People change damn fast.... I feel like posting about it but I can't cause it doesn't sound nice and yeah....
Had a silent phonecall again. Seriously, I wonder why she bacame like that. Oh well.... Guess weren't really meant to be friends.
Anyway, today I missed school!!!! MUHAHAHA. Okay, I didn't pon!!!!(Sorry, catholics can't swear) I went for a medical checkup at HPB. It was damn stupid cause they were like drilling me with three main things.
1. Exercise at least 1h a day
2. Control eating
3. No unhealthy food
It's URGH kind of thing.
Gonna post about friday now. It was damn fun!!! The test was stupid but okay... they gave you like exam kind of qestions sigh... Thank God I knew how to do all the maths questions.
After that, I went for lunch with Clare and Clara!!! OMG I MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!! We were catching up while eating at subway. It was very funny.... Clare was like telling us very stupid stories which I laughed till I cried. Seriously cried. Hahaha. I missed like my bus 7 times while talking to them. Hahaha. But it was okay. A damn fun reunion! :D
Sigh... I would really love it if people stayed the same or time just stop for a moment for me to cherish the time with my friends longer before they change or leave.....
Monday, July 13, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
Thursday, July 02, 2009
First week of school is almost over. SIGH. Finally a break.
Seriously, had so much hw today. Some stupid ppt for physics on what to pack if you're going to go to Mount Everest for a hike on Youth day. Like, hello??? who want to hike on youth day?!?
Had to do research on a whole lot of stuff for the weight and so not... haiz.... Still left with english tomorrow. So not liking it man. It's gonna be my turn next to present on the article. I hate presenting...
Chinese was damn funny today. We were talking about what vocab words can be used to dscribe our father. I was thinking of saying ta hen shuai. Hahaha. But I went with cong ming instead. Hao lao shi was like in what way is he smart? I was like ER............. Then I babbled some nonsense that he helps me with problems I'm not sure about. -.-" Lame answer. Yeah I know.
Then other answers were ke ai and mei li. HAHA.
Chemistry was okay. Did with Amanda and Roshini. It was quite hilarious with the acids and alkalis and stuff... But that became more hw for me.
After that, cheryl went with me to j8 to find a present. I think I owe her one man. I felt so bad for dragging her along. Well, I bought a flower fan for the birthday girl! Can't say the name cause if she finds my blog and reads this then the surprise is out. Oh that reminnds me. I still have to wrap it. Hahaha.
Okay, gotta wrap and finish my impression of Michael Jackson. :D
Seriously, had so much hw today. Some stupid ppt for physics on what to pack if you're going to go to Mount Everest for a hike on Youth day. Like, hello??? who want to hike on youth day?!?
Had to do research on a whole lot of stuff for the weight and so not... haiz.... Still left with english tomorrow. So not liking it man. It's gonna be my turn next to present on the article. I hate presenting...
Chinese was damn funny today. We were talking about what vocab words can be used to dscribe our father. I was thinking of saying ta hen shuai. Hahaha. But I went with cong ming instead. Hao lao shi was like in what way is he smart? I was like ER............. Then I babbled some nonsense that he helps me with problems I'm not sure about. -.-" Lame answer. Yeah I know.
Then other answers were ke ai and mei li. HAHA.
Chemistry was okay. Did with Amanda and Roshini. It was quite hilarious with the acids and alkalis and stuff... But that became more hw for me.
After that, cheryl went with me to j8 to find a present. I think I owe her one man. I felt so bad for dragging her along. Well, I bought a flower fan for the birthday girl! Can't say the name cause if she finds my blog and reads this then the surprise is out. Oh that reminnds me. I still have to wrap it. Hahaha.
Okay, gotta wrap and finish my impression of Michael Jackson. :D
Sunday, June 28, 2009
My last holiday post. Tomorrow is the start of school. Actually its gonna be quite interesting cause all the scholars- correction. Most of the scholars won't be coming. I wonder how lessons are going to continue.
According to the new timetable, tomorrow is slack day!!! First half is free period all the way, as in no intense studying. Its like ce and pe. hey, it rhymes. Haha. After that lessons should be quite fun. There's bio. One thing I'm happy for. Haha. But tues in going to be.... there's like eng right before geog which is right before Amaths. And its all freaking double...
Today, did nth much. I finally got a birthday present. one down, one more to go. I really wonder what to buy and did i mention? I'm running out of time.... Oh. I took up roller blading lessons. Haha. Its damn cool. And fun..
Except for the backache parts. The guy kept talking next to me while I was trying to concentrate to balance... he was like "the scissors is when your right leg is infront and you lift up a heel to stop and brake and now you might be pissed cause I'm talking here while your trying to concentrate" and then he went off....
Okay, need to sum up, mum's pissed. Watched transformers!!!!!! It was effing funny!!!!
Especially the part where this irritation guy was to jump of the plane and sky diving but he didn't know how.
Man 1: Okay, so you see this orange strap its your life guardbutyoudon'tpullthatyoupullthispull thisyouunderstandthisbluestrappullitpullitjustpullit!!!!!
Irritating guy: What?? I didn't understand....
Man 1: Just pull it!!!!
(He pulled)
Irritating guy: Whoa! (Parachute came out)
Man 1: We're still in the plane you dumbass!!!
But seriously that scene was damn funny. okok, gotta go. May post tmr, but am so not betting on it.
According to the new timetable, tomorrow is slack day!!! First half is free period all the way, as in no intense studying. Its like ce and pe. hey, it rhymes. Haha. After that lessons should be quite fun. There's bio. One thing I'm happy for. Haha. But tues in going to be.... there's like eng right before geog which is right before Amaths. And its all freaking double...
Today, did nth much. I finally got a birthday present. one down, one more to go. I really wonder what to buy and did i mention? I'm running out of time.... Oh. I took up roller blading lessons. Haha. Its damn cool. And fun..
Except for the backache parts. The guy kept talking next to me while I was trying to concentrate to balance... he was like "the scissors is when your right leg is infront and you lift up a heel to stop and brake and now you might be pissed cause I'm talking here while your trying to concentrate" and then he went off....
Okay, need to sum up, mum's pissed. Watched transformers!!!!!! It was effing funny!!!!
Especially the part where this irritation guy was to jump of the plane and sky diving but he didn't know how.
Man 1: Okay, so you see this orange strap its your life guardbutyoudon'tpullthatyoupullthispull thisyouunderstandthisbluestrappullitpullitjustpullit!!!!!
Irritating guy: What?? I didn't understand....
Man 1: Just pull it!!!!
(He pulled)
Irritating guy: Whoa! (Parachute came out)
Man 1: We're still in the plane you dumbass!!!
But seriously that scene was damn funny. okok, gotta go. May post tmr, but am so not betting on it.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I still can't believe the fact that I went to GKA without Joan for the first time. Seriously, I think it was a learning experience for me. (Sounding like a teacher) Haha.
At first I was debating, should I go but I went when I found out Amanda was going too. So I met up with her at Bishan and headed to Sembawang. But we got onto the train that was terminating at Yishun and so we had to get off. As the train was stopping, Amanda said this and the conversation went on.
Amanda: Hey! that guy looks familiar.
Me: where???
Amanda: There.
Me: WHERE????
(This is where I look at the guy outside the door, thinking who the hell is he?)
Amanda: That guy over there!!!! Further down.
(OH!)
Amanda: It's coach Hu!
Me: OMG! REALLY??? SWAY SIA!
Yeah, that was the gist of it. Aand he came walking to us and started talking to us about holiday training and if we were helping out. Haha. At this time I was praying that he wasn't teaching.
Sadly, he got off the same station as us, got onto the same shuttle bus, got onto the same club, assisted the same class as me.....
Such a nice start to my day.
Anyway, rewind. While waiting for the shuttle bus, I saw Joshua!!! It has been a long time since I last talked to him!! That was one good thing about today.
The class I took was okay. Except that it was mainly guys. Out of 10, only 2 were girls. Not as bad as Joshua, he got all guys and he made the comment that he was turning gay. HAHA. The people teaching were Jovina and Freddy. They were okay and besides me, there was another helper. Yippy doodle (not.) Another boy. Haha. No offence though. He is nice in a quiet way. Jovina got me to teach the class how to tact, point, bear, sheet in, ease out. As those of you who know me... I CAN'T teach. But I manage to survive that.
I also had to do the debrief and I seriously didn't know what to say. But I scraped it through, feeling like an idiot most of the time. Stupid boys didn't understand what I said. Haiz... But some are really funny and nice. The two girls are hilarious but I'm happy I manage to get along with them.
Well, after everything, I went for a little snack with Joshua, Marcus(some great guy I met after the course. Damn funny) and Amanda. We went to sun plaza and ate at kopitiam. I had cheng teng cause I was having dinner at home. Marcus was considering treating us for sakae sushi. Haha, we were only joking though. I was also listening to Amanda's virtual haircut, I tell you its freaking eerie cause the guy is like next to you, whispering, shaving and cutting your hair. Really gives you chills down your spine (for me that is.)
After that Joshua and Amanda started talking about animals on the way home. Haha. When I reached home it was already 7:40. Sigh. Quite excited for tomorrow. Wonder what things my class will do. But there is also the Father interview at my church. Haiz.. I wonder what he'll ask me about. I'm not that a good catholic cause I do not go for mass...
Okay, I'm ending off. Oh wait, forgot to add in one more thing. I suddenly became addicted to absolute boyfriend jap drama. OMG! Soshi is so much hotter in the drama than manga. Haha... Hiro Mitzushima.. sadly he's married. Haiz... Hahaha
At first I was debating, should I go but I went when I found out Amanda was going too. So I met up with her at Bishan and headed to Sembawang. But we got onto the train that was terminating at Yishun and so we had to get off. As the train was stopping, Amanda said this and the conversation went on.
Amanda: Hey! that guy looks familiar.
Me: where???
Amanda: There.
Me: WHERE????
(This is where I look at the guy outside the door, thinking who the hell is he?)
Amanda: That guy over there!!!! Further down.
(OH!)
Amanda: It's coach Hu!
Me: OMG! REALLY??? SWAY SIA!
Yeah, that was the gist of it. Aand he came walking to us and started talking to us about holiday training and if we were helping out. Haha. At this time I was praying that he wasn't teaching.
Sadly, he got off the same station as us, got onto the same shuttle bus, got onto the same club, assisted the same class as me.....
Such a nice start to my day.
Anyway, rewind. While waiting for the shuttle bus, I saw Joshua!!! It has been a long time since I last talked to him!! That was one good thing about today.
The class I took was okay. Except that it was mainly guys. Out of 10, only 2 were girls. Not as bad as Joshua, he got all guys and he made the comment that he was turning gay. HAHA. The people teaching were Jovina and Freddy. They were okay and besides me, there was another helper. Yippy doodle (not.) Another boy. Haha. No offence though. He is nice in a quiet way. Jovina got me to teach the class how to tact, point, bear, sheet in, ease out. As those of you who know me... I CAN'T teach. But I manage to survive that.
I also had to do the debrief and I seriously didn't know what to say. But I scraped it through, feeling like an idiot most of the time. Stupid boys didn't understand what I said. Haiz... But some are really funny and nice. The two girls are hilarious but I'm happy I manage to get along with them.
Well, after everything, I went for a little snack with Joshua, Marcus(some great guy I met after the course. Damn funny) and Amanda. We went to sun plaza and ate at kopitiam. I had cheng teng cause I was having dinner at home. Marcus was considering treating us for sakae sushi. Haha, we were only joking though. I was also listening to Amanda's virtual haircut, I tell you its freaking eerie cause the guy is like next to you, whispering, shaving and cutting your hair. Really gives you chills down your spine (for me that is.)
After that Joshua and Amanda started talking about animals on the way home. Haha. When I reached home it was already 7:40. Sigh. Quite excited for tomorrow. Wonder what things my class will do. But there is also the Father interview at my church. Haiz.. I wonder what he'll ask me about. I'm not that a good catholic cause I do not go for mass...
Okay, I'm ending off. Oh wait, forgot to add in one more thing. I suddenly became addicted to absolute boyfriend jap drama. OMG! Soshi is so much hotter in the drama than manga. Haha... Hiro Mitzushima.. sadly he's married. Haiz... Hahaha
Sunday, June 14, 2009
2 more weeks of holiday left.
Should I go for GKA??? But its like on freaking tuesday and I'm going alone.
big SIGH.
I would consider myself a jinx if I do see that guy again.
Whenever I see him, welcome to my worst day ever!
Watching memoirs of a geisha. I still think the book is better though...
You know what I've decided? I'm not gonna grade my friends anymore. Friends are friends.
Okay, enough of the random thoughts....
I really want to try cutting my hair short. Like this.
I find it damn cool. :D (especially the fringe.)
Should I go for GKA??? But its like on freaking tuesday and I'm going alone.
big SIGH.
I would consider myself a jinx if I do see that guy again.
Whenever I see him, welcome to my worst day ever!
Watching memoirs of a geisha. I still think the book is better though...
You know what I've decided? I'm not gonna grade my friends anymore. Friends are friends.
Okay, enough of the random thoughts....
I really want to try cutting my hair short. Like this.
I find it damn cool. :D (especially the fringe.)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I'm back from KL! As some of you may know already. Time passes damn fast. 5 days of holiday is gone. Back to worrying about hw. Haha. On a side note, today is freaking hot... my house has officially become a sauna. Haiz... Had a terrible stomachache this morning. And along with all stomachache they come with you know what. :D Since my blog is nice and is meant to stay nice, I won't taint its image. Haha.
