more meaningful. Haha. I cried towards the ending of the show. But in the cinema the people were very funny. In the movie there is this part where Anna says that night my sister died. It was supposed to be sad and sudenly this girl in the cinema went HUH?!?

Talk about Anti climatic. Hahaha. After that, we went shopping. :D As you know I'm not really a fan of shopping clothes, but Nat, Sheryl and Cheryl had to get a blouse for their work attachment to EduWealth. So we dropped by F21 at Wisma. The clothes weren't really my type. So we decided to split up. Haha. Des, Shermain and I went to ION!!!!

First time stepping into ion. Haha. It was breathtaking. Seriously. Damn nice. The first shop we entered was this Japanese clothes shop called UNI. The clothes weren't that bad and according to Des, the jeans they sold were nice. The fabric had a nice feeling to it. :D Pity, it was too ex. Like $69.90. Sigh. If I ever was that rich, I wouldn't mind buying. After that we headed to BOARDERS!!! Something I can buy without worrying about the price. I manage to buy 2 books but when I reached home, I found out my Dad bought the same copy. Well, great minds think alike. Haha. So now I've 2 copies of the same book.

Went back to find the rest of the peeps at 6. Turned out they were at G2000. Haha. Only Nat Tong managed to find a blouse which was quite nice. $29 too. Quite reasonable. Soon after, Des and Amanda stayed at ion while the rest of us went home.

Cheryl and I dropped off at Bishan to take the circle line when her bro called and that was when we bth found out it was raining heavily at Marymount MRT. How great was that?!? I had no freaking umbrella with me. Haiz... Well, lesson learnt. I had to call my mum and thankfully she could pick me up if not I would have reached home being a drenched rat and books which are no longer legible. Cheryl waited for me to call my parents before leaving for her tuition. (THANKS!)

Eventually, I got home dry! :D Waited for the rain to settle before heading out again to Yishun Safra for dinner. Yeah, that's about it. My uber awesome day yesterday. Was dead tired last night; was planning to watch goong again. But fell asleep while watching. =.="


~Umbrella shelters us from cloud pee~

One of the few things I learnt today was never have any expectations at all.
I rather be taken by surprise than you look at it and feel disappointed just cause it wasn't what you wanted it to be.
Anybody would be happy with a 61 with Physics. I should be. But its just disppointment. Its like you studied so hard and it just doesn't cover. That wasn't that bad.
Chemistry was just crap. I spent one whole day or 1 and a half days studying for it and my grades dropped. 66.5. How sucky is that. And I could have gotten higher if I just didn't fucking screw up my MCQ. That is what everybody wants to say. Including me. But it doesn't change anything. Only if I did this, only if I did that. How far is the "only if" ever going to take me? What done is done yet I can't just help feeling disppointed. Especially Chem.
It hurts to the point where I want to cry. But I can't because I promised Cheryl I won't. And you have my word I won't.
But I can't deny that the feeling of disppointment is there. I just got to let this all out. Before I study for SPA tommorow. Everything feels surreal. I have another fucking exam tomorrow and I'm so not in the mood to study. But if I don't study its going to be another disappointmen for me tomorrow and the whoe cycle repeats of me going "only if" or "I should have done" or "why didn't I do it?"

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This is going to be another stepping stone. This disappointment will be my stepping stone.
Just waiting for myself to get over this and pick myself up again.

My tomorrow never did come did it?
Finally got my results back. Overall, I'm quite contented. Elated is a better word.
I finally got my 2 A1s. :D Never did expect my maths to get that high.
English was alright. Not up to my expectations but at least I passed.
SS,Geog and chinese was a pass too! I'm glad I passed everything and improved except for SS.

Today I got back my piano exam results. Haha. They just keep coming don't they? Wasn't happy about it at all. Shocked maybe. But I sort of expected it. I failed by like 7 marks. Actually 93 is considered not bad already; I switched all 3 pieces at like the last minute. Normal people (Yup, admitting I'm abnormal) would have a year's worth of practice while I had only 3 months for 3 whole new pieces. Quite an achievement I guess. Well, at least my sight reading was okay. Even though I failed by 2 marks. To fail sight reading by only 2 marks is considered damn pro already. Hahaha. Pianist will think I am nuts. But that's how I am.

I wanted to return Father his book today. Who knew he left the church already?!? If my parents ever found out they are gonna make me go to the new church he's in to return. Sigh. Why am I so forgetful? If I remembered to take it from gramps and put it in my bag to bring to church it wouldn't have turn out like this. Oh well.

My epic story for today. I was on 855, on the way home. To pass time I was reading on the bus and the book so happened to be uber interesting.
I didn't look up to see where I was and guess what?!? I missed my bus stop!
Thank God I was only one bus stop away. I could have went all the way to Yishun and be stranded there cause my parents aren't home. I may have to either take another bus home or call my grandfather. Hahaha. Way to go Stephanie!

MY BLOG!!!!! I FREAKING MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!! I AM HERE TO REVIVE YOU!!!!

Wth. They took away the colours? o.o Or is it just my bro's com?
Anyway, not touching the com in such a long time has paid its toll on my fingers! I freaking can't type properly.

Back to my own com. With my own stuff. Bro demanded back his com. Ahhhh, my typing is much better. Must be his com. A keyboard is so much more productive. Haha.
I haven't logged on in this account for about a month and everything is like screwed up. Super lag. Haha. Today, was the most AWSOME-MEST DAY EVER!!!!!! It feels as if I ended my bio paper a long long time ago rather than this morning. My first night without cramming!!!! :D I am super happy!!!

I'll sum up what happened today and go into the details tomorrow. Really tired.

- Went out with AWESOME friends to escape theme park right after bio.
(Cheryl, Shermain, Roshini, Sheryl and Desiree)

-Bought Vampire Knight 10!!! (AWESOME BOOK!!!)

-END OF EXAMS FOR THE YEAR!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Yupp. That's about it. Gonna read some manga and catch up on my shows!!!! I miss the com too much!!!

Will go into detail about today tmr. ^~^ Stay tuned!!! (Haha)

i'm praying this works.

To all of my dearest friends :

A little change of the heart
A little light in the dark
A little hope that you just might
Find your way up out of here
'Cause you've been hiding for days
Wasted and wasting away
But I got a little hope today You'll face your fears

Yeah, I know its not easy, I know that it's hard
Follow the lights of the city

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back, just go
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Believe the tunnel can end
Believe your body can mend
Yeah, I know you can make it through
'Cause I believe in you
So let's go put up a fight
Let's go make everything alright
Go on and take a shot, go give it all you got

Oh yeah, I know its not easy
I know that its hard
No, its not always pretty

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back, just go
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Don't wanna wake up to the telephone ring
"Are you sitting down? I need to tell you something."
Enough is enough, you can stop waiting to breathe
And don't wait up for me

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back, just go
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back, just go
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Don't spend your whole life holding on. Yeah.


Love you guys alot. So EOY is another ground for us to step on and move on.
JIA YOU!!!!! :D