I'm not going to write about my day today. I need some stress relief. I feel damn stressed up, even though exams are over and all.
I asked this question to Averil before. "Do you regret coming to this class."
When i think about it now, I regret it a bit. The people are great just that I really miss my ex classmates, especially my partner. Come to think of it, she was the best partner. Not that I'm complaining I hate my this year's partner. Its just that I find it hard to get along with her... I feel damn stressed out about my results no matter how many times I tell myself to do better, the worse scenario pops into my head.

Me dropping physics, coming last in class, failing english, everything. When I think about it, I only know one person in that class who I'm comfortable sharing my inner feelings with. I find myself thinking everyday what happens if I'm no longer friends with her? Who do I go to then? Sometimes, like now, I want to get rid of all these off my chest but I really really am at a lost to who I should go to... Unlike other people, even though I don't seem like it, I really have a hard time making friends.

This year I have to say its one of the most stressful year ever. Right now, I'm thinking on how to complete my brisbane project. I hate this part of me, thinking about unnecessary things, making myself even more stress. I find myself even going to the point of asking is this what I really want to do?? Is this right??? I really dunno.... If I had medication to numb my thoughts I wouldn't mind going on an overdose.

Seriously, at this rate I'm just stressing myself out. I'm just tired... really really tired. Not physically but mentally.... somehow by posting this, I feel even worse....


Lord, help me, please.

Holidays are coming up and I am E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!!
There are like loads of things happening this june hols.
I shall sum up a few: (from most excited to the least)

1. Going to KL!!!
2. Going out with my ex classmates this sat!
3. Watching Monsters vs Alien with sis and lummie
4. Friends coming over!
5. Finish brisbane project
the last is...finish hol hw...

Nothing much to type... tomorrow is lessons as usual...
A big SIGH

Today was the BEST day of my life! :D Went out for the first time this year with my friends!
It started with me walking to cheryl's house and on the way there this woman carrying an umbrella and then I think I bumped into her and I was like oops sorry. After that, I was waiting for cheryl at the traffic light. I regreted wearing long sleves cause it was so bloody hot that I purposly went into 7-eleven just for air con. Hahaha. Of course cheryl found this wu liao.

Waited for the bus and off to the mrt we went. We waited for Shermain and then on the train we went to plaza singapura!!! Hahaha. The main purpose was to watch wolverine; X-men origins. I tell you that is a show worth watching!!!! But it only started at 2:10 so we had 4 hours to waste. We wandered around and I went into Sembawang to ask for the latest green day cd. But the guy was like you have to wait for the stock to be delivered. I was like okay... what time? And he said 2. But that clashed with the show. So I had to wait after the show before I could finally get my hands on it. Haiz...

Anyway, interesting part, LUNCH!!! Omg, it was damn funny!!!! We ate at Carl junior's and I ordered famous star and apparently cheryl and shermain ordered the same thing. Hahaha. We were playing and stuff. At the last part, I couldn't finish my fries I was seriously stuffed! Haha. But I told cheryl that I could stuff the last 6 fries into my mouth but she kept freaking laughing. So I ended up laughing too. Haha. She also asked me to help her top up and I was like I mix anything? She said yeah. So I added ice lemon tea with coke with sprite and FnN. Did it taste nice? Nope. According to her it tasted like detergent. Haha.

After lunch we went walking around. I tell you the last floor of plaza sing is damn cool!!!!! There was this shop that sold swords! I was like omg damn cool! They sold ichigo's sword, kanda's sword, rukia's sword, Aizen's sword. etc... DAMN COOL!!! They were all real, sharp swords! When I earn $298, I'm so gonna buy the swords!

There was also this shop that sold cosplay clothes. Damn cool! I'm gonna buy the vamp knights school uniform man!!!

And I finally got my GREEN DAY CD!!!!!!!! Overall, today was damn nice... words would be hard to explain today. Haha. I really hope to do this again soon! What you think guys? :D

wait for it.....wait for it.....

OMG!!!!!!!! IT'S FREAKING OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

:D