I was thinking of changing my blogskin sometime soon. When I have the time. But usually, i'm too lazy. I can't believe it, next week is my talk thing with Father and I'm so not ready... At least my whole family's gonna be there. Freaking warm..... At KL, there was this huge popular selling all the anime at only 30++ rm. That is like less then $15 here. So obviously I bought a few. Haha. My sis is currently nuts about vampire knight. I guess that's what you get for having me as an older sister. Haha.
Guess I'll stop here then. Will post another soon. :D
I was thinking of changing my blogskin sometime soon. When I have the time. But usually, i'm too lazy. I can't believe it, next week is my talk thing with Father and I'm so not ready... At least my whole family's gonna be there. Freaking warm..... At KL, there was this huge popular selling all the anime at only 30++ rm. That is like less then $15 here. So obviously I bought a few. Haha. My sis is currently nuts about vampire knight. I guess that's what you get for having me as an older sister. Haha.
Guess I'll stop here then. Will post another soon. :D
Saturday, May 30, 2009
I'm not going to write about my day today. I need some stress relief. I feel damn stressed up, even though exams are over and all.
I asked this question to Averil before. "Do you regret coming to this class."
When i think about it now, I regret it a bit. The people are great just that I really miss my ex classmates, especially my partner. Come to think of it, she was the best partner. Not that I'm complaining I hate my this year's partner. Its just that I find it hard to get along with her... I feel damn stressed out about my results no matter how many times I tell myself to do better, the worse scenario pops into my head.
Me dropping physics, coming last in class, failing english, everything. When I think about it, I only know one person in that class who I'm comfortable sharing my inner feelings with. I find myself thinking everyday what happens if I'm no longer friends with her? Who do I go to then? Sometimes, like now, I want to get rid of all these off my chest but I really really am at a lost to who I should go to... Unlike other people, even though I don't seem like it, I really have a hard time making friends.
This year I have to say its one of the most stressful year ever. Right now, I'm thinking on how to complete my brisbane project. I hate this part of me, thinking about unnecessary things, making myself even more stress. I find myself even going to the point of asking is this what I really want to do?? Is this right??? I really dunno.... If I had medication to numb my thoughts I wouldn't mind going on an overdose.
Seriously, at this rate I'm just stressing myself out. I'm just tired... really really tired. Not physically but mentally.... somehow by posting this, I feel even worse....
Lord, help me, please.
I asked this question to Averil before. "Do you regret coming to this class."
When i think about it now, I regret it a bit. The people are great just that I really miss my ex classmates, especially my partner. Come to think of it, she was the best partner. Not that I'm complaining I hate my this year's partner. Its just that I find it hard to get along with her... I feel damn stressed out about my results no matter how many times I tell myself to do better, the worse scenario pops into my head.
Me dropping physics, coming last in class, failing english, everything. When I think about it, I only know one person in that class who I'm comfortable sharing my inner feelings with. I find myself thinking everyday what happens if I'm no longer friends with her? Who do I go to then? Sometimes, like now, I want to get rid of all these off my chest but I really really am at a lost to who I should go to... Unlike other people, even though I don't seem like it, I really have a hard time making friends.
This year I have to say its one of the most stressful year ever. Right now, I'm thinking on how to complete my brisbane project. I hate this part of me, thinking about unnecessary things, making myself even more stress. I find myself even going to the point of asking is this what I really want to do?? Is this right??? I really dunno.... If I had medication to numb my thoughts I wouldn't mind going on an overdose.
Seriously, at this rate I'm just stressing myself out. I'm just tired... really really tired. Not physically but mentally.... somehow by posting this, I feel even worse....
Lord, help me, please.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Holidays are coming up and I am E.X.C.I.T.E.D!!!
There are like loads of things happening this june hols.
I shall sum up a few: (from most excited to the least)
1. Going to KL!!!
2. Going out with my ex classmates this sat!
3. Watching Monsters vs Alien with sis and lummie
4. Friends coming over!
5. Finish brisbane project
the last is...finish hol hw...
Nothing much to type... tomorrow is lessons as usual...
A big SIGH
There are like loads of things happening this june hols.
I shall sum up a few: (from most excited to the least)
1. Going to KL!!!
2. Going out with my ex classmates this sat!
3. Watching Monsters vs Alien with sis and lummie
4. Friends coming over!
5. Finish brisbane project
the last is...finish hol hw...
Nothing much to type... tomorrow is lessons as usual...
A big SIGH
Friday, May 15, 2009
Today was the BEST day of my life! :D Went out for the first time this year with my friends!
It started with me walking to cheryl's house and on the way there this woman carrying an umbrella and then I think I bumped into her and I was like oops sorry. After that, I was waiting for cheryl at the traffic light. I regreted wearing long sleves cause it was so bloody hot that I purposly went into 7-eleven just for air con. Hahaha. Of course cheryl found this wu liao.
Waited for the bus and off to the mrt we went. We waited for Shermain and then on the train we went to plaza singapura!!! Hahaha. The main purpose was to watch wolverine; X-men origins. I tell you that is a show worth watching!!!! But it only started at 2:10 so we had 4 hours to waste. We wandered around and I went into Sembawang to ask for the latest green day cd. But the guy was like you have to wait for the stock to be delivered. I was like okay... what time? And he said 2. But that clashed with the show. So I had to wait after the show before I could finally get my hands on it. Haiz...
Anyway, interesting part, LUNCH!!! Omg, it was damn funny!!!! We ate at Carl junior's and I ordered famous star and apparently cheryl and shermain ordered the same thing. Hahaha. We were playing and stuff. At the last part, I couldn't finish my fries I was seriously stuffed! Haha. But I told cheryl that I could stuff the last 6 fries into my mouth but she kept freaking laughing. So I ended up laughing too. Haha. She also asked me to help her top up and I was like I mix anything? She said yeah. So I added ice lemon tea with coke with sprite and FnN. Did it taste nice? Nope. According to her it tasted like detergent. Haha.
After lunch we went walking around. I tell you the last floor of plaza sing is damn cool!!!!! There was this shop that sold swords! I was like omg damn cool! They sold ichigo's sword, kanda's sword, rukia's sword, Aizen's sword. etc... DAMN COOL!!! They were all real, sharp swords! When I earn $298, I'm so gonna buy the swords!
There was also this shop that sold cosplay clothes. Damn cool! I'm gonna buy the vamp knights school uniform man!!!
And I finally got my GREEN DAY CD!!!!!!!! Overall, today was damn nice... words would be hard to explain today. Haha. I really hope to do this again soon! What you think guys? :D
It started with me walking to cheryl's house and on the way there this woman carrying an umbrella and then I think I bumped into her and I was like oops sorry. After that, I was waiting for cheryl at the traffic light. I regreted wearing long sleves cause it was so bloody hot that I purposly went into 7-eleven just for air con. Hahaha. Of course cheryl found this wu liao.
Waited for the bus and off to the mrt we went. We waited for Shermain and then on the train we went to plaza singapura!!! Hahaha. The main purpose was to watch wolverine; X-men origins. I tell you that is a show worth watching!!!! But it only started at 2:10 so we had 4 hours to waste. We wandered around and I went into Sembawang to ask for the latest green day cd. But the guy was like you have to wait for the stock to be delivered. I was like okay... what time? And he said 2. But that clashed with the show. So I had to wait after the show before I could finally get my hands on it. Haiz...
Anyway, interesting part, LUNCH!!! Omg, it was damn funny!!!! We ate at Carl junior's and I ordered famous star and apparently cheryl and shermain ordered the same thing. Hahaha. We were playing and stuff. At the last part, I couldn't finish my fries I was seriously stuffed! Haha. But I told cheryl that I could stuff the last 6 fries into my mouth but she kept freaking laughing. So I ended up laughing too. Haha. She also asked me to help her top up and I was like I mix anything? She said yeah. So I added ice lemon tea with coke with sprite and FnN. Did it taste nice? Nope. According to her it tasted like detergent. Haha.
After lunch we went walking around. I tell you the last floor of plaza sing is damn cool!!!!! There was this shop that sold swords! I was like omg damn cool! They sold ichigo's sword, kanda's sword, rukia's sword, Aizen's sword. etc... DAMN COOL!!! They were all real, sharp swords! When I earn $298, I'm so gonna buy the swords!
There was also this shop that sold cosplay clothes. Damn cool! I'm gonna buy the vamp knights school uniform man!!!
And I finally got my GREEN DAY CD!!!!!!!! Overall, today was damn nice... words would be hard to explain today. Haha. I really hope to do this again soon! What you think guys? :D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Sick again... This time it's worse. Had like fever of 39.1 degrees yesterday. Haha. And I wanted to do ting li with that. Really wrong time to fall sick. My mid years are like 6 days from now. OMG~~ Freaking out right now. Wait, looking on the bright side, its less then 3 weeks to play!!!
Now I must focus on getting good grades. But I can't when I feel like shit.
Last night, my fever was up again, so I was freezing cold and so I tried to sleep with just the fan but I woke up at 1 to feel freaking hot. Haha. So i switched on the air con and slept again. Next I woke up at 4 I think, and my nose started running. I was so pissed cause it wouldn't stop!!!! I used like 40 pieces of tissue last night. Now my nose hurts cause I blew it too much. So far this morning its still running and I finished two packets of tissue already now hitting on the box one. I think NTUC would love me if I were like this everyday. This morning I got a shock when I took my temp again. It was 38.9. Like 0.2 drop since yesterday. But now I feel cooler. I really hate missing school especially when its so close to the mid years. Haiz...
Ooops, need to take med.
Now I must focus on getting good grades. But I can't when I feel like shit.
Last night, my fever was up again, so I was freezing cold and so I tried to sleep with just the fan but I woke up at 1 to feel freaking hot. Haha. So i switched on the air con and slept again. Next I woke up at 4 I think, and my nose started running. I was so pissed cause it wouldn't stop!!!! I used like 40 pieces of tissue last night. Now my nose hurts cause I blew it too much. So far this morning its still running and I finished two packets of tissue already now hitting on the box one. I think NTUC would love me if I were like this everyday. This morning I got a shock when I took my temp again. It was 38.9. Like 0.2 drop since yesterday. But now I feel cooler. I really hate missing school especially when its so close to the mid years. Haiz...
Ooops, need to take med.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Its freaking hot... Today was quite okay for me. When I look back to yesterday's post I guess I did sound very emo. Well, incase you are worried. I'm feeling fine now. I guess I just needed some time on my own. Haha.
Tonight is going to be my birthday dinner. :D I finally can watch my D gray man DVD!!!!! WOO!!!! The whole freaking series!!!!!! Wait, mid years come first. Haiz... Hardly studied yesterday and today I was practically running round the whole place. I finally had the chance to use the com and the day must be so hot. I wonder what will be my birthday presents. Haha. Surprise surprise. I can't believe it, this year is passing by damn fast. Its my birthday in 3 days time. Before I know it, here comes christmas followed by O level's!!!
Okay, Stephanie... thinking too far ahead. Haha. Surprisingly, I'm looking forward to school on monday. Cause it will then be one more day till ice cream party!!!! :DD
Guess that's all I'm talking about for today. Current mood now is relatively happy. :D
Tonight is going to be my birthday dinner. :D I finally can watch my D gray man DVD!!!!! WOO!!!! The whole freaking series!!!!!! Wait, mid years come first. Haiz... Hardly studied yesterday and today I was practically running round the whole place. I finally had the chance to use the com and the day must be so hot. I wonder what will be my birthday presents. Haha. Surprise surprise. I can't believe it, this year is passing by damn fast. Its my birthday in 3 days time. Before I know it, here comes christmas followed by O level's!!!
Okay, Stephanie... thinking too far ahead. Haha. Surprisingly, I'm looking forward to school on monday. Cause it will then be one more day till ice cream party!!!! :DD
Guess that's all I'm talking about for today. Current mood now is relatively happy. :D
Friday, April 17, 2009
I hate myself. I seriously hate myself.
Starting of this year I thought Sec 3 was going to be different. I thought I would be different. But apparently not. I have no idea why I am the only one in the family who is like that.
Why do I find it hard to make friends?
Why do I end up being left behind again? Its like Sec 1 all over again. Sometimes, I wonder would it have been different if I left for another school?
See, this always happens. I end up thinking too much. I guess thinking being in a new class I could let my guard down a bit....
I think I really am adopted. My bro and sis doesn't seem to be having this problem. Practically everyone is their friend. I just end up being sticky all the same. On top of that I became quiet again... Always thinking about stuff.... Hate this part of me...
For the first time, I'm not looking forward to my birthday. Time and time again it has always been the same. How would this be any different? Sigh... I feel like crying my troubles out but the thing is I can't... I don't know why. I feel like telling someone all these but the words just won't come out. Omg, this sucks big time.
Want to know what I found out about myself this year?
I suck, I am lame and of course ultra stupid. Who could have guessed? I was so stupid that I took so long to find out I was a total jerk who sprouts nonsense and hurts people around me.
Maybe living a life alone ain't that bad after all...
Starting of this year I thought Sec 3 was going to be different. I thought I would be different. But apparently not. I have no idea why I am the only one in the family who is like that.
Why do I find it hard to make friends?
