This whole week has been very hectic. Finally the weekend is here and I can take a breather. Sigh.

Well, there was a chemistry test and an english test. Not to mention another suprise test. I hardly have time to study extra. Not only that, today piano was horrible. The teacher could so tell I didn't practice. This wed there is going to be piano again. Cause I'll be missing next sat's one cause of SA camp!! Can't wait!!! Very excited about it!!!!

Still have tons of hw to complete. I plan to finish Geog and English tonight then tmr I just finish up SS and cram BIOLOGY!!!! Have a freaking SPA on Monday. Very nervous. Then there is also CCA this tue. So not looking forward to see the coach.


I pray he doesn't scold me this time.
* Goong 119 just came out~ >.< *

I guess i should really change my blogskin sometime soon. Haha. Well, I guess I have to wait for a day where I am very free with nothing better to do...

Anyway, it's a bit rare for me to be posting on a Sunday and at 8:50 too. Haha. Well, the reason is cause my mum is out for dinner so we had an early, VERY EARLY dinner!!! :D We meaning my dad, sis and I. Haha. I just finish printing the latest timetable. Hate it. A LOT!!!!

I didn't come here to post about my day today but about a manga I found. >.<

Hot guy!!!! HAHAHA. Its called dance in the Vampire Bund and as you know first thing I look at when finding a manga is how cool the guy looks. Hahaha. This is AWESOMENESS I say!!!


:D

I am going to be a good catholic and listen to Father mike. Haha. I'm going to answer the question how do I feel now? (Was that the exact question? I can't remember.) Anyway, the answer is TIRED!!!! Obviously this is just a draft, I'm not going to type a personal prayer on my blog for the whole world to see. :D

Today was the first time in 2010 that I went for SAILING!!!!! There were a few shocking changes.

No. 1 tps now knows who I am and my name and my class. How great is that? Not only do I see her for the whole of today, I see her on monday too.. when there is PE. How awesome is that? SIGH.

Next, omg. Jiao Lian changed a lot!!!! As in personality wise. Instead