Wednesday, July 29, 2009

The box is back to normal! Finally!!

Had a cold war with Cheryl today.... Seriously, I reached school at like 6:45, who knew she would come so early too... I wanted to talk to her but I just couldn't bring myself to it. I was asking Sheryl what to do and she was like if you think your friendship is worth it you should talk to her and that just struck a chord in me. So after like a long while I finally mustered enough courage to talk to her.

Being the sucker that I am. I felt that everything was partially my fault that it became like that. So I went up to her and apologised. I wasn't expecting her to apologise also cause from her reaction I could tell she was pissed too... I even asked Desiree about it and she noticed something was wrong. I tell you truthfully, I was going to cry seriously. Cause I was so freaking scared that I was trembling and to find out it went out well, I was going to break down from relief. At least we were on talking terms again. But it still didn't go that well towards the end but still, one hurdle crossed! Before that, Swee Ying was asking me to go to her place during geog but I thought she was waving to someone else so I ignored her. I mean she hardly talks to me... and I think that led to even more misunderstandings.

Came home, I was cramming SS and Physics even though I just finished I felt that nothing went into my head. Why am I always feeling like that????

I'm officially ADDICTED to skip beat!!! OMG. its like freaking funny!!!! Haha... Okay, gonna watch with me sis now. :D

Monday, July 27, 2009

Sigh.. I think there is something seriously wrong with my com... I'm back to writing in a white empty space... Hate it so much! According to Cheryl, my blog is an epic fail. Cause I only have 151 posts including this one in 5 years.... So what if she can posts 400 plus?!? I will prove her wrong!!! I am going to try my best and post as much as I can. No matter how much rubbish I put in!! I will not die down!!!

Hahha. Okay. done with ego talk. Today I was freaking tired, lethargic and SIAN!!! Like sian to the edge of sian. Didn't feel like talking nor laughing nor eating.... Stupid red ninja... I'll end up dying of crams one day.... Toay was seriously bad... On top of how I was feeling, last night had a lack of sleep again... Another weird dream. I think God is trying to tell me something but I have no idea what. My parents said I was talking last night with my eyes open... talk about freaky man. Now I'm starting to be afraid of myself and my subconscious... One day, I may end up having double personality. That would seriously freak me out with a capital FREAK.
The good thing about today was there was no hw. ^^ But I spent my afternoon cramming my bio and chem... left with the stupid eqn of circle and geog 3.5.

I'm going to make a public apology to Joan. SORRY JOAN FOR NOT BRINGING THE MANGA!!!! I'LL REMEMBER TO BRING IT TOMORROW IF NOT YOU CAN HAVE THE HONOURS OF PUSHING ME DOWN THE SCHOOL BUILDING!

Physics was boring. I felt all headachey all of a sudden and slightly feverish so I thought I was coming down with H1N1. So I started counting and looking who was going to be on LOA if I did contract it. Hahha. It was amusing for a while before I became hungry and didn't understand what the heck she was talking about.

O.O Omg, sailing may be starting this friday. How sucky is that man!!!!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Yay! The box is back to normal. haha.

Yesterday went to help as a warden for the 5:30 mass. I was so nervous being my first time collecting the funds. I was praying that I wouldn't screw up but half way while collecting, my sash dropped off my shoulder cause it was too big... But other than that it was okay. The Gospel reading was very meaningful. Father told us a story about how this boy was throwing starfishes which were stuck on shore one by one back to the sea. This guy approached the boy when he saw what the little boy was doing. "What difference will it make by throwing one by one back into the sea? You will never cover the shore which stretches miles and miles. The boy replied, "It makes a difference to this one," he threw one back into the sea. "And another one" He again threw another starfish back into the sea. This got me thinking that even small changes can make a difference and we just got to keep doing until it accumulates to a big difference. A quote during the homily "God does not want our abilities but our availability."

Well, just wanted to share that. :D Today was cramming hw Sunday!!! Yesterday I was so busy until I had no time to start my hw let alone touch it. Haiz.. I'm still left with bio, chem and geog. So much and there are the tests... Aargh screw tests...
MY NEW BED FINALLY CAME!!! And last night, I PUSHED my poor sis off the bed in my sleep. Hahaha. Last night, I had a really weird dream.... I dreamt I became pregnant with 8 kids at once. Don't ask me how they manage to fit into my womb... I didn't know anything. I don't want to post details. I rather tell. Haha. Nicer effect. :D

My lucky sis has no school tmr. I wish for that too... Tomorrow will be a bore... all the maths and language and physics!!!!! Hate the new timetable....