Why do I end up being left behind again? Its like Sec 1 all over again. Sometimes, I wonder would it have been different if I left for another school?
See, this always happens. I end up thinking too much. I guess thinking being in a new class I could let my guard down a bit....
I think I really am adopted. My bro and sis doesn't seem to be having this problem. Practically everyone is their friend. I just end up being sticky all the same. On top of that I became quiet again... Always thinking about stuff.... Hate this part of me...
For the first time, I'm not looking forward to my birthday. Time and time again it has always been the same. How would this be any different? Sigh... I feel like crying my troubles out but the thing is I can't... I don't know why. I feel like telling someone all these but the words just won't come out. Omg, this sucks big time.
Want to know what I found out about myself this year?
I suck, I am lame and of course ultra stupid. Who could have guessed? I was so stupid that I took so long to find out I was a total jerk who sprouts nonsense and hurts people around me.
Maybe living a life alone ain't that bad after all...
Thursday, April 09, 2009
I didn't go to school today. :D I was down with fever and stomach flu. Now the fever is gone but still have the stomach flu. Haha. I feel like the Lord is blessing me with a few days off as my March holiday. Because as some of you might have known I really didn't have that great a holiday.
I was doing some blog surfing just now, haha. It seems I'm quite outdated.
So I decided to post. You know, I finally understood what someone told me before.
It's really not great to have best friends cause it really hurts when they backstab you.
To me, it was a really good friend who did it. I thought I used to know her but as they say people do change. Sigh....
Now I'm really confused. Nevermind. I shan't say anymore. Its a secret for myself and myself only.
I was doing some blog surfing just now, haha. It seems I'm quite outdated.
So I decided to post. You know, I finally understood what someone told me before.
It's really not great to have best friends cause it really hurts when they backstab you.
To me, it was a really good friend who did it. I thought I used to know her but as they say people do change. Sigh....
Now I'm really confused. Nevermind. I shan't say anymore. Its a secret for myself and myself only.
Monday, April 06, 2009
The beginning of today sucked. Literally.
Reached class after my run, Cheryl got mad at me. I mean seriously mad. I dunno why. Due to that, I refused to talk to her. When she's in that mood, I'll only get hurt both physically and by words either way.
After that was CE. We had washing of feet. :D I washed Sheryl's and she washed mine. The whole indoor sports hall was like filled with laughter and of course we got scolded. Saying we didn't treat this session with much holiness and solemnity. "But I mean come on, washing of feet in an indoor sports hall? The venue was all wrong. And we didn't really clam down to prepare ourselves..." That is what I am feeling; what I want to say. But its holy week and I am trying to change. As in from now on, I won't push the blame on anybody else but myself. :D
I am going to try. Changing myself will lead to others changing. And that is what I'm going to do.
Okay rushing for time. I'm gonna sum up my day in points. Of course from worst to best! :D
1. Didn't talked to her during recess.
2. didn't do chemistry
3. Mr Tang made me depressed with his 3 more weeks till exams.
4. Didn't bring chemistry pract. book to lab
5. She dao me.
6. Didn't take necip form had to rush back down
7. rushed off for piano
8. rained on the way
9. I got 41/50 for my bao zhang du hou gan!!!
10.She started talking to me
11. Scales was a okay!!!!
12. Tomorrow playing the piano in school!
13. Finished hw!!!
14. She called!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
Reached class after my run, Cheryl got mad at me. I mean seriously mad. I dunno why. Due to that, I refused to talk to her. When she's in that mood, I'll only get hurt both physically and by words either way.
After that was CE. We had washing of feet. :D I washed Sheryl's and she washed mine. The whole indoor sports hall was like filled with laughter and of course we got scolded. Saying we didn't treat this session with much holiness and solemnity. "But I mean come on, washing of feet in an indoor sports hall? The venue was all wrong. And we didn't really clam down to prepare ourselves..." That is what I am feeling; what I want to say. But its holy week and I am trying to change. As in from now on, I won't push the blame on anybody else but myself. :D
I am going to try. Changing myself will lead to others changing. And that is what I'm going to do.
Okay rushing for time. I'm gonna sum up my day in points. Of course from worst to best! :D
1. Didn't talked to her during recess.
2. didn't do chemistry
3. Mr Tang made me depressed with his 3 more weeks till exams.
4. Didn't bring chemistry pract. book to lab
5. She dao me.
6. Didn't take necip form had to rush back down
7. rushed off for piano
8. rained on the way
9. I got 41/50 for my bao zhang du hou gan!!!
10.She started talking to me
11. Scales was a okay!!!!
12. Tomorrow playing the piano in school!
13. Finished hw!!!
14. She called!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
Saturday, April 04, 2009
My first post in April! Its like my both good and bad month.
Good as in 17 more days till my birthday!
Bad that there is mid year coming up....
I don't care I am banning myself from the phone. Hahaha. I find that I'm using it too much. And I guess the other party is getting scolded too cause of me. Haha.
Had piano today. I guess you could say I'm quite happy
1. Teacher said my second piece was good! :D
2. She didn't test me my scales. :DD (cause I didn't practice)
in like an hour time, I leaving for cath class. Up next is mass. I'm such a bad catholic. Don't go for mass every week. Haha. Told that to my senior and she said if I didn't go for mass this week she's gonna kill me and drag me down for mass next week. Haha.
Yesterday had pt and then my senior showed me a new route where I can take 4 buses home. :D Maybe I'll show a certain someone the route some time soon. It's so much faster... But a long way to walk. Sadly to say. Haha. And its quite scary. I may get killed. Haha.
Considering my personality. I conclude I'm a happy person. Cause my sis pointed out that after every sentence there is a "haha" and I agree. If you receive msgs from me there is bound to be a 'haha' in all of them. :D Well, wei wei taught me that.... I kinda miss re. Haven't talked to her in a long time. Maybe I drop a call sometime soon. Hahaha.
Good as in 17 more days till my birthday!
Bad that there is mid year coming up....
I don't care I am banning myself from the phone. Hahaha. I find that I'm using it too much. And I guess the other party is getting scolded too cause of me. Haha.
Had piano today. I guess you could say I'm quite happy
1. Teacher said my second piece was good! :D
2. She didn't test me my scales. :DD (cause I didn't practice)
in like an hour time, I leaving for cath class. Up next is mass. I'm such a bad catholic. Don't go for mass every week. Haha. Told that to my senior and she said if I didn't go for mass this week she's gonna kill me and drag me down for mass next week. Haha.
Yesterday had pt and then my senior showed me a new route where I can take 4 buses home. :D Maybe I'll show a certain someone the route some time soon. It's so much faster... But a long way to walk. Sadly to say. Haha. And its quite scary. I may get killed. Haha.
Considering my personality. I conclude I'm a happy person. Cause my sis pointed out that after every sentence there is a "haha" and I agree. If you receive msgs from me there is bound to be a 'haha' in all of them. :D Well, wei wei taught me that.... I kinda miss re. Haven't talked to her in a long time. Maybe I drop a call sometime soon. Hahaha.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I won my 5 bucks. :D
After this day I hope life would be as per normal. Well almost at least. Still got that whole load of hw. I plan to finish A maths by tonight. Left with that stupid paper and I'm down with ss, geog and eng. If Cheryl heard about this, I will never see day light again. Come to think of it. I haven't talked to her in 2 days. And its still ongoing. It is going to continue until she wants to talk to me. :D (Strike)
According to my so called fool-proof plan, I am doing notes from fri till Sunday. By hook or by crook I must be done with all my notes for the upcoming tests. Seriously speaking I feel damn tired. And if you noticed that my posts had actually 1 month gap between them but now its everyday, well, this is like my source of comfort. Haha. How ironic. Comfort from
a non-living thing. To phrase it right, I express better with words like in letters or blogs. Have always been that way.
Sigh.... Another 20+ maths questions to go. Wish me luck. Ending with a short prayer today. Dinner time anyways.
(Dear God, please bless me with the courage and determination to finish the w/s by tonight.... )
After this day I hope life would be as per normal. Well almost at least. Still got that whole load of hw. I plan to finish A maths by tonight. Left with that stupid paper and I'm down with ss, geog and eng. If Cheryl heard about this, I will never see day light again. Come to think of it. I haven't talked to her in 2 days. And its still ongoing. It is going to continue until she wants to talk to me. :D (Strike)
According to my so called fool-proof plan, I am doing notes from fri till Sunday. By hook or by crook I must be done with all my notes for the upcoming tests. Seriously speaking I feel damn tired. And if you noticed that my posts had actually 1 month gap between them but now its everyday, well, this is like my source of comfort. Haha. How ironic. Comfort from
a non-living thing. To phrase it right, I express better with words like in letters or blogs. Have always been that way.
Sigh.... Another 20+ maths questions to go. Wish me luck. Ending with a short prayer today. Dinner time anyways.
(Dear God, please bless me with the courage and determination to finish the w/s by tonight.... )
Today was hw cramming day.Posting at midnight. Talk about pro man! :D Tomorrow (or should I say in exactly 12 and a half hours time) I would be in the bus on the way to mandai. I predict I would breakdown. Betting with myself 5 bucks. Either way the money would be mine. :D
Dam sleepy but I think I'll sleep after this. A big day ahead of me. My brain is like filled with so many things until I'm getting a headache. Wanna know my list?
1. How on earth am I to complete homework
2. I am screwed for geog project
3. I think Cheryl hates me. (That's why I'm on ..... not telling)
4. How will it be like after the cremation
5. How to cram in for my tests?
6. Fail la, fail la
7. Die la, Die la
8. My coffin will be brown
9. Shut up brain!
Yupp. A few things that my useless brain is thinking of now. 7 mins past midnight. Spacing out in front of the com and then listening to my grand uncle's children talking about phone, ipods, shares, and the guy I tell you has said **** at least 10 times... Sigh. Finally peace. I just notice I wonder alot. Hahaha. :D Now I'm wondering what to do tomorrow? SS? Geog? Or English? Or A maths. Haiz....
Maybe I'll drop a call, maybe I won't....
Dam sleepy but I think I'll sleep after this. A big day ahead of me. My brain is like filled with so many things until I'm getting a headache. Wanna know my list?
1. How on earth am I to complete homework
2. I am screwed for geog project
3. I think Cheryl hates me. (That's why I'm on ..... not telling)
4. How will it be like after the cremation
5. How to cram in for my tests?
6. Fail la, fail la
7. Die la, Die la
8. My coffin will be brown
9. Shut up brain!
Yupp. A few things that my useless brain is thinking of now. 7 mins past midnight. Spacing out in front of the com and then listening to my grand uncle's children talking about phone, ipods, shares, and the guy I tell you has said **** at least 10 times... Sigh. Finally peace. I just notice I wonder alot. Hahaha. :D Now I'm wondering what to do tomorrow? SS? Geog? Or English? Or A maths. Haiz....
Maybe I'll drop a call, maybe I won't....
Monday, March 16, 2009
Today passed quite fast surprisingly. But I still have tonns of homework to do. It's almost as if it's never ending. But mainly cause I'm not touching it. Haha. Went to cheryl's house today. We were suppose to do hw, not that we never do or anything, but let's just say we slacked a bit. Fine make it alot. Haha.
We did Physics, Chemistry and yeah. That's all. Haha. So productive I know. For the first time in like a million years, I ate at longhouse. :D Omg, the ban mian was damn nice and spicy too. :D Snack on loads of cookies and chips, I tell you, if my mum found out, I'llbe dead meat. But its kind of lame to keep it a secret and post it on my blog where every-one CAN see. So smart of me right? I know. xD
Played wii at the last part. The bunny game was quite fun. It was very funny though. Sigh. I feel like typing about her brother but I shan't. He really pissed me off at the last part though. Bloody **** call me fat.... I should have retaliated. Wonder why I didn't. I really got to fix that part of me that is easily bullied. Hate it man! Argh! Piss me off. And I thought her brother wasn't bad.... I should make a mental note to not judge a book just by its cover.
Came back at around 5:45. :D Home sweet home. Went to bathe after sitting awhile and then had dinner. Tung hun with samosa and chilli sotong and some stir fried veggie not forgetting chicken with thai sauce. It was nice!!! I am suppose to do hw now but they seem to be so far awa even though they are just in the room next to me. Hahaha. Blame my inertia. Hahaha.
Guess I'll stop here for today. May post tmr if I've the time. :D
We did Physics, Chemistry and yeah. That's all. Haha. So productive I know. For the first time in like a million years, I ate at longhouse. :D Omg, the ban mian was damn nice and spicy too. :D Snack on loads of cookies and chips, I tell you, if my mum found out, I'llbe dead meat. But its kind of lame to keep it a secret and post it on my blog where every-one CAN see. So smart of me right? I know. xD
Played wii at the last part. The bunny game was quite fun. It was very funny though. Sigh. I feel like typing about her brother but I shan't. He really pissed me off at the last part though. Bloody **** call me fat.... I should have retaliated. Wonder why I didn't. I really got to fix that part of me that is easily bullied. Hate it man! Argh! Piss me off. And I thought her brother wasn't bad.... I should make a mental note to not judge a book just by its cover.
Came back at around 5:45. :D Home sweet home. Went to bathe after sitting awhile and then had dinner. Tung hun with samosa and chilli sotong and some stir fried veggie not forgetting chicken with thai sauce. It was nice!!! I am suppose to do hw now but they seem to be so far awa even though they are just in the room next to me. Hahaha. Blame my inertia. Hahaha.
