How nostalgic.
I went for a funeral today and all I thought was a year had passed and I'm back here again.
Looking at the flowers, white tent, bus to Mandai.
Sure brings back unhappy memories.

At the Mandai area, the wife fainted. Really scared all of us.
An ambulance came and Thank God she was okay. Her daughter was definitely scared.
I think she's very strong to be able to handle so much plus a 2 year old kid on top of that.

Tomorrow I'm not going out at all. Really sick of going out. Today was out since 10:05. didn't come home till 7. Sianzxz.... Tomorrow I shall complete Amaths and ss. Haha. Haven't touched Naruto for 5 days.

A really meaningful song. :D

It's only 4 months away.

Frankly, I'm scared.

What the hell have I been doing?
Why can't I be sitting there studying?

I wasted my 3 weeks.
1 week left.
With only 3 days for extra studying.
Freak this.

Look's like I have to go back on my word about the pics. Turns out that I brought the wrong hard drive. The photos aren't in there. Oh well. Next time I guess. Hahaha.

Today was an alright day. Didn't think I would see my cath class friend at J8 though. Haha. Oh! I have one thing to complain about!

The freaking popular in J8! Even though its BIG, there is not a single shelf selling SMALL staplers!!!! How ironic. The one they had was like 'thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss" LONG!!!!!!!! How am I gonna bring such a BIG stapler to school? And back here, I found a stapler that was "thisssssssssssss" long. Hahaha. NICE AND SMALL!!!!

I'm addicted to MOGU MOGU!!!



Exactly what I'm drinking now but I didn't take the pic. Haha.
>.< Got it off the net to show what mogu mogu was. Haha.

I just noticed yesterday was my 250th post! Haha. Slow but still. Haha.

My finger is officially half blue. The things that it can't do outweights but it can do. Let me name a few.

CAN'T DO:
1. Write properly
2. Type properly
3. Hold chopsticks properly
4. Play the piano
5. Hurts to apply pressure
6. Can't let anything hit it
7. Can't wash my hair with it
8. Can't carry heavy things with it

can do:
Admire how the blue moves up my nail.

Yupp. And the things it can do is rather pathetic.

Anyway, tomorrow I shall post my long awaited photos from NZ.
:D

Last night I had a really meaningful yet funny dream.

I still couldn't believe I dreamt it but I think God was really trying to tell me something this time.

And Here it goes. I dreamt I was waiting for a confession. (Hard to believe right?) And the thing was I wasn't in a church, in fact, I was in a garden under some hut. If I remember correctly, it was slightly worn out and there were about 3 people, including me, there. First was a Sister and a Father. I seriously had no idea what I was doing there. >.<

Anyway, somehow I couldn't see Father and so it was just Sister and me. Suddenly, I had an urge to confess. I really had no idea why. Hahaha. Anyway, so you know what I did? Even though deep down in me I was telling myself this is wrong I shouldn't be doing it but yet I did it!

I went to Sister and said "Forgive me Father for I have sinned"
And I myself was STUNNED!!!!!!! I had no idea why I did it. And at that time, all I could think of was: How long has it been since my last confession?

Anyway, on with the dream, Sister interrupted me by saying "Father ----- is here." Somehow I can't remember his name now... And so I started my confession but I didn't really get to the point of telling my sins. The sin that kept going round my head was "I don't go to church regularly." That actually made me feel wrecked in a way.

I really think this was God's way of telling me I should be on my own and make my life right, huh? Well, I will try my best and make everything right in my life. :D

Anyway, other than that dream, I slammed my own finger with a toilet door. How epic is that? Now my finger is like blue. Hahaha. And it's always my middle finger that gets hurt. Oh well. May be its another meaning too. HAHAHA.

Just re-downloaded maple again. I try and see if I can install it. HAHA.

I tell you, Naruto pisses me off.
The freaking show has irritated the heck out of me!
Sasuke has a damn inane attitude right now... Why in the world does the artist have to create such a horrible story line....
I mean its okay, but... >.< words can't express what I feel....
Anyway, I think Gaara is damn cool now. Hahaha. >.<
I'm so fickle minded.
For a while too the video refused to continue and the website crashed.
So amazing.

Today was an ultra busy day for me. Haha.
Well, in the morning I went for piano... Wasn't really that great. Oh well, my spped was horrible nd so were my scales. Hahaha. I think that's what you get for not practising. Haha.

After that, had lunch at the Japanese Shop near my house. Oh! And I bump into this awesome phrase!

IKA PON PON~~~~

xD If you say it in the way I do It's an EXTREMELY CUTE name!!! Hahaha. Anyway, at aropund 3:30 left for Suntec and watched Karate Kid with my family! AWESOME AND TOUCHING SHOW!!!!!!!!

(I saw a few hot guys in the movie too... Hahaha)
But I can't believe they had a kissing scene in it too... I mean the guy was only 12... IS actually... Well, too me its a tad bit too young, don't you think so?

Didn't really manage to do much homework either... Besides geog. Tomorrow is going to be another cramming day again. But I'll be going to view the Pixar exhibition tomorrow.... Argh. My weekend is officially going down the drain.

That's about it I guess. Back to Naruto~ (:

NEW BLOGSKIN~~

HEH.

I finally started a war with my homework!
BWHAHAHA. (oKAY, I think I'm going nuts ._. )

Anyway, managed to complete some! So proud! >.<
With many breaks in between. Haha. Up next is my daily dose of geog. Sheesh. That is worse than swallowing fever pills.

Recently I started watching bleach again. But Naruto won my heart still. >.<
Anyway, the latest bleach OP is nice. Haha. Waiting for the full version to come out. ~.~ today there is FMA!!!! And I'm sad that it is ending soon. The extra long journey is coming to an end... I'll miss my friday dose of it...

Sigh. I've been feeling sad almost everyday... Naruto.... Another episode, another guy died and Sasukke joined the bad side!!!! Sniff Sniff. All the guys I like are slowly dying one by one!!!!

I miss Marianne.... my msn partner.... Hahaha. A bit random. Sigh. There goes my UNO for the next 3 days. Hahaha.

Going to the new chinese restaurant at TP tonight. xD

AHHHHHH!!!!!!
I BOUGHT THE LORD OF THE RINGS PIANO SCORE!!!!!!
I'M SO GOING TO MASTER CONCERNING HOBBITS BY THE END OF THIS HOLS!!!!!

Even though this week is just the start of the hols its just like another week of school. I would rather call it Term 2 Week 11.

Today, I've no idea why I was pissed at someone. And this may be my first time speaking about it but I'm really sick and tired of being in the middle. Everytime its always will this side be angry will the other side be angry. I feel damn tired of worrying about both sides. Sometimes I really wish for all these to end. Today was the perfect example again.

I think I'm really at my wits end this time. Just thinking about it pisses me off too. Why can't everyone just happily get along?

sigh.

It's been a long time since i posted a reflective post.

Anyway, I feel like posting that kind of post today. I just finish reading for one more day and I thought that book was really meaningful.

It also happen that today Sheryl was telling me about ghosts and stuff like that and one question hit me. What if the ghost was your relative? How would you act?

I pondered for awhile. If it was my relative and its someone I'm really close to like my grandmother for example. I wouldn't mind it at all. In fact, I would love to see her again. I mean just picturing her walking with me. The thought of being granted a chance to meet her again is priceless. I can actually tell her what I'm facing right now, complain to her like how I did when she was still her. Especially about my mum. Haha. But my first question will be "How are you over there?"

And that made me think about death... The question that will never be answered when I'm alive is "What's heaven like?" It would be really awesome if my whole family will be there and we can have dinner as a whole family again. That is my wish when I grow up cause there will come a time where my grandparents will leave and my parents will go. So after a long parting, won't it be nice to go back and be able to see everyone again? That will be quite cool.

After reading the book, I feel like starting a section on my blog where I write down the times my dad stood up for me. Haha. Everytime its always mother or mum doing this and that but never the dad. Mums are the housewives; they bind closer with their children while dads are the breadwinners. I kinda agree with that even though my mum isn't the housewife. Haha. Well, its either your dad knows you the best or its your mum. One may know you better than the other but isn't it the best to know that both loves you as much?

"You can either become a mummy's boy or a daddy's boy. Which do you choose?"

The truth is, I choose none. As I favour both. :D

Okay, my post in a very very long while. :D

I just finished reading my manga a bit confusing towards the end where the guy suddenly died and it ended. Seriously, I was shocked and stumped. Haha. Well, tomorrow is officially the last day of school. :D A bit sad that sem one has ended. Thinking about grad makes me feel really sad somehow. I really do not wish to part with my awesome class...

Thinking about all the wonderful friends I've made and the memories with my class. I can say that the past two years are the best of my Secondary life. Up next is JC. I really wonder if my class will be as great as this one. >.<

But, hey! O's comes first right? I really can't wait for this thurs. DIM SUM!!!!! :D Gonna have an awesome celebration for end of school before cramming like crap in the june hols. Like what they say.

"What's a holiday without holiday homework?"

Well, I'm gonna enjoy my last week of school and end it with a big bang!

IT'S FINAAAALLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yupp!!!! I am super duper ultra uber happy!!!!!!!
Finally a BIG load off my chest. (For now at least..)
I really miss my blog so so so so so so much~~ >.<

Today was damn fun! But its a pity half the people I invited couldn't make it. I'm really sad about that. Anyway, that aside, next time I'm determined to make sure they are all able to make it! >.< Today made a really big impact on my life. Haha. I actually sat for my 2nd and 3rd O level paper. Even though they can be considered as minor papers, but it's quite an achievement, don't you think so? Well, the big one is in 3 weeks time! Sigh.

About today's outing. I couldn't believe it but I saw Clara and Regina!!!!! I tried waving but they didn't see.... Oh well, I guess we blended in too well then. Hahaha. Anyway, there were only 5 of us, Nat Tong, sheryl, desiree, shermain and me.Haha. Went to New York New York for lunch!Had a reminiscence of primary school. Hahaha. Tehn went to Vivo which i thought was damn epic that we did window shopping and lookng at PageOne before settling in Starbucks. Haha. You can never guess what we did in Sarbucks... Played games on Des's Iphone!!!! Seriously, she has some of the coolest games!! xD

Tomorrow is going to be an AWESOME DAY!!! I don't even need to experience it to think it'll be, I KNOW IT!!!! Hahaha. As most of you guys know, my com crashed but I'm surprised my laggy laptop is not lagging!!! xD

Finally, I can say this, I'M GONNA WATCH NARUTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SASUKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stomach in deep pain right now....

Must be the stupid tekka chicken that i ate after the ice cream...

Ugh.... Feeling really horrible...
I think the chicken was spoilt...
How smart of me. xD There goes my studying for today...

Hahaha. My first post in April!!! And it's already the end of april.

Anyway, better to say this first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May your special day be filled with joy and happiness!!!!
JIA YOU FOR MID YEARS~!

And....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA!!!!!!!!!
good luck for mid years my dear friend!!!!
Study hard!!!!!
JIA YOU~!


Okay. This will probably be the last time I will post.
A bit sad though. Reason being my desktop is busted!
Really hope it'll be fixed then I can play GE during the june hols or at least after mid years...

Well, not looking forward to this thurs...
Competition was bad too...
Sigh...
Okay, on a last note. To those who read this.
JIA YOU FOR MID YEARS PEEPS!!!!!! DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!

I just survived the first week of Term Two.
Whew, it actually passed by quite fast. This whole week had many ups and downs. I failed chinese test, changed seats and banned myself from watching Naruto. But I think I may change that rule a bit. Haha. A little tweak won't harm right? I'm gonna watch some tonight. Obviously the rest of tomorrow will be dedicated to studying! Must pass the next e maths test with flying colours as well as pass CHINESE!!!!!!

I'm worried about some subs for midyears. Apparently, this year I've a list of worries. I'm scared for the physics, chinese, english and geog paper. Sigh. You could say I'm scared of everything. And I'm feeling a bit freak out cause I just killed an insect that is damn big.... >.< Really. It was huge!

Anyway, today was a rather awesome day, besides the fact that we had quite a lot of weekend hw. Training was quite good. I'm so happy the coach said I improved! >.< Happy happy! There is piano tmr aND I've yet to practice. Sigh. Screwed.

Okay, I shall watch Naruto now! >.< While I'm helping my bro download Audition. Can you believe it? He's going to play audition! -.-" I insisted on GE but he refused to accept. Maybe next year I'll convince him to play by playing it in front of him. Hahaha.

Aiming to make shunkan sentimental my top played song.

Ending on a last note. Sasuske is damn cool!!!!

The last day of the hols!!! I'm damn sad. Term two starts tmr and spa is coming up as well as mid year and interschools! I guess April won't be something to look forward too.

Having dinner now. Will post soon. :)

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO A MATHS!!!!