I pray I'll somehow survive tmr! ^~^

Friday, July 24, 2009

Reason to why I haven't been posting,
blogger.com is really screwed. And it still is now. the whole writing box disappeared, so I'm typing in like white space. Haha. I can't even change my font colour!!!! The nice colours!!! Sigh. Today was okay, let me see, I fail e maths test, failed the chem experiment, didn't have lunch, died during physics, spacing out during SS, had NAPFA. Abd its still okay!!! Haven't started on my Mt Everest pile of hw yet and next week there is like 5 friggin test... All which I'll talently fail!!! ^~^ GO STEPH!!! Seriously, typing here sucks. Okay, there was the council nominees pasted on the door today. I think some people really shouldn't be there.... they really do not deserve it. I wonder how they got on in the first place. Was having fun during class today, while waiting for the time to go for NAPFA. Florence was damn funny today... her and her balloon pump and seriously, she so does not deserved to be called a sotong by a certain someone. When she asked for the date for the test its obviously for a certain day not either wed or thurs.... -.-" Sigh, i think julia and I are cursed to have horrid form teachers....

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I FINALLY GOT A NEW MODEM!!!! WHOOOOTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSS!!!!!

Haha. My mum installed it last night!!! :D No more freaking dc!!!!!!
omg... my leg has so many mosquito bites. Haha.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I've finally decided!!! Stephanie Danielle Tham!!! Even though it might not be the first one I chose, its still nice!!! The meaning is quite meaningful too. Apparently, its the female version of daniel which means "God is my judge" and I thought it's true. Haha.

Physics lab rocks I tell you!!! Its was damn funny!!! Nat tong was entertaining. Haha. We were doing the probe thing and while I was adjusting the thermometer and tried to grab the black cup I spilled the hot water everywhere!!!! Thank God I didn't spill over the laptop if not I'll be dead and after my cremation my bones will be dug up to be stabbed again. Haha.

I couldn't believe it! Today was the first day I fell asleep during chem!!! I think its contagious. First was my partner then it was me!!! Sitting at the back sucks. Haha.

Came back from school, I was damn tired, had to cram finish my hw which I eventually did. I was like rotting in the chair from 4:30 - 7pm. That's exactly how long it took for me to finish my hw. I was copying the a maths from Shermain's book when I started nodding away!!! Can you believe it??? Right at home!!!! Hahaha.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day again.... Sigh... PE. OMG!!
Okay, gonna do XXX again. MUST BE P.R.O.D.U.C.T.I.V.E!!!! :D

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I felt like I'm damn dao mei today sia. Firstly, I couldn't wake up and when my alarm rang, I dropped my bloody phone. Like swipe and boom unto the floor... After that, had to wake my sister up and by then I was a bit crabby already cause I was freezing and my sis was throwing a tantrum. Went to change and tied my hair and stuff. By the time I was ready it was like 6:15. My mum then got off the bed and started walking to the drawer there to look for a pencil for my sis. And being in my crabby mood + tiredness + blurness I tend to be a bit slow.

My mum then held out the pencil to me saying "Baby, your pencil." Since she didn't had her specs on, I thought she mistook me for my sister so I was staring at my sister and seeing if she was going to take it. When my mum suddenly shouted "Take lah!!!!!" And obviously I got a shock and so took it but somehow it slipped through my fingers and dropped onto the floor.

Next came the shouting... to quote what she said was this "Stand there like a bloody PIECE OF WOOD! Dunno how to move!!! STUPID!!!!"
And after that she repeated the few caps words. I was like stunned for a while. Only thinking afterwards, Fine so what if I'm a bloody piece of wood?!? Good to know that I'm in fact to you a EFFING Piece of wood. So don't bother talking to me cause I won't effing reply since wood can't talk.
And after that start, things went downhill all the way.....