Guess I'll stop here for today. May post tmr if I've the time. :D
Sunday, March 15, 2009
I wanted to post yesterday. But i guess I was too caught up with things.
Still am though.
I will always remember this march holiday. I still think this is a dream though. I sound like i'm typing a story. Hahaha. Friday the 13th, I wonder if the taboo is really true. I forgot to bring my comb, blouse and some books. And it was the last time I saw my grandmother.
I mean I do see her now, except its in a coffin. I remember the last conversation I had with her. She was telling me how rought my brother was with my sister. Haha. And I said bye to her. I kind of regret not hugging her. Yesterday was a shock to me. And it still is. I was thinking maybe its a nightmare that seems real. But who am I kidding?
7 in the morning, I arrived at my grandparents place. I still remember the position she was in when I reached upstairs. Her eyes were closed as if sleeping, mouth agap. Just that she was paler and colder. She had a bit of foam coming out but it looked like she was sleeping.
Of course I cried. I thought I wouldn't though cause I didn't for my grandfather. But maybe that was cause I wasn't that close to him. I'm kinda happy yet sad. I'm happy that she is finally relieved of her pain and suffering after so long but sad that she went away in the early morning when I wasn't there.
But my grandfather must be in a worse state then I'm in. Imagining waking up to find your wife dead eventhough she was up likce 2 hours ago... So now is the wake. You can never imagine the atmosphere yesterday, people crying, I felt like crap yesterday. And last night I couldn't sleep. Everyime I closed my eyes. I see my grandmother and nostalgia fills me. Hahaha. (So chim like )
But it was true. For the first time, I prayed myself to sleep; willing God to stop my brain from thinking for a moment so that I could sleep.
I really miss her, I really do. And now I'm thinking, what will happen if my grandfather dies? My other grandmother? My mum, dad??? Myself even... Sigh If I feel like this now, what will happen to me on wednesday? When the body is sent for cremation?
I'm really messed up right now. Never will I forget this, Never will I be deleting this.
Still am though.
I will always remember this march holiday. I still think this is a dream though. I sound like i'm typing a story. Hahaha. Friday the 13th, I wonder if the taboo is really true. I forgot to bring my comb, blouse and some books. And it was the last time I saw my grandmother.
I mean I do see her now, except its in a coffin. I remember the last conversation I had with her. She was telling me how rought my brother was with my sister. Haha. And I said bye to her. I kind of regret not hugging her. Yesterday was a shock to me. And it still is. I was thinking maybe its a nightmare that seems real. But who am I kidding?
7 in the morning, I arrived at my grandparents place. I still remember the position she was in when I reached upstairs. Her eyes were closed as if sleeping, mouth agap. Just that she was paler and colder. She had a bit of foam coming out but it looked like she was sleeping.
Of course I cried. I thought I wouldn't though cause I didn't for my grandfather. But maybe that was cause I wasn't that close to him. I'm kinda happy yet sad. I'm happy that she is finally relieved of her pain and suffering after so long but sad that she went away in the early morning when I wasn't there.
But my grandfather must be in a worse state then I'm in. Imagining waking up to find your wife dead eventhough she was up likce 2 hours ago... So now is the wake. You can never imagine the atmosphere yesterday, people crying, I felt like crap yesterday. And last night I couldn't sleep. Everyime I closed my eyes. I see my grandmother and nostalgia fills me. Hahaha. (So chim like )
But it was true. For the first time, I prayed myself to sleep; willing God to stop my brain from thinking for a moment so that I could sleep.
I really miss her, I really do. And now I'm thinking, what will happen if my grandfather dies? My other grandmother? My mum, dad??? Myself even... Sigh If I feel like this now, what will happen to me on wednesday? When the body is sent for cremation?
I'm really messed up right now. Never will I forget this, Never will I be deleting this.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Sunday, March 01, 2009
I have a freaking a maths test this wed.
Deep down inside, I think I'm gonna fail.
I really don't understand the find all the values of k for x2-2x+8 if all the values for x is real.
i'm like ???????
Sigh. Physics is also another one.
I was suppose to do notes today. But my brain has been fried due to a maths.
And its only using 5% of my brain. I wonder what would 90% feel like.
Head might burst I guess.
Now sailing is gonna be twice a week. Time for studying will shrink even more...
Deep down inside, I think I'm gonna fail.
I really don't understand the find all the values of k for x2-2x+8 if all the values for x is real.
i'm like ???????
Sigh. Physics is also another one.
I was suppose to do notes today. But my brain has been fried due to a maths.
And its only using 5% of my brain. I wonder what would 90% feel like.
Head might burst I guess.
Now sailing is gonna be twice a week. Time for studying will shrink even more...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
My second post!
Gonna be short though...
I've been so busy. Got 6 tests coming up.
And confirmation on hand.
I've just been told that I'd be having a camp this march hols.
And there is also the life sciences program.
There goes my March hols.
But I'm very happy that this monday is a holiday!
I'm gonna do my notes. If not I won't get anymore chances,
:D
I still have e maths hw, zhou ji, ss research. I'm goona do those once I reach my parent's place.
I just came home from cath class. My one and only break. Then its d gray man in an hours time.
Come to think of it I haven't watched Bleach...
Life is suddenly so stressful.
Only one month has passed...
Here's a question to think about.
Why is snow white?
(I love being philosophical)
Because it has long fogotten its original colour.
Like us humans, we wear many masks and soon forget our original "selves"... :D
Gonna be short though...
I've been so busy. Got 6 tests coming up.
And confirmation on hand.
I've just been told that I'd be having a camp this march hols.
And there is also the life sciences program.
There goes my March hols.
But I'm very happy that this monday is a holiday!
I'm gonna do my notes. If not I won't get anymore chances,
:D
I still have e maths hw, zhou ji, ss research. I'm goona do those once I reach my parent's place.
I just came home from cath class. My one and only break. Then its d gray man in an hours time.
Come to think of it I haven't watched Bleach...
Life is suddenly so stressful.
Only one month has passed...
Here's a question to think about.
Why is snow white?
(I love being philosophical)
Because it has long fogotten its original colour.
Like us humans, we wear many masks and soon forget our original "selves"... :D
Friday, January 09, 2009
WELCOME 2009!!!
Reason why I haven't posted for 2009 yet was cause I was so busy! 5 days into school and I have enough hw to last for 2 weeks!
Sigh. I really miss 2/3. I'm not that used to my class yet. With all the scholars and new people. The only person which was from 2/3 with me now is Julia. I got to admit she's okay, once I did get to know her. I only know 2 scholars. One is Daryl and Fei Fei.
They are really friendly (not to forget smart.) And now I've maths everyday, which means I get headache everyday. Seriously, I think I'm slow... I take like 2-4 mins longer to grasp the concept than the scholars. There is one scholar I really one to know and that is Shelia. I dunno but she reminds me of someone. I can't rmb who... Haha. She's quite funny also. A lot of things happened this past week... But I'm too tired to list them out. It feels like I've been attending school for one month already....
Well, at a glimpse, I took height and weight today, guess I'll be in taf club again...And the stupid Mr Chan said "What have you been eating?!?" Bloody idiot.... I lost weight already!!!! Can't help that I'm born with big bones okay.... So it's not all fats....
Okay, its friday!!! At last. Gonna read manga.... I haven't for a long long time... Thanks to hw. Will post next sat. Friday got sailing. I skipped today's one cause I'm sick! :D Down with flu. Once its cured, I'm running E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y!
Reason why I haven't posted for 2009 yet was cause I was so busy! 5 days into school and I have enough hw to last for 2 weeks!
Sigh. I really miss 2/3. I'm not that used to my class yet. With all the scholars and new people. The only person which was from 2/3 with me now is Julia. I got to admit she's okay, once I did get to know her. I only know 2 scholars. One is Daryl and Fei Fei.
They are really friendly (not to forget smart.) And now I've maths everyday, which means I get headache everyday. Seriously, I think I'm slow... I take like 2-4 mins longer to grasp the concept than the scholars. There is one scholar I really one to know and that is Shelia. I dunno but she reminds me of someone. I can't rmb who... Haha. She's quite funny also. A lot of things happened this past week... But I'm too tired to list them out. It feels like I've been attending school for one month already....
Well, at a glimpse, I took height and weight today, guess I'll be in taf club again...And the stupid Mr Chan said "What have you been eating?!?" Bloody idiot.... I lost weight already!!!! Can't help that I'm born with big bones okay.... So it's not all fats....
Okay, its friday!!! At last. Gonna read manga.... I haven't for a long long time... Thanks to hw. Will post next sat. Friday got sailing. I skipped today's one cause I'm sick! :D Down with flu. Once its cured, I'm running E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I finally found a show to substitute my sis's "night show" (She must watch something every night before she falls asleep. So I call it her night show. It changes from time to time, before I found it, she was watching scooby-doo -.-")
It was The Nightmare before Christmas! I know its kinda late to watch that show but at least its better than scooby- doo. Sigh. I'm really starting the count down till school starts... I labelled my sis's and my school books today, got my dusty school bag out from the storeroom, found my dusty black school file, cleared its contents, printed the timetable and did my chinese hw!!!! Somehow today was like preparing for school.... I'm embracing 2009 on the last day of 2008!!!
I tell myself starting this friday I'm gonna study like shit. But I don't think it'll happen. Haha. But I really cannot slack. Sec 3 is important and after that I'll be sitting for my O's. Fast.
My last post for 2008 ends here.
To my friends who are going to a different class than me,
Hope you get good teachers,
Pray you get good grades,
Enjoy your last two years in IJ Sec!
Love you guys!
It was The Nightmare before Christmas! I know its kinda late to watch that show but at least its better than scooby- doo. Sigh. I'm really starting the count down till school starts... I labelled my sis's and my school books today, got my dusty school bag out from the storeroom, found my dusty black school file, cleared its contents, printed the timetable and did my chinese hw!!!! Somehow today was like preparing for school.... I'm embracing 2009 on the last day of 2008!!!
I tell myself starting this friday I'm gonna study like shit. But I don't think it'll happen. Haha. But I really cannot slack. Sec 3 is important and after that I'll be sitting for my O's. Fast.
My last post for 2008 ends here.
To my friends who are going to a different class than me,
Hope you get good teachers,
Pray you get good grades,
Enjoy your last two years in IJ Sec!
Love you guys!
Monday, December 29, 2008
My replies to taggs: (In special colours!)
Clara: Hey!!!! Sorry for the late reply.... I think I should drop a call.... Maybe tonight. Haha. Yeah. I don't mind running. Got to lose weight anyway. Haha. What video did Rachel make? I didn't know she made one. Yeah I miss you too. Okay definately calling you tonight. Haha.
Mel: Heys! Merry Christmas to you too. Happy Boxing day to you too! Even though it's like a kinda late wish...
Riley: Hahaha. Yeah I forgot to tell you I changed my blogskin. Okay. Will tag.
Clara: Hey!!!! Sorry for the late reply.... I think I should drop a call.... Maybe tonight. Haha. Yeah. I don't mind running. Got to lose weight anyway. Haha. What video did Rachel make? I didn't know she made one. Yeah I miss you too. Okay definately calling you tonight. Haha.
Mel: Heys! Merry Christmas to you too. Happy Boxing day to you too! Even though it's like a kinda late wish...
Riley: Hahaha. Yeah I forgot to tell you I changed my blogskin. Okay. Will tag.
I actually wanted to post on christmas day but I was so tired when I came back from the lunch party and stuff. And from Friday till Sunday, I was in Malaysia. I did bring the laprop. Well, to be more specific, my dad brought it. But there was no internet connection so I had no access to this wonderful padge to post.
But I could at least listen to songs and I played pinball and minesweeper with my sis and my brother from another mother. (Distant relative; I forgot the link; my mum's great great great grandmother was friends with her best friend's great great great grandmother or something like that. Long story.)
Well, I finally got my stupid com's mouse replaced!!! :D The other one kept disconnecting from the com and stuff. Loads of problems. And I was very close to smashing the whole com cause of it. I went to central today with my mum and sis. We went back to the super cool clothes shop that I like. I bought like 7 pieces + 4 pieces for my mum = $915.85 Almost a thousand gone. But it was worth it. Solve my chinese new year clothes problem. While I was at the toilet there, someone vandalised the toilet roll cover thingy by writting "Everyone shld just die!" With the word "Die!" Around it. Kinda emo if you ask me. I was laughing though. Haha.
After that I went to United Square and I saw Annette! At first I couldn't recognise her. I was like o.O She looks familiar. hahaha. I wasn't that close to her anyway. She didn't notice me so I didn't say anything. Even if she did see me she probably thought the same thing as me. Pretend she wasn't there. I was so tired when I reached home. Partially cause I ran from my parents' place to my grandparents' place! It was 5km. And surprisingly I only took 50 mins. I was like expecting an hour plus. Sadly, I didn't run the whole way. I gave up once I reached faber Garden and walked home from there. Haha. :D But it was still 4km which I ran.
My bro ran the same distance and he reached home within 30mins. Haiz... So fit. Oh while I was at Malaysia, we went to this dvd shop at city Square and they sold D.Gray Man the WHOLE SEASON!!!!! :DDDD And original some more!!!! It's my next year birthday present!!! Hahaha. I wanted to watch it yesterday and my dad was like watch it! Open then when its your birthday, we just wrap it up and give it to you. =.=" My mum and I objected it. What present would it be if it was already opened?????
