Today I had a few mixed feelings. Well, the day wasn't really that great. Firstly, some bloody inconsiderate horrible heartless ass of a person decided to cut off the bananas gearing on my banana tree. Like what the hell. It isn't even ripe neither is it yours!! Anyway, next was my distant cousin. I decided to text him since we finally had a topic to talk about but you know there I a nicer way of saying you dun wanna tall to me other than saying case close. Like what the fuxk man. Do I look like some freaking stranger asking you these stuff??? Freak man.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.


How I wish I could do this.

Truth be told, I miss you.
Truth be told, I like you.
Truth be told, I love you.
Truth be told, I'm lying.

Finally, a break from prelims!!! At last a time to post on
my blog. Sigh. Overall, this week has been very hectic. It feels as if I've been doing 4 weeks of prelims!! The papers were 'unusually' hard. You can actually hear my sacarsm. Physics was okay so was chem. The killer one would have to be bio. And here I was actually hoping that I could score for bio...

Other than exam-wise I think my life it's pretty much normal. Today is an exception though. It was one of the best lunch outing I'd ever had. Went to YIshun with Des, averil, Sherm and Cheryl. We couldn't decided on where to eat so we spent about 5 mins outside tp station contemplating on what to eat and where. Finally we settled for Seoul garden!!!!! Truthfully speaking, the lunch was awesome!!! :D Each of us had to pay 15.65 but I think it was very worth it considering the amount we ate. Hahaha. I've never eaten so much chicken and egg in my whole entire life. >.< in total we spent about 3 hours on our lunch. In fact we could have gone on but averil had tuition and so we had to rush to the mrt after that. But I think today will be a day that I'll never forget. :)

It really feels as if I took my chem paper a week ago and my bio paper on Monday or something. My sense of time is really screwed up. Haha. It doesn't feel like was cramming my head off yesterday... Tomorrow, there is piano lesson again. I have a feeling that she'll kill me this time because I haven't practiced this whole week. Haha. I'm still surprised that she said I improved on my second piece last week when i hardly touched the piano last week. Maybe this Is a perfect example that too much practice may cause more harm than good...

Okay. It's getting late and so I shall stop here with a joke from my mum. Well, it's more of the stupid thing she said. So we're in the front porch, loading the boot and she says 'If there is no space, put it in the car.'

Something to laugh about to those who get it. :D