Skipping the details of bio and the rest of the day. Too tired to post about them.
Gonna do my XXX project (As Clare calls it. >.<)

Monday, July 13, 2009

People change damn fast.... I feel like posting about it but I can't cause it doesn't sound nice and yeah....
Had a silent phonecall again. Seriously, I wonder why she bacame like that. Oh well.... Guess weren't really meant to be friends.
Anyway, today I missed school!!!! MUHAHAHA. Okay, I didn't pon!!!!(Sorry, catholics can't swear) I went for a medical checkup at HPB. It was damn stupid cause they were like drilling me with three main things.
1. Exercise at least 1h a day
2. Control eating
3. No unhealthy food

It's URGH kind of thing.

Gonna post about friday now. It was damn fun!!! The test was stupid but okay... they gave you like exam kind of qestions sigh... Thank God I knew how to do all the maths questions.
After that, I went for lunch with Clare and Clara!!! OMG I MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!! We were catching up while eating at subway. It was very funny.... Clare was like telling us very stupid stories which I laughed till I cried. Seriously cried. Hahaha. I missed like my bus 7 times while talking to them. Hahaha. But it was okay. A damn fun reunion! :D

Sigh... I would really love it if people stayed the same or time just stop for a moment for me to cherish the time with my friends longer before they change or leave.....

Sunday, July 05, 2009

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LUMMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Friday, July 03, 2009

Freaking piss me off!!!! Eeefffing modem and internet has some effing problems. I can't watch my bleach!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Thursday, July 02, 2009

First week of school is almost over. SIGH. Finally a break.
Seriously, had so much hw today. Some stupid ppt for physics on what to pack if you're going to go to Mount Everest for a hike on Youth day. Like, hello??? who want to hike on youth day?!?

Had to do research on a whole lot of stuff for the weight and so not... haiz.... Still left with english tomorrow. So not liking it man. It's gonna be my turn next to present on the article. I hate presenting...

Chinese was damn funny today. We were talking about what vocab words can be used to dscribe our father. I was thinking of saying ta hen shuai. Hahaha. But I went with cong ming instead. Hao lao shi was like in what way is he smart? I was like ER............. Then I babbled some nonsense that he helps me with problems I'm not sure about. -.-" Lame answer. Yeah I know.
Then other answers were ke ai and mei li. HAHA.

Chemistry was okay. Did with Amanda and Roshini. It was quite hilarious with the acids and alkalis and stuff... But that became more hw for me.

After that, cheryl went with me to j8 to find a present. I think I owe her one man. I felt so bad for dragging her along. Well, I bought a flower fan for the birthday girl! Can't say the name cause if she finds my blog and reads this then the surprise is out. Oh that reminnds me. I still have to wrap it. Hahaha.

Okay, gotta wrap and finish my impression of Michael Jackson. :D

Sunday, June 28, 2009

My last holiday post. Tomorrow is the start of school. Actually its gonna be quite interesting cause all the scholars- correction. Most of the scholars won't be coming. I wonder how lessons are going to continue.

According to the new timetable, tomorrow is slack day!!! First half is free period all the way, as in no intense studying. Its like ce and pe. hey, it rhymes. Haha. After that lessons should be quite fun. There's bio. One thing I'm happy for. Haha. But tues in going to be.... there's like eng right before geog which is right before Amaths. And its all freaking double...

Today, did nth much. I finally got a birthday present. one down, one more to go. I really wonder what to buy and did i mention? I'm running out of time.... Oh. I took up roller blading lessons. Haha. Its damn cool. And fun..

Except for the backache parts. The guy kept talking next to me while I was trying to concentrate to balance... he was like "the scissors is when your right leg is infront and you lift up a heel to stop and brake and now you might be pissed cause I'm talking here while your trying to concentrate" and then he went off....

Okay, need to sum up, mum's pissed. Watched transformers!!!!!! It was effing funny!!!!
Especially the part where this irritation guy was to jump of the plane and sky diving but he didn't know how.

Man 1: Okay, so you see this orange strap its your life guardbutyoudon'tpullthatyoupullthispull thisyouunderstandthisbluestrappullitpullitjustpullit!!!!!

Irritating guy: What?? I didn't understand....

Man 1: Just pull it!!!!
(He pulled)
Irritating guy: Whoa! (Parachute came out)
Man 1: We're still in the plane you dumbass!!!