Dads now of these days....
Anyway, I'm so happy!!! Midnight Secretary came out new chpt!!!!!!! Okay, I'm gonna bathe then read it. Will post tomorrow. I promise.
One add up. I finished the notebook by Nicholas Sparks. Its one of the saddest book I've ever read and I actually cried while reading. That's a first for me. Its also very sweet. Something better than twilight I find. :D More touching. But both are totaly different so I can't really compare.
But I could at least listen to songs and I played pinball and minesweeper with my sis and my brother from another mother. (Distant relative; I forgot the link; my mum's great great great grandmother was friends with her best friend's great great great grandmother or something like that. Long story.)
Well, I finally got my stupid com's mouse replaced!!! :D The other one kept disconnecting from the com and stuff. Loads of problems. And I was very close to smashing the whole com cause of it. I went to central today with my mum and sis. We went back to the super cool clothes shop that I like. I bought like 7 pieces + 4 pieces for my mum = $915.85 Almost a thousand gone. But it was worth it. Solve my chinese new year clothes problem. While I was at the toilet there, someone vandalised the toilet roll cover thingy by writting "Everyone shld just die!" With the word "Die!" Around it. Kinda emo if you ask me. I was laughing though. Haha.
After that I went to United Square and I saw Annette! At first I couldn't recognise her. I was like o.O She looks familiar. hahaha. I wasn't that close to her anyway. She didn't notice me so I didn't say anything. Even if she did see me she probably thought the same thing as me. Pretend she wasn't there. I was so tired when I reached home. Partially cause I ran from my parents' place to my grandparents' place! It was 5km. And surprisingly I only took 50 mins. I was like expecting an hour plus. Sadly, I didn't run the whole way. I gave up once I reached faber Garden and walked home from there. Haha. :D But it was still 4km which I ran.
My bro ran the same distance and he reached home within 30mins. Haiz... So fit. Oh while I was at Malaysia, we went to this dvd shop at city Square and they sold D.Gray Man the WHOLE SEASON!!!!! :DDDD And original some more!!!! It's my next year birthday present!!! Hahaha. I wanted to watch it yesterday and my dad was like watch it! Open then when its your birthday, we just wrap it up and give it to you. =.=" My mum and I objected it. What present would it be if it was already opened?????
Dads now of these days....
Anyway, I'm so happy!!! Midnight Secretary came out new chpt!!!!!!! Okay, I'm gonna bathe then read it. Will post tomorrow. I promise.
One add up. I finished the notebook by Nicholas Sparks. Its one of the saddest book I've ever read and I actually cried while reading. That's a first for me. Its also very sweet. Something better than twilight I find. :D More touching. But both are totaly different so I can't really compare.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Just had to put the presents under the tree.
Post PART II
So I went to NTUC at AMK Hub and I kept bumping into people. I was walking down the lane when my mum who was walking in front of me suddenly moved backwards so I moved backwards too then I bumped into this woman's trolley and she looked angry. I think I heard her when tsk. I was like shit, shit, shit. Obviously I said sorry but she still looked like this >:( That was not all. After that I wanted to walk to my mum there then this guy was walking the opposite direction and I came into his path, so I moved to the right to let him pass but he followed me also and I was like wth. Then like the women he had this angry face and I was like Omg, shit, sorry sorry sorry... And he went hmph. After that, there was this old women standing next to me which I didn't see and then while grabbing something from my sis I accidentally elbowed her. This time I was like O.O OMG OLD WOMAN FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK. But luckily she just rubbed her shoulder I was like "sorry sorry. " And bowing my head. Boy was I glad when we left that place.
Going to help again.
Post PART II
So I went to NTUC at AMK Hub and I kept bumping into people. I was walking down the lane when my mum who was walking in front of me suddenly moved backwards so I moved backwards too then I bumped into this woman's trolley and she looked angry. I think I heard her when tsk. I was like shit, shit, shit. Obviously I said sorry but she still looked like this >:( That was not all. After that I wanted to walk to my mum there then this guy was walking the opposite direction and I came into his path, so I moved to the right to let him pass but he followed me also and I was like wth. Then like the women he had this angry face and I was like Omg, shit, sorry sorry sorry... And he went hmph. After that, there was this old women standing next to me which I didn't see and then while grabbing something from my sis I accidentally elbowed her. This time I was like O.O OMG OLD WOMAN FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK. But luckily she just rubbed her shoulder I was like "sorry sorry. " And bowing my head. Boy was I glad when we left that place.
Going to help again.
Its finally Christmas eve!!! :DD
Today started as usual for me. I woke up at like 7:30. And found out it was raining! :] Nice time to sleep. :D And so I fell back asleep and woke up at 9:52. So exact right? Cause I checked my phone then. Hahaha. Well, spent the morning reading and teasing my sister, fa dai-ing and laze around even more. Yeah.
For lunch, went to AMK Hub. Man, it was packed. the carpark was full but we manage to find a lot eventually after like a 15 mins wait. We ate at the food court and I had tom yam noodles. Mine had Chilli padi + tom yam soup + loads and loads of pepper!!! :DDD My mouth was burning after that. Haha. Still can't beat Rachel though. Went shopping after that at NTUC. Bought ingredients for tonight's christmas dinner. Tonight is presents time. But it's not as fun as last time cause I know what I'm getting cause I bought some myself. Others was chosen by me too. So I kinda know everything I'm getting except those from my aunt. Haha.
But this year it's gonna be different again cause my grandmother isn't really that well and so the dinner has to end earlier. Well, at least there is a dinner. Yummy food! Omg, I'm so gonna put on weight. Sigh.
Stupid HPB. Sent me a letter asking me to attend some stupid talk about how to eat healthy and stuff. Like I don't know. -.-" Luckily my mum managed to convince them that she'll teach me...
Okay, need to go and help out now. Will post later. But if I don't here's and early wish.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
Today started as usual for me. I woke up at like 7:30. And found out it was raining! :] Nice time to sleep. :D And so I fell back asleep and woke up at 9:52. So exact right? Cause I checked my phone then. Hahaha. Well, spent the morning reading and teasing my sister, fa dai-ing and laze around even more. Yeah.
For lunch, went to AMK Hub. Man, it was packed. the carpark was full but we manage to find a lot eventually after like a 15 mins wait. We ate at the food court and I had tom yam noodles. Mine had Chilli padi + tom yam soup + loads and loads of pepper!!! :DDD My mouth was burning after that. Haha. Still can't beat Rachel though. Went shopping after that at NTUC. Bought ingredients for tonight's christmas dinner. Tonight is presents time. But it's not as fun as last time cause I know what I'm getting cause I bought some myself. Others was chosen by me too. So I kinda know everything I'm getting except those from my aunt. Haha.
But this year it's gonna be different again cause my grandmother isn't really that well and so the dinner has to end earlier. Well, at least there is a dinner. Yummy food! Omg, I'm so gonna put on weight. Sigh.
Stupid HPB. Sent me a letter asking me to attend some stupid talk about how to eat healthy and stuff. Like I don't know. -.-" Luckily my mum managed to convince them that she'll teach me...
Okay, need to go and help out now. Will post later. But if I don't here's and early wish.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I just found out my links to my tags and all that went missing in my other blogskin.
So I did a hyper change.
I got sick of black cause I got sick of someone telling me how emo I am.
So its white!
There is a pic on the far right.
Pity it can't fit the whole screen. (For laptop only)
Now you can see the song thing too.
:D And those who come by please tag.
Its rather boring with no tags.
Thanks! :]
So I did a hyper change.
I got sick of black cause I got sick of someone telling me how emo I am.
So its white!
There is a pic on the far right.
Pity it can't fit the whole screen. (For laptop only)
Now you can see the song thing too.
:D And those who come by please tag.
Its rather boring with no tags.
Thanks! :]
Just felt like posting today. :D
Its the 23rd! 3 more days till christmas!
And a few more weeks till school reopens. (Even though its next week. I'll leave it as a few.)
I went to school today to collect the remaining school books. And while waiting for Sera I saw Clara! (Hey, it rhymes) I was like O.O. Hahaha. Kinda surprised. I haven't talked to her for a long time. Anyway, as some know I did hair extention and it looked like dyed hair to most people so I bun up my hair to hide it and surprisingly it worked. Haha.
So I bought the books then went to primary side to collect my sis's one too. Can you believe it? I haven't been to primary school for like 2 years and I forgot how to get to the bookshop. So malu.
After that took 59 to Bishan. I tell you the bus took like a hundred years to reach the bus stop... If I was a guy I would have grown a beard.
So back at Bishan, we went for LUNCH! My favourite part of the day. Haha. Not really. Went to food junction and had pepper lunch. I ordered a beef curry rice with cheese. It was nice you know! Even though Sera was really quiet. After that we went shopping! For non-fashion related stuff. To be more specific we went to comics connection! I bought a D.Gray man card holder and a sticker of the really cool guy from Code Geass.
After that went to the basement and Sera bought kueh tutu and met her friend at NTUC. So I was alone... Well, I went to the library next. I suddenly got sick of those typical romance stories where girl has no boyfriend for dunno how long and poof! The love of her life appears. And now, I'm in to those mystery type and about life and sad stuff. Haha. Like the notebook. I borrowed like 6 books. 2 which my sis wants.
Kinda sad my bro and sis are like watching twilight now... But I'm only watching it next tue. Hahha. Tomorrow is Christmas eve.... Okay before school starts I'm gonna try and finish my unfinished manga and anime. (Quite impossible.) And I'm so happy! I actually started on my project! :D
Its the 23rd! 3 more days till christmas!
And a few more weeks till school reopens. (Even though its next week. I'll leave it as a few.)
I went to school today to collect the remaining school books. And while waiting for Sera I saw Clara! (Hey, it rhymes) I was like O.O. Hahaha. Kinda surprised. I haven't talked to her for a long time. Anyway, as some know I did hair extention and it looked like dyed hair to most people so I bun up my hair to hide it and surprisingly it worked. Haha.
So I bought the books then went to primary side to collect my sis's one too. Can you believe it? I haven't been to primary school for like 2 years and I forgot how to get to the bookshop. So malu.
After that took 59 to Bishan. I tell you the bus took like a hundred years to reach the bus stop... If I was a guy I would have grown a beard.
So back at Bishan, we went for LUNCH! My favourite part of the day. Haha. Not really. Went to food junction and had pepper lunch. I ordered a beef curry rice with cheese. It was nice you know! Even though Sera was really quiet. After that we went shopping! For non-fashion related stuff. To be more specific we went to comics connection! I bought a D.Gray man card holder and a sticker of the really cool guy from Code Geass.
After that went to the basement and Sera bought kueh tutu and met her friend at NTUC. So I was alone... Well, I went to the library next. I suddenly got sick of those typical romance stories where girl has no boyfriend for dunno how long and poof! The love of her life appears. And now, I'm in to those mystery type and about life and sad stuff. Haha. Like the notebook. I borrowed like 6 books. 2 which my sis wants.
Kinda sad my bro and sis are like watching twilight now... But I'm only watching it next tue. Hahha. Tomorrow is Christmas eve.... Okay before school starts I'm gonna try and finish my unfinished manga and anime. (Quite impossible.) And I'm so happy! I actually started on my project! :D
Monday, December 22, 2008
One add up.
When I thought Dragon hunters was the lamest, most idiotic and stupidest show, I take it back.
THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL TAKES ITS PLACE.
It was the MOST STUPIDEST, MOST MOST IDIOTIC show I've ever seen!!!!!!!
Let me tell you what I didn't like about the show.
-The ending sucked.
-Keenan reeves had only one expression which was no expression at all!!!!
When I thought Dragon hunters was the lamest, most idiotic and stupidest show, I take it back.
THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL TAKES ITS PLACE.
It was the MOST STUPIDEST, MOST MOST IDIOTIC show I've ever seen!!!!!!!
Let me tell you what I didn't like about the show.
-The ending sucked.
-Keenan reeves had only one expression which was no expression at all!!!!
When I come to think about it, my "will post tomorrow" never comes. haha. Well, its 4 more days to christmas. How fast is that? (very fast...)
Today is laze at home day for me. Recently, I'm hardly at home! Going for gka and out christmas shopping with my mum. And I keep making false promises. I said I would call clara and clare but i always end up too busy to do it. Haiz... I can't wait to watch twilight too!!!! My sis and bro going to watch tmr. I find it damn weird going with your younger sis to watch twilight. Haha. That's why i got my bro to bring her instead. I still think she's too young to watch this kind of show... all the kissing scenes. Gosh... too weird. Haha.
I "planned" to do my project today. But just thinking about it makes me go bleah. Haha. The rest haven't started either way. This sucks. Okay. I will do it after lunch! (Another false saying) But I will try! (After my manga :D)
I think my body knows school is starting soon. I keep waking up at 7 plus now of these days no matter how late I sleep! I slept close to one last night and I woke up at 7 :55... -.-"
okaaaaay. I'm stopping here today. A overview of my tomorrow.
Tuesday:
- go to school
-have lunch with Sera
- go library
-start on project if haven't done so
Today is laze at home day for me. Recently, I'm hardly at home! Going for gka and out christmas shopping with my mum. And I keep making false promises. I said I would call clara and clare but i always end up too busy to do it. Haiz... I can't wait to watch twilight too!!!! My sis and bro going to watch tmr. I find it damn weird going with your younger sis to watch twilight. Haha. That's why i got my bro to bring her instead. I still think she's too young to watch this kind of show... all the kissing scenes. Gosh... too weird. Haha.
