Now i feel horrible, i feel lethargic.I feel so messed up inside.
first our class chairperson wants to quit
no body to take her place the whole class is in a mess
I'm in a mess my emotions are in a mess
i dunno whether to cry or laugh or smile or shout or scream
i juz feel so worn out, tired,sick

All i did next was go out and have lunch with wei wei qian ying and Viviena
I don't always get this chance to hang out with my friends.
I was good to my parents i obeyed them what time to come home and
even asked for their permission
But when i came home i told my mum
"I have sore throat"
Juz this sentence she started scolding me
"SEE! THIS IS WAD HAPPEN IF YOU GO OUT SO MUCH I BAN YOU FRM GOING OUT HE REST OF THE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!"
I was shocked
this friday i wanted to attend Wei Wei's church coz i had promised so many people
I pleaded with her but she said no
Later i tried but before i could speak she hugged me
and said
"You have been going out too much ok? Your grandmother is right. I let you go out once and you go out so many times! I don't want you to become like ur brother like that! Play play play."
I was utterly shocked. Since when do I go out to play.Do i ever do that???
All i went was today to have lunch
I went last friday coz i promised Wei Wei and saturday coz it was school work
U CALL THAT MANY???
I don't even come home late. I still come home for lunch not like my bro
When will you ever learn
I'M DIFFERENT FROM MY BROTHER!
I'M NOT LIKE HIM
I DON'T ACT LIKE HIM!
I DON'T EVEN FOLLOW HIM!
I wanted to go this friday coz its the only time where i get to meet new friends
which are nice and worries about you not like my class
why do you always have to doubt me????
am i really that hard to trust?

But I really want to thank Viviena.
Your words really helped me alot
I'm really glad to have a friend like you
You really made me quite happy after hearing what you had to say
I love you!!!!! THANKS.....

I,owner of this blog, deeply apologise for not posting a long time! due to the exams i didn't post and i wanted to do an extra long post on mon but this dumb website had some problems. *sigh* So to all you readers outside i shall post about mon,tue,wed and thur all in one!!!!! Haha! So lets start with monday!

Monday! Let's see....what did we have on mon. Hmmm...*Ding* Oh ya! The sec one retreat. We were having our retreat today and it was very fun! I had the time of my life but Wei Wei said melly and matty (my nickname for mellied and matilda!) They will kill me if i call them that so this might be my last time u guys will see me! *sniff* Dun wanna leave this world so soon. I hope melly and matty will be kind enough to let me die in peace!!! Hahaha.Well then back to retreat. There were ppl leading us and their names were Edwin,Darryl,stella and two Fathers(I forgot their name!) First we played this game and Edwin told us that we must pass 5 pairs of dirty socks to our leaders! For Arsenal's team it was gillian and for mine its Pearlene(so sorry if i spelt your name wrongly!)We threw to Pearlene our socks and we got extra 10 points becoz there was a strand of hair on one sock! So weird. Next Pearlene had to collect 5 hairbands and since i wore one i juz threw it to her! haha!!! Then someone actually threw to Pearlene a scrunchie! Wonder who was that don't understand english! Hahahaha....After that someone shouted "Can we have our socks back???" and someone from 1/4 shouted"DARRYL YOU CAN KEEP MINE!" hahaha..... Darryl was suppose to be cute, but i don't find him cute at all....Annabel was like AHHHHH SO HOT! and her face was all red. But when Darryl started insulting her favourite team, she started cursing and scolding Darryl! haha. Then after recess things got more serious and Jade was suppose to go up and do something. Then they asked what was her name she said Charlotte! HAHAHA! Who will believe her! After that we had our quiet time and i started crying when Rachel said she was feeling lonely. Guess I'm not the only one that feels lonely huh. Thinking about it,I guess I really needed a good cry...but tears dun come that easily unless i'm super sad.Soon,I t was time to hug ppl! Tat was my favourite part I hugged all my friends! But I had the shock of my life! Guess who wanted to hug me! CLARICE!!!!!!!!! I felt so happy someone whom i 'hated' and she 'hated' actually hugged me!!!!! Well this is forgiveness i guess.....

TUESDAY NOW!!!! Today we had a chinese history lesson and i have one word to describe it! BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! firstly was becoz the whole class didn't understand a single thing the male teacher was saying becoz he was super soft and he talked damn fast. The way he used the maker was wrong all his words he wrote were all faint and when he highlights a word, I t wasn't even highlight at all!!!! hahaha....So I had to move to my personal translator......*drum roll please!*............
Rachel!!!!!!!!!!!! Surprisingly she understood most of it! After school,Wei Wei and Clara came over to my house to play. We took 163 to my place and on the bus there was this old lady standing in front of me.When the bus jerked I scrambled to grab onto the railing but acidentally hit her hand.I apologised and she smiled back at me. After we got down, I started walking and i didn't see where i was going i accidentally stepped on this person's shoe and obviously her shoe came off. I apologised and looked at the person and I was like "SHIT IT'S THE SAME LADY!!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!" So i quickly walked off and went to the food court to haf lunch. At that time I wanted to eat jap to clara and I went to the jap stall while wei wei looked after our things. I was waiting for my food that time, I saw a old lady coming in and talking to the owner of the stall I looked up and gasped! IT WAS THE SAME LADY!!!!!!! I started to panick and hoped that the lady won't reconise me...When i got my food I quickly went to the table!

Next up wed and thur.Since this is quite long i better cut short. We checked our eng,maths.science,chinese,geog and SOVA paper... I got an A2 for english and Bs for the rest. I was quite shock actually coz I actually got 24/30 for my letter writing! I have never gotten this high before! When I asked Clarice how uch she got, she said 73 and i told her i had 73.5. So she (as usual) got competetive and said I will beat you! My oral will pull my marks up! I was like yaya...wadever....For maths I was super happy that I passed tat's all....

Well this is the end for my 4-in-1 post! I won't post tmr coz i haf things to do! Bye then!