But seriously that scene was damn funny. okok, gotta go. May post tmr, but am so not betting on it.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I still can't believe the fact that I went to GKA without Joan for the first time. Seriously, I think it was a learning experience for me. (Sounding like a teacher) Haha.
At first I was debating, should I go but I went when I found out Amanda was going too. So I met up with her at Bishan and headed to Sembawang. But we got onto the train that was terminating at Yishun and so we had to get off. As the train was stopping, Amanda said this and the conversation went on.

Amanda: Hey! that guy looks familiar.
Me: where???
Amanda: There.
Me: WHERE????
(This is where I look at the guy outside the door, thinking who the hell is he?)
Amanda: That guy over there!!!! Further down.
(OH!)
Amanda: It's coach Hu!
Me: OMG! REALLY??? SWAY SIA!

Yeah, that was the gist of it. Aand he came walking to us and started talking to us about holiday training and if we were helping out. Haha. At this time I was praying that he wasn't teaching.
Sadly, he got off the same station as us, got onto the same shuttle bus, got onto the same club, assisted the same class as me.....
Such a nice start to my day.

Anyway, rewind. While waiting for the shuttle bus, I saw Joshua!!! It has been a long time since I last talked to him!! That was one good thing about today.
The class I took was okay. Except that it was mainly guys. Out of 10, only 2 were girls. Not as bad as Joshua, he got all guys and he made the comment that he was turning gay. HAHA. The people teaching were Jovina and Freddy. They were okay and besides me, there was another helper. Yippy doodle (not.) Another boy. Haha. No offence though. He is nice in a quiet way. Jovina got me to teach the class how to tact, point, bear, sheet in, ease out. As those of you who know me... I CAN'T teach. But I manage to survive that.

I also had to do the debrief and I seriously didn't know what to say. But I scraped it through, feeling like an idiot most of the time. Stupid boys didn't understand what I said. Haiz... But some are really funny and nice. The two girls are hilarious but I'm happy I manage to get along with them.

Well, after everything, I went for a little snack with Joshua, Marcus(some great guy I met after the course. Damn funny) and Amanda. We went to sun plaza and ate at kopitiam. I had cheng teng cause I was having dinner at home. Marcus was considering treating us for sakae sushi. Haha, we were only joking though. I was also listening to Amanda's virtual haircut, I tell you its freaking eerie cause the guy is like next to you, whispering, shaving and cutting your hair. Really gives you chills down your spine (for me that is.)

After that Joshua and Amanda started talking about animals on the way home. Haha. When I reached home it was already 7:40. Sigh. Quite excited for tomorrow. Wonder what things my class will do. But there is also the Father interview at my church. Haiz.. I wonder what he'll ask me about. I'm not that a good catholic cause I do not go for mass...

Okay, I'm ending off. Oh wait, forgot to add in one more thing. I suddenly became addicted to absolute boyfriend jap drama. OMG! Soshi is so much hotter in the drama than manga. Haha... Hiro Mitzushima.. sadly he's married. Haiz... Hahaha

Sunday, June 14, 2009

2 more weeks of holiday left.
Should I go for GKA??? But its like on freaking tuesday and I'm going alone.
big SIGH.

I would consider myself a jinx if I do see that guy again.
Whenever I see him, welcome to my worst day ever!
Watching memoirs of a geisha. I still think the book is better though...
You know what I've decided? I'm not gonna grade my friends anymore. Friends are friends.

Okay, enough of the random thoughts....
I really want to try cutting my hair short. Like this.
I find it damn cool. :D (especially the fringe.)

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I'm back from KL! As some of you may know already. Time passes damn fast. 5 days of holiday is gone. Back to worrying about hw. Haha. On a side note, today is freaking hot... my house has officially become a sauna. Haiz... Had a terrible stomachache this morning. And along with all stomachache they come with you know what. :D Since my blog is nice and is meant to stay nice, I won't taint its image. Haha.

I was thinking of changing my blogskin sometime soon. When I have the time. But usually, i'm too lazy. I can't believe it, next week is my talk thing with Father and I'm so not ready... At least my whole family's gonna be there. Freaking warm..... At KL, there was this huge popular selling all the anime at only 30++ rm. That is like less then $15 here. So obviously I bought a few. Haha. My sis is currently nuts about vampire knight. I guess that's what you get for having me as an older sister. Haha.