I "planned" to do my project today. But just thinking about it makes me go bleah. Haha. The rest haven't started either way. This sucks. Okay. I will do it after lunch! (Another false saying) But I will try! (After my manga :D)
I think my body knows school is starting soon. I keep waking up at 7 plus now of these days no matter how late I sleep! I slept close to one last night and I woke up at 7 :55... -.-"
okaaaaay. I'm stopping here today. A overview of my tomorrow.
Tuesday:
- go to school
-have lunch with Sera
- go library
-start on project if haven't done so
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
This is my second post in dec! :D Okay, this blog has too many of my angry stuff already, so I'm gonna try as far as possible make it happy kind. :]
Today I went for GKA and it was quite fun at the last part, the front part was kinda boring though.... And guess what?!? Jason was coach! =.=" Before I saw him I was like shit, stomachache. And I was like that until I saw him. Hahaha. I thought I was gonna have diarrhoea but nada. (Currently I'm pissed. Bloody computer so many ants....) Anyway, the people who took the lesson were quiet. Minority blur. Majority siblings...
Let's skip to lunch! :D My favourite part of GKA. Haha. Turned out that they had more then enough food. So we ate that. There was the terriyaki chicken, some slice fish fried with spring onions, ginger and onion and claypot toufu!!!!!!!!!! GO TOUFU!!!!!!! This talking about food is making me so hungry...... Waiting for mum to come back with dinner.
On like Sunday she receieved a call saying my dad's uncle died. So my parents drove all the way to malacca yesterday afternoon. And currently aren't back... (My dinner.......)
Back about today. After lunch we went out and Jason is so lazy.... Own class don't teach... Since we had like no way out, Joan and I stayed at the platform and fa dai. After a while we went nuts. Hahaha. Then the guy on the speed boat was nearby and we were sick of being in land, we waved at the boat like mad people and then hip hip horray! He didn't come.... Somehow, they did come later. I think they had some problem at first. So we got on the boat and went super fast until 4:30. Before we were taken by Jason to help the boats back to shore...
Well, the rest weren't interesting. Went to bathe, pack, eat, take bus, came home...
My arms are like aching too.. Ms teo and her push ups.... sigh, at least they are still intact...
Okay, gonna watch anime. either pot, dnangel or katekyo hitman reborn. Haha. :D
Will post tmr... (I think.)
Today I went for GKA and it was quite fun at the last part, the front part was kinda boring though.... And guess what?!? Jason was coach! =.=" Before I saw him I was like shit, stomachache. And I was like that until I saw him. Hahaha. I thought I was gonna have diarrhoea but nada. (Currently I'm pissed. Bloody computer so many ants....) Anyway, the people who took the lesson were quiet. Minority blur. Majority siblings...
Let's skip to lunch! :D My favourite part of GKA. Haha. Turned out that they had more then enough food. So we ate that. There was the terriyaki chicken, some slice fish fried with spring onions, ginger and onion and claypot toufu!!!!!!!!!! GO TOUFU!!!!!!! This talking about food is making me so hungry...... Waiting for mum to come back with dinner.
On like Sunday she receieved a call saying my dad's uncle died. So my parents drove all the way to malacca yesterday afternoon. And currently aren't back... (My dinner.......)
Back about today. After lunch we went out and Jason is so lazy.... Own class don't teach... Since we had like no way out, Joan and I stayed at the platform and fa dai. After a while we went nuts. Hahaha. Then the guy on the speed boat was nearby and we were sick of being in land, we waved at the boat like mad people and then hip hip horray! He didn't come.... Somehow, they did come later. I think they had some problem at first. So we got on the boat and went super fast until 4:30. Before we were taken by Jason to help the boats back to shore...
Well, the rest weren't interesting. Went to bathe, pack, eat, take bus, came home...
My arms are like aching too.. Ms teo and her push ups.... sigh, at least they are still intact...
Okay, gonna watch anime. either pot, dnangel or katekyo hitman reborn. Haha. :D
Will post tmr... (I think.)
Thursday, December 04, 2008
I haven't posted for like a long long time...
But I don't really have much to say.
Went for cca and been watching anime. :D
My top 5 list:
1. D. Gray man
2. Bleach
3. D.N.Angel
4. Katekyo hitman Reborn!
5. One piece
Some how I've gotten over Prnce of tennis. Haha. Currently watching D. N. Angel.
Yesterday, I went for sailing and i got a bruise on my upper arm. So cool!!! And a tiny wound on my leg just below my knee.
Hols are just passing too fast... I haven't even started on my project....
*Freaks out*
Okay, I'll post more eeither later or tmr.
But I don't really have much to say.
Went for cca and been watching anime. :D
My top 5 list:
1. D. Gray man
2. Bleach
3. D.N.Angel
4. Katekyo hitman Reborn!
5. One piece
Some how I've gotten over Prnce of tennis. Haha. Currently watching D. N. Angel.
Yesterday, I went for sailing and i got a bruise on my upper arm. So cool!!! And a tiny wound on my leg just below my knee.
Hols are just passing too fast... I haven't even started on my project....
*Freaks out*
Okay, I'll post more eeither later or tmr.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I'm sick of this.
I'm not gonna take this sitting down anymire.
Think you can order me around? I'm tired of sucking up to your bloody effing temper.
TO YOU, ITS MY FAULT:
-that my sis doesn't do her work
-that you didn't tell me I was suppose to mark
-that I didn't keep the bloody rackets of badminton
-that I'm not helping you even though I washed the plates and helped you lighten the load from your baking
-that I did my maths but it was not enough for you.
You think you're the only one to get tired? To get angry? To blame me?
Well, you know to me, the one thing that is considered not my fault would be you blaming me that everything is my f***ing fault.
I'm already damn tired from sailing. I'm already trying my best to help you. Is that enough? NO! And I help you get your stuff and things. When I ask my sis to do it you blame me! Everything has got to do with me. The fact that she doesn't excercise is me! The fact that she snacks is blamed on me. Yeah, why don't you make me the bloody centre of everything? Every freaking thing that is bad.
When you want something done who is the first you call? Me! Ask you do something for me also cdomplain.
Oh so now there is a new rule? Second daughter is not allowed to complain?
Well, thanks man.
I say something wrong, hit. You say something wrong I just suck it in. What's your freaking problem?!?
You accuse me wrongly, you don't even apologise yet I do something wrong, you scream yell everything.
I'm sick of this.
I'm not gonna take this sitting down anymire.
Think you can order me around? I'm tired of sucking up to your bloody effing temper.
TO YOU, ITS MY FAULT:
-that my sis doesn't do her work
-that you didn't tell me I was suppose to mark
-that I didn't keep the bloody rackets of badminton
-that I'm not helping you even though I washed the plates and helped you lighten the load from your baking
-that I did my maths but it was not enough for you.
You think you're the only one to get tired? To get angry? To blame me?
Well, you know to me, the one thing that is considered not my fault would be you blaming me that everything is my f***ing fault.
I'm already damn tired from sailing. I'm already trying my best to help you. Is that enough? NO! And I help you get your stuff and things. When I ask my sis to do it you blame me! Everything has got to do with me. The fact that she doesn't excercise is me! The fact that she snacks is blamed on me. Yeah, why don't you make me the bloody centre of everything? Every freaking thing that is bad.
When you want something done who is the first you call? Me! Ask you do something for me also cdomplain.
Oh so now there is a new rule? Second daughter is not allowed to complain?
Well, thanks man.
I say something wrong, hit. You say something wrong I just suck it in. What's your freaking problem?!?
You accuse me wrongly, you don't even apologise yet I do something wrong, you scream yell everything.
I'm sick of this.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Went out with King Kong and Sera today. Actually planned to watch sing to the dawn. But mym mum said it was a total waste of money so we watched dragon hunters.
Which was the:
-lamest
-stupidest
-idiotic
movie that I had every watched, although some parts were quite hilarious. Still the funny parts does not cover up the retard-ness. And only like 3 groups were watching. Which means out of the whole theater only 15 people were there.
Before the show, we had pepper lunch! Even though it was ex, the food is damn tasty. Haha. :D
After that, we went to the arcade!!! Haha. And played this drum game. The three of us played with one
drum. How did we get the sticks? We took the player 2's sticks and used it for player one! Haha. It was quite fun! We got like quite high points. Haha. On like our third round, we decided to try the medium one and we failed badly.... which kind of sucks...
After that, we went to top up with $1.05 (that's their min, weird no.) And played this spider thingy. Some of the lights on the floor didn't work so we missed like a lot and so only won 3 tickets. Which is pathetic coz we had three people playing that game. Haha.
I kind of wasted money there. But it was F-U-N. :D
I went there with like $24 and I came back with $2. Amazing right????
I'll post more later. If I can... Gonna watch pot!!!
Which was the:
-lamest
-stupidest
-idiotic
movie that I had every watched, although some parts were quite hilarious. Still the funny parts does not cover up the retard-ness. And only like 3 groups were watching. Which means out of the whole theater only 15 people were there.
Before the show, we had pepper lunch! Even though it was ex, the food is damn tasty. Haha. :D
After that, we went to the arcade!!! Haha. And played this drum game. The three of us played with one
drum. How did we get the sticks? We took the player 2's sticks and used it for player one! Haha. It was quite fun! We got like quite high points. Haha. On like our third round, we decided to try the medium one and we failed badly.... which kind of sucks...
After that, we went to top up with $1.05 (that's their min, weird no.) And played this spider thingy. Some of the lights on the floor didn't work so we missed like a lot and so only won 3 tickets. Which is pathetic coz we had three people playing that game. Haha.
I kind of wasted money there. But it was F-U-N. :D
I went there with like $24 and I came back with $2. Amazing right????
I'll post more later. If I can... Gonna watch pot!!!
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Am at Clara's house, using Clara's laptop to post!!!! :D Suppose to be a movie marathon but so far we only watched 3 movies. Haha. Now watching What happens in vegas. Kinda funny.
Come to think of it, her laptop is nice to use. Haha. Sigh, its a sleepover. :D Had kimchi for lunch before Rachel went emo and started scaring the hell out of me. Seriously, its damn scary. Hahaha. Okay I've nth more to post about. Will post tmr after I reach home. :D
I want to watch my anime though. Oh got into the class I wanted. 3/2.
Come to think of it, her laptop is nice to use. Haha. Sigh, its a sleepover. :D Had kimchi for lunch before Rachel went emo and started scaring the hell out of me. Seriously, its damn scary. Hahaha. Okay I've nth more to post about. Will post tmr after I reach home. :D
I want to watch my anime though. Oh got into the class I wanted. 3/2.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Prince of tennis rocks!!!!! In case you all were wondering what the hell I'm talking about. Its an anime!!
The team I support!!!! Seigaku!!!!! This is one of the rarest times that I actually post pictures on the anime I'm watching! This shows how nuts I am about it!!! :D You guys must watch k? I recommend it!(besides D gray man) come to think of it, I've never posted pics on D gray man. Anyway, thats what I shall do next!!!
The two favorite characters of mine in the anime.... drum roll....
TA DAA!!!!!!!! Kawaii desu!!!!
But this is not what they look like. Mada mada dane.
This is Ryoma Echizen. he plays damn well, but sadly its in an anime. Sometimes I feel like playing like them.... But some moves are impossible...
But I prefer Fuji still.... He has this damn cool side to him! :DD Go Fuji!!!!
Okay, I'm wasting time here cause I've no wish to do maths and I want to run (determination from the anime) but apparently there is thunder and lightning. Baka. I was googling for Fuji's pic specially for this post but I accidentally typed fuji without his surname and they gave me Mt. Fuji... -.-"
I'm kinda nervous... tomorrow is results day. Wonder if I managed to get into the class I want. Good luck 2/3!!!
p.s Watch D gray man every sat and sun on okto at 7pm!!!! Just started, if you start watching now, you won't miss much!!!
The team I support!!!! Seigaku!!!!! This is one of the rarest times that I actually post pictures on the anime I'm watching! This shows how nuts I am about it!!! :D You guys must watch k? I recommend it!(besides D gray man) come to think of it, I've never posted pics on D gray man. Anyway, thats what I shall do next!!!
The two favorite characters of mine in the anime.... drum roll....
TA DAA!!!!!!!! Kawaii desu!!!!
But this is not what they look like. Mada mada dane.
This is Ryoma Echizen. he plays damn well, but sadly its in an anime. Sometimes I feel like playing like them.... But some moves are impossible...
But I prefer Fuji still.... He has this damn cool side to him! :DD Go Fuji!!!!Okay, I'm wasting time here cause I've no wish to do maths and I want to run (determination from the anime) but apparently there is thunder and lightning. Baka. I was googling for Fuji's pic specially for this post but I accidentally typed fuji without his surname and they gave me Mt. Fuji... -.-"
I'm kinda nervous... tomorrow is results day. Wonder if I managed to get into the class I want. Good luck 2/3!!!
p.s Watch D gray man every sat and sun on okto at 7pm!!!! Just started, if you start watching now, you won't miss much!!!
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Can you believe it? I actually attended mass on all saints day! I never do attend mass on obligation day. So today is like my first time. :D I don't think I'll be going tomorrow though for All souls day... I didn't even know that there was such a day. Haha.
Cath class was funny. Did on the saint that I admire. Aris was being his lame self again. I wonder if I spelt his name correctly... Anyway it so happened Courteney was talking about Ryan living in our neighbourhood and I was like oh okay. And guess what?!? Coincidentally, I took 163 home and guess who I saw on the bus??? Ryan! Haha.
But I ignored him. Not like he was in my class or anything. And he also got off the same stop as me.. But suddenly he just disappeared. Talk about freaky.
I completely forgot I had music lesson on wed. Same day as the movie marathon. Luckily I managed to push it to a thurs. There is no way am I gonna miss the movie marathon!!! If I was sick (touch wood) I would crawl on my fours if that is the only way I could get there! :D Determined me!
And yesterday I completely made Claire hate me. I was busy rushing the others who came to take a lift from me after sailing that I forgot she was coming too. So in other words you could say I pang seh her, and now I'm feeling damn guilty about it. Moreover, its very very very easy to fall into her hate category which I think I just did... I said I'm sorry to her in an sms but she didn't reply...NO REPLY = ANGRY...
If you read this Claire, I'M SORRY!!!
Cath class was funny. Did on the saint that I admire. Aris was being his lame self again. I wonder if I spelt his name correctly... Anyway it so happened Courteney was talking about Ryan living in our neighbourhood and I was like oh okay. And guess what?!? Coincidentally, I took 163 home and guess who I saw on the bus??? Ryan! Haha.
But I ignored him. Not like he was in my class or anything. And he also got off the same stop as me.. But suddenly he just disappeared. Talk about freaky.
I completely forgot I had music lesson on wed. Same day as the movie marathon. Luckily I managed to push it to a thurs. There is no way am I gonna miss the movie marathon!!! If I was sick (touch wood) I would crawl on my fours if that is the only way I could get there! :D Determined me!
And yesterday I completely made Claire hate me. I was busy rushing the others who came to take a lift from me after sailing that I forgot she was coming too. So in other words you could say I pang seh her, and now I'm feeling damn guilty about it. Moreover, its very very very easy to fall into her hate category which I think I just did... I said I'm sorry to her in an sms but she didn't reply...NO REPLY = ANGRY...
If you read this Claire, I'M SORRY!!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
The holidays have started! :D But i'm no where near the holiday mood. I'm seriously running out of things to do. Its like a cycle...
1.Turn on computer
2.check manga
3.check blog (nobody tags now of these days...)
4.space out debating whether to post or play audition or write my story
5. Get pissed thinking about what to do
6. switch off the com
That's what I do everyday plus reading. Haiz... Now I've an urge to write my story...
Anyway about today. Went to drop off my class choice form. I found it kinda lei chey. Wear uniform just to drop off a form. Then I did that cycle.
Dunno what to do tmr... most probably the same things.
Song of the day: Can I have this dance (HSM3)
1.Turn on computer
2.check manga
3.check blog (nobody tags now of these days...)
4.space out debating whether to post or play audition or write my story
5. Get pissed thinking about what to do
6. switch off the com
That's what I do everyday plus reading. Haiz... Now I've an urge to write my story...
Anyway about today. Went to drop off my class choice form. I found it kinda lei chey. Wear uniform just to drop off a form. Then I did that cycle.
Dunno what to do tmr... most probably the same things.
Song of the day: Can I have this dance (HSM3)
Thursday, October 23, 2008
It was like the saddest day of my life. I really felt like crying but the tears just wouldn't come out. It's the last day of school. Last time I'll be in the same class with all my classmates in 2/3. Last time I'll be known as a 2/3-lian. Last time I'll be in the same class as my friends... Some last words in case I don't see them or talk to them again.
Clara:
Hey there! Thanks for being the best friend I've known since P5. Thanks for being there for me when I cried over my maths results. Thanks for listening to me. Thanks for bearing with me even though I was too sticky, you didn't say anything. Thanks for everything. I mean it. I hope we can still remain as good friends even when we get seperated into different classes. My last few words is do well, strive hard. If you get into 3/1 and have trouble with getting friends whom you can trust and all (I doubt you will have trouble) Just know that I'll be there to hear everything. In exam time, you can still sms me. Even though we might be in different class, I will still try and cheer you on my friend! I really hope that you won't stop talking to me and all. :D I love you! Have fun in your next class. :]
Mellied:
Hello.. Don't be sad. For two years I've being sort of contacting you and that shows that we can have a friendship even though we aren't in the same class. So I'll really be very happy if somehow we end up in the same class. :D I'm really looking forward to that. Try your best, put your best foot forward, never give up! You have worries and all you can still tell me! I'll be there! I know I've not been replying your smses cause I've been kinda busy teaching my sis and stuff. :D But I really hope you will try even though you might not be able to get into the class you want, it doesn't hurt to try! Thank you for everything. Your smses before each exam, you shared with me everything. And that makes me very happy! Do well in you next class!!! I love you loads, best friend! :D
Joan:
Hey. I know you didn't quite like me in Sec one. But I really want to thank you for accepting me. Thanks for being my friend. For everything actually. Your letter before the exam. Your humour and other stuff that really made me happy. Even though I wasn't really that close to you I really like the friendship we shared. Being a friend to you was more than enough for me. Truthfully, I thought I wouldn't get any friends in Secondary school. I'm not a make friend kind of person. So this is more than I expected. Joan, if you have trouble coping Jia you! Never give up! Sec three may be tough but you can do it! Don't worry too much, you fall, you get up again. So just keep trying! You can do it! I'll still give you a birthday present next year!!! :DD I love you! See you during CCA or if possible when we meet up again!
Lummie:
Hey dear friend! Please don't transfer. I know you might not like the class that you may go into. But having you in another class is better than having you in another school! Its much more harder to contact you. And when we do our O' Level's and its just weird that you won't be there in the same hall as me. I'll really miss you if you leave! It'll be harder to get together with you. You are like the only person that I can watch a movie together with. Cause both of us don't really like a big group. So don't leave!!! Just jia you! I know you worked hard but you can work harder! Try!!!! I really will miss you. But also I want to thank you! You were the first friend I made in Sec one. Thank you for everything. You were there for me and all. Even though it was only two years I reall enjoyed those two years. Thanks for being such a good friend to me! I love you a lot! :D
Thank you all!!! I really hope to be in th same class if I can! I love you guys a lot!!!
Clara:
Hey there! Thanks for being the best friend I've known since P5. Thanks for being there for me when I cried over my maths results. Thanks for listening to me. Thanks for bearing with me even though I was too sticky, you didn't say anything. Thanks for everything. I mean it. I hope we can still remain as good friends even when we get seperated into different classes. My last few words is do well, strive hard. If you get into 3/1 and have trouble with getting friends whom you can trust and all (I doubt you will have trouble) Just know that I'll be there to hear everything. In exam time, you can still sms me. Even though we might be in different class, I will still try and cheer you on my friend! I really hope that you won't stop talking to me and all. :D I love you! Have fun in your next class. :]
Mellied:
Hello.. Don't be sad. For two years I've being sort of contacting you and that shows that we can have a friendship even though we aren't in the same class. So I'll really be very happy if somehow we end up in the same class. :D I'm really looking forward to that. Try your best, put your best foot forward, never give up! You have worries and all you can still tell me! I'll be there! I know I've not been replying your smses cause I've been kinda busy teaching my sis and stuff. :D But I really hope you will try even though you might not be able to get into the class you want, it doesn't hurt to try! Thank you for everything. Your smses before each exam, you shared with me everything. And that makes me very happy! Do well in you next class!!! I love you loads, best friend! :D
Joan:
Hey. I know you didn't quite like me in Sec one. But I really want to thank you for accepting me. Thanks for being my friend. For everything actually. Your letter before the exam. Your humour and other stuff that really made me happy. Even though I wasn't really that close to you I really like the friendship we shared. Being a friend to you was more than enough for me. Truthfully, I thought I wouldn't get any friends in Secondary school. I'm not a make friend kind of person. So this is more than I expected. Joan, if you have trouble coping Jia you! Never give up! Sec three may be tough but you can do it! Don't worry too much, you fall, you get up again. So just keep trying! You can do it! I'll still give you a birthday present next year!!! :DD I love you! See you during CCA or if possible when we meet up again!
Lummie:
Hey dear friend! Please don't transfer. I know you might not like the class that you may go into. But having you in another class is better than having you in another school! Its much more harder to contact you. And when we do our O' Level's and its just weird that you won't be there in the same hall as me. I'll really miss you if you leave! It'll be harder to get together with you. You are like the only person that I can watch a movie together with. Cause both of us don't really like a big group. So don't leave!!! Just jia you! I know you worked hard but you can work harder! Try!!!! I really will miss you. But also I want to thank you! You were the first friend I made in Sec one. Thank you for everything. You were there for me and all. Even though it was only two years I reall enjoyed those two years. Thanks for being such a good friend to me! I love you a lot! :D
Thank you all!!! I really hope to be in th same class if I can! I love you guys a lot!!!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Was told about level position this morning. I feel kinda sad and surprised. Sad that I may not be able to get into 3/2 even though I really want to...
Surprised that I actually got a 47. I thought with my sucky results I would get like 50 plus or something higher... Well, this is still not good....
Why can't they make this so much easier... Anyway tomorrow is the last day of school!! Time pass so fast... I'm goona be Sec 3 next year. Kinda scary when I think about it.
Not much to say about today. Will post tomorrow if I'm in a better mood. IF.
Surprised that I actually got a 47. I thought with my sucky results I would get like 50 plus or something higher... Well, this is still not good....
Why can't they make this so much easier... Anyway tomorrow is the last day of school!! Time pass so fast... I'm goona be Sec 3 next year. Kinda scary when I think about it.
Not much to say about today. Will post tomorrow if I'm in a better mood. IF.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I feel so happy today! Not that school was great or anything like that. I'm just glad that Clara was finally honest with me. Last year, I had the feeling that she kind of hated me and so started avoiding me. I felt kinda lonely and depressed and my thought about school everyday was that it sucks.
Finally today she told me she was annoyed with me last year as I was too sticky. That's what I felt too. But no one told me that and so I didn't change. I wasn't really sure if they actually liked me now. As a friend. So being afraid of myself being too sticky again this year I kind of kept my distance. But now, I think things are getting better. :D But I don't wanna put my hopes too high. I really don't want to feel like how I did the last time... Its.... well you know. Well, at least I got this out of my chest. And I think Joan is okay with me now...
Next thing on my mind is my streaming. I'm scared I can't get into 3/2. I really want to go there but its popular so I don't think with my level position I can actually make it there. And I'm feeling really mixed up feelings for leaving my class. On one side, that's what I've been hoping for since sec 1 because I felt lonely then. But now, things had changed. So one part feels sad that It's highly unlikely for my great friends I made in this class to be in the same class as me.
I'll really miss you guys. You guys were great! LOVE YOU ALL!!
I'm gonna make tmr the best day of my life! GO 2/3! LAST CLASS EVENT WE'LL BE DOING!!
Finally today she told me she was annoyed with me last year as I was too sticky. That's what I felt too. But no one told me that and so I didn't change. I wasn't really sure if they actually liked me now. As a friend. So being afraid of myself being too sticky again this year I kind of kept my distance. But now, I think things are getting better. :D But I don't wanna put my hopes too high. I really don't want to feel like how I did the last time... Its.... well you know. Well, at least I got this out of my chest. And I think Joan is okay with me now...
Next thing on my mind is my streaming. I'm scared I can't get into 3/2. I really want to go there but its popular so I don't think with my level position I can actually make it there. And I'm feeling really mixed up feelings for leaving my class. On one side, that's what I've been hoping for since sec 1 because I felt lonely then. But now, things had changed. So one part feels sad that It's highly unlikely for my great friends I made in this class to be in the same class as me.
I'll really miss you guys. You guys were great! LOVE YOU ALL!!
I'm gonna make tmr the best day of my life! GO 2/3! LAST CLASS EVENT WE'LL BE DOING!!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Went to Gwen's house today for dance pract.
At first I was like huh? Through out the whole thing. It was only like an hour later did we get the first part down. For me, I'm going the jigger bug or whatever you call it. But the others are doing hip hop. The moves were quite cool. I kinda wanted to do hip hop but the moves were easier and stuff so I was dumped in the "ladybug" I was the only one who got the moves right after the first few tries. Yay Me! Haha. Sorry didn't mean to boast. I was so tired after the practice. After my group got almost everything right, I went into the hip hop practice room where clara and the rest were practicing. It wsa hard I have to admit but Clara thought me some and I thought it wasn't that bad. The song wasn't that nice, it was okay for me.
A friend of my dad's came over and is still here now. He's the one who is the manager of the game we played just this year. The business one. He brought some over too. There is actually three segments. One for primary, one for secondary and the last one is for adults. Quite cool right?
Okay, I'm gonna watch my show. Tata for now!
At first I was like huh? Through out the whole thing. It was only like an hour later did we get the first part down. For me, I'm going the jigger bug or whatever you call it. But the others are doing hip hop. The moves were quite cool. I kinda wanted to do hip hop but the moves were easier and stuff so I was dumped in the "ladybug" I was the only one who got the moves right after the first few tries. Yay Me! Haha. Sorry didn't mean to boast. I was so tired after the practice. After my group got almost everything right, I went into the hip hop practice room where clara and the rest were practicing. It wsa hard I have to admit but Clara thought me some and I thought it wasn't that bad. The song wasn't that nice, it was okay for me.
A friend of my dad's came over and is still here now. He's the one who is the manager of the game we played just this year. The business one. He brought some over too. There is actually three segments. One for primary, one for secondary and the last one is for adults. Quite cool right?
Okay, I'm gonna watch my show. Tata for now!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
The stupidest thing happened to me today. I went to cath class and had to take a bus back.
Only when I was about to leave from my grandparent's place I found out that I forgot to bring my wallet. How stupid was that? Before I left my parents house, I even confirmed with them that I was taking the bus home.
Silly me left the house without checking if I had my wallet with me. After that, back to grandparent's place, I took like one dollar plus. Before that I only wanted 55 cents. Cause isn't that the price?
Then, I took out 60 cents and dumped it at the coin slot when I entered 163. I stood by the ticketing machine and waited for the bus driver to press the button. But he didn't do anything then I stared at him. I gave him the O.o look. Then he noticed me and asked me, where's my card? I was like are you blind? I didn't bring it or else why would I pay by cash. But of course I didn't say that. I said I forgot to bring it and he gave my a questioning look. Before asking. How much you put inside? I replied 60 cents. He then asked me in a very irritated way where I was going. I was already damn worried by that time. I was like Yio Chu Kang and then he was like YIO CHU KANG IS AT LEAST $1! I was like O.O okay!! Seesh, he didn't have to shout.
So stupid....
Oh. I really want to get the latest Daniel Powter cd. :D
Only when I was about to leave from my grandparent's place I found out that I forgot to bring my wallet. How stupid was that? Before I left my parents house, I even confirmed with them that I was taking the bus home.
Silly me left the house without checking if I had my wallet with me. After that, back to grandparent's place, I took like one dollar plus. Before that I only wanted 55 cents. Cause isn't that the price?
Then, I took out 60 cents and dumped it at the coin slot when I entered 163. I stood by the ticketing machine and waited for the bus driver to press the button. But he didn't do anything then I stared at him. I gave him the O.o look. Then he noticed me and asked me, where's my card? I was like are you blind? I didn't bring it or else why would I pay by cash. But of course I didn't say that. I said I forgot to bring it and he gave my a questioning look. Before asking. How much you put inside? I replied 60 cents. He then asked me in a very irritated way where I was going. I was already damn worried by that time. I was like Yio Chu Kang and then he was like YIO CHU KANG IS AT LEAST $1! I was like O.O okay!! Seesh, he didn't have to shout.
So stupid....
Oh. I really want to get the latest Daniel Powter cd. :D
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Yesterday I felt very angry and today I feel damn sad and depressed.
I'm content with Lit and Chinese. I'm very happy with English.
But I'm damn sad with maths.
I got a b4. I was so expecting to get at least 70 and over. Depression.
If I could drink drunk I would.
I would cry my heart out.
I would sleep or do anything to forget everything.
I'm content with Lit and Chinese. I'm very happy with English.
But I'm damn sad with maths.
I got a b4. I was so expecting to get at least 70 and over. Depression.
If I could drink drunk I would.
I would cry my heart out.
I would sleep or do anything to forget everything.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Freak this day. I knew it from the start. Instinct told me I should not set foot into the school compound today. But I ignored it. Such a smart move.
I forgot my form and I think I lost it. That started my panic one.
Next, Rachel didn't come. Surprise surprise. She was already sick on sunday. Why didn't she tell us? If she knew she was not coming telling us in the morning is not helpful. And since she told us at the last minute that she couldn't come who was going to present? Panic number two on the role.
That I can still take in. But the worst is what clare did. I mean at the level two there, I was panicking like shit and asking what to do, deciding who to present. I was thinking of nut and then clare came upstairs so I was like Clare come here. Help me to decide that kind of thing and she just looks at me like she's on the verge of crying and just left! SHE FREAKING LEFT ME THERE TO SETTLE EVERYTHING!
I went back to class with Shipei they all to get the script I thought maybe she had something to do that's why she left me. Then I called denise and nut to settle things. I thought Clare could help me with the script cause when I was online discussing with them on the script I wasn't there most of the time cause I was having dinner. She just ignored me. SHE FREAKING IGNORED ME! I was like WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS WRONG WITH HER!
I talked to Lynette, found out that clare actually didn't want things to be pushed to her. I was like okay that I understand. But I was bloody panicking and thinking of substitutes and ways to deal with it. I needed her help with the script. Fine with me if she doesn't want to do it. Fine by me if she doesn't want to say it. But the very fact that she chose to ignore me pisses me off. I mean I was outside. FREAKING STANDING OUTSIDE, PANICKING. and what does she do? Just ignore me. OH I'M SO FINE WITH THAT.
If she just says that she's not doing it. Okay so it'll be. She won't do it. I will gladly do it if she just freaking tell me what to say!!! I was hardly there when they discussed it.
After that she freaking acts as if nothing happened. Oh it's over. And I was expecting an apology or something. I mean come on!!! Even though Denise or nut didn't want to do it they were helping me think of a freaking solution!
And lynette was like her messenger. Clare is scared. She's scared. Well, Clare, if you knew I was angry then you should apologise and not act like everything is okay. IT WAS NOT FREAKING OKAY!!!
I just feel damn betrayed. Am I that mean to always pass everything to you??? Passing you the job of presenting was the last thing I had on my bloody mind.
I really am lost. I dunno what to do now. I don't even know if I should be angry or just damn sad.
I forgot my form and I think I lost it. That started my panic one.
Next, Rachel didn't come. Surprise surprise. She was already sick on sunday. Why didn't she tell us? If she knew she was not coming telling us in the morning is not helpful. And since she told us at the last minute that she couldn't come who was going to present? Panic number two on the role.
That I can still take in. But the worst is what clare did. I mean at the level two there, I was panicking like shit and asking what to do, deciding who to present. I was thinking of nut and then clare came upstairs so I was like Clare come here. Help me to decide that kind of thing and she just looks at me like she's on the verge of crying and just left! SHE FREAKING LEFT ME THERE TO SETTLE EVERYTHING!
I went back to class with Shipei they all to get the script I thought maybe she had something to do that's why she left me. Then I called denise and nut to settle things. I thought Clare could help me with the script cause when I was online discussing with them on the script I wasn't there most of the time cause I was having dinner. She just ignored me. SHE FREAKING IGNORED ME! I was like WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS WRONG WITH HER!
I talked to Lynette, found out that clare actually didn't want things to be pushed to her. I was like okay that I understand. But I was bloody panicking and thinking of substitutes and ways to deal with it. I needed her help with the script. Fine with me if she doesn't want to do it. Fine by me if she doesn't want to say it. But the very fact that she chose to ignore me pisses me off. I mean I was outside. FREAKING STANDING OUTSIDE, PANICKING. and what does she do? Just ignore me. OH I'M SO FINE WITH THAT.
If she just says that she's not doing it. Okay so it'll be. She won't do it. I will gladly do it if she just freaking tell me what to say!!! I was hardly there when they discussed it.
After that she freaking acts as if nothing happened. Oh it's over. And I was expecting an apology or something. I mean come on!!! Even though Denise or nut didn't want to do it they were helping me think of a freaking solution!
And lynette was like her messenger. Clare is scared. She's scared. Well, Clare, if you knew I was angry then you should apologise and not act like everything is okay. IT WAS NOT FREAKING OKAY!!!
I just feel damn betrayed. Am I that mean to always pass everything to you??? Passing you the job of presenting was the last thing I had on my bloody mind.
I really am lost. I dunno what to do now. I don't even know if I should be angry or just damn sad.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Hey peeps! Changed my blogskin and song. Just thought it was time to change. Haha.
Okay about today, I went out to Junction 8 to watch a movie; HOUSE BUNNY! It was very funny. Went to watch it with King Kong. We were suppose to meet at 1:45 but I was late and King Kong was later! Hahaha. I went to rush to get the tickets only to ans a call from King Kong saying she's still at SGH. I was like WHAT?!? Haha. But anyway we got into the theater on time. The commercials were still rolling when we got to our seats.
I think today is some special day for me. I kept bumping into people! First I saw Ms Puja when I got of the bus and I was like O.o Was that who I think it was? Haha. Then on my way into the mall I saw Joan's cousin and then while queuing up to buy popcorn I saw my cath class friend. I pretended to didn't see and who knew? I entered the cinema and I saw her sitting in the row behind mine. At first I was finding my seat number in the dark and suddenly she calls out my name. And after the show on my way out I saw Judith. Haha. So many people in one place. Hahaha.
On my way home, I didn't know why I had this deep gut feeling that I was going to die very soon. And when I was in the bus I was like considering. What happenes if a car hits on the side that I'm sitting or the other side or the front or the back? How severe will the injuries will be? Will be nice? Maybe it'll help me nullify my thoughts. It's really stressful. I really don't know why. Its those days that I don't want to think at all and it really hurts. All the what ifs and all. Plus tomorrow is results day. Its so stressful. There is results need to look after my sister makes sure she studies and in addition with my mum screaming to mark and all. That is why I don't feel like living sometimes. Not that I'm goona commit sucide or anything. But on these days I really want to shut down.
Okay about today, I went out to Junction 8 to watch a movie; HOUSE BUNNY! It was very funny. Went to watch it with King Kong. We were suppose to meet at 1:45 but I was late and King Kong was later! Hahaha. I went to rush to get the tickets only to ans a call from King Kong saying she's still at SGH. I was like WHAT?!? Haha. But anyway we got into the theater on time. The commercials were still rolling when we got to our seats.
I think today is some special day for me. I kept bumping into people! First I saw Ms Puja when I got of the bus and I was like O.o Was that who I think it was? Haha. Then on my way into the mall I saw Joan's cousin and then while queuing up to buy popcorn I saw my cath class friend. I pretended to didn't see and who knew? I entered the cinema and I saw her sitting in the row behind mine. At first I was finding my seat number in the dark and suddenly she calls out my name. And after the show on my way out I saw Judith. Haha. So many people in one place. Hahaha.
On my way home, I didn't know why I had this deep gut feeling that I was going to die very soon. And when I was in the bus I was like considering. What happenes if a car hits on the side that I'm sitting or the other side or the front or the back? How severe will the injuries will be? Will be nice? Maybe it'll help me nullify my thoughts. It's really stressful. I really don't know why. Its those days that I don't want to think at all and it really hurts. All the what ifs and all. Plus tomorrow is results day. Its so stressful. There is results need to look after my sister makes sure she studies and in addition with my mum screaming to mark and all. That is why I don't feel like living sometimes. Not that I'm goona commit sucide or anything. But on these days I really want to shut down.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Ryan Cabrera - I will remember you
Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple 'cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
We're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
God thank you, thank you
I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple 'cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
We're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
God thank you, thank you
I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Exams are over!!! Today is the official day that i post on this semi-dead blog of mine! :D
Well, things weren't really great at start. When i came back from school I went to use the com and open the wonderful list I created! On all the anime and manga and books to read and watch! So from my big big list I picked an anime. Pity D Gray man has ended... sigh. and the ending sucked... But they say its only cancelled for the time being. So i'm waiting for it to come back :]
Okay enough about anime. Hahaha. After watching for a while the stupid megavideo forbade me to watch more... bloody thing. they said that I've watched 1169 mins of video and I had to wait a bloody tooty 2 hours before I could watch more!!!! I was damn pissed. I didn't even watch thagt much!!! 6 episodes was only 3 hours!!!! And after that, my mum came home. Gotta admit it was weird using the computer in front of her. haha. But then there came the scoldings again. Sigh. So stupid. She came and tell me to go and mark my sis's work and that's what i did. She only told me about english and so that was what i marked. And being the... ARGH!.. she is. she comes and scold me for not teaching my sis, not marking in time so she could teach my sis the mistakes.
For heaven's sake! I'm not even her freaking teacher! n I didn't even enjoy the first day of being exam free....
I think i'm rambling on... Hahaha. I shall stop. Anyway i only posted to pass time while my show was loading!!! GO ANIME!!
Anime of the month: Xxxholic
Well, things weren't really great at start. When i came back from school I went to use the com and open the wonderful list I created! On all the anime and manga and books to read and watch! So from my big big list I picked an anime. Pity D Gray man has ended... sigh. and the ending sucked... But they say its only cancelled for the time being. So i'm waiting for it to come back :]
Okay enough about anime. Hahaha. After watching for a while the stupid megavideo forbade me to watch more... bloody thing. they said that I've watched 1169 mins of video and I had to wait a bloody tooty 2 hours before I could watch more!!!! I was damn pissed. I didn't even watch thagt much!!! 6 episodes was only 3 hours!!!! And after that, my mum came home. Gotta admit it was weird using the computer in front of her. haha. But then there came the scoldings again. Sigh. So stupid. She came and tell me to go and mark my sis's work and that's what i did. She only told me about english and so that was what i marked. And being the... ARGH!.. she is. she comes and scold me for not teaching my sis, not marking in time so she could teach my sis the mistakes.
For heaven's sake! I'm not even her freaking teacher! n I didn't even enjoy the first day of being exam free....
I think i'm rambling on... Hahaha. I shall stop. Anyway i only posted to pass time while my show was loading!!! GO ANIME!!
Anime of the month: Xxxholic
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