Guess I'll stop here then. Will post another soon. :D

Saturday, May 30, 2009

I'm not going to write about my day today. I need some stress relief. I feel damn stressed up, even though exams are over and all.
I asked this question to Averil before. "Do you regret coming to this class."
When i think about it now, I regret it a bit. The people are great just that I really miss my ex classmates, especially my partner. Come to think of it, she was the best partner. Not that I'm complaining I hate my this year's partner. Its just that I find it hard to get along with her... I feel damn stressed out about my results no matter how many times I tell myself to do better, the worse scenario pops into my head.

Me dropping physics, coming last in class, failing english, everything. When I think about it, I only know one person in that class who I'm comfortable sharing my inner feelings with. I find myself thinking everyday what happens if I'm no longer friends with her? Who do I go to then? Sometimes, like now, I want to get rid of all these off my chest but I really really am at a lost to who I should go to... Unlike other people, even though I don't seem like it, I really have a hard time making friends.

This year I have to say its one of the most stressful year ever. Right now, I'm thinking on how to complete my brisbane project. I hate this part of me, thinking about unnecessary things, making myself even more stress. I find myself even going to the point of asking is this what I really want to do?? Is this right??? I really dunno.... If I had medication to numb my thoughts I wouldn't mind going on an overdose.

Seriously, at this rate I'm just stressing myself out. I'm just tired... really really tired. Not physically but mentally.... somehow by posting this, I feel even worse....


Lord, help me, please.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Holidays are coming up and I am E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!!
There are like loads of things happening this june hols.
I shall sum up a few: (from most excited to the least)

1. Going to KL!!!
2. Going out with my ex classmates this sat!
3. Watching Monsters vs Alien with sis and lummie
4. Friends coming over!
5. Finish brisbane project
the last is...finish hol hw...

Nothing much to type... tomorrow is lessons as usual...
A big SIGH

Friday, May 15, 2009

Today was the BEST day of my life! :D Went out for the first time this year with my friends!
It started with me walking to cheryl's house and on the way there this woman carrying an umbrella and then I think I bumped into her and I was like oops sorry. After that, I was waiting for cheryl at the traffic light. I regreted wearing long sleves cause it was so bloody hot that I purposly went into 7-eleven just for air con. Hahaha. Of course cheryl found this wu liao.

Waited for the bus and off to the mrt we went. We waited for Shermain and then on the train we went to plaza singapura!!! Hahaha. The main purpose was to watch wolverine; X-men origins. I tell you that is a show worth watching!!!! But it only started at 2:10 so we had 4 hours to waste. We wandered around and I went into Sembawang to ask for the latest green day cd. But the guy was like you have to wait for the stock to be delivered. I was like okay... what time? And he said 2. But that clashed with the show. So I had to wait after the show before I could finally get my hands on it. Haiz...

Anyway, interesting part, LUNCH!!! Omg, it was damn funny!!!! We ate at Carl junior's and I ordered famous star and apparently cheryl and shermain ordered the same thing. Hahaha. We were playing and stuff. At the last part, I couldn't finish my fries I was seriously stuffed! Haha. But I told cheryl that I could stuff the last 6 fries into my mouth but she kept freaking laughing. So I ended up laughing too. Haha. She also asked me to help her top up and I was like I mix anything? She said yeah. So I added ice lemon tea with coke with sprite and FnN. Did it taste nice? Nope. According to her it tasted like detergent. Haha.

After lunch we went walking around. I tell you the last floor of plaza sing is damn cool!!!!! There was this shop that sold swords! I was like omg damn cool! They sold ichigo's sword, kanda's sword, rukia's sword, Aizen's sword. etc... DAMN COOL!!! They were all real, sharp swords! When I earn $298, I'm so gonna buy the swords!

There was also this shop that sold cosplay clothes. Damn cool! I'm gonna buy the vamp knights school uniform man!!!

And I finally got my GREEN DAY CD!!!!!!!! Overall, today was damn nice... words would be hard to explain today. Haha. I really hope to do this again soon! What you think guys? :D

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

wait for it.....wait for it.....

OMG!!!!!!!! IT'S FREAKING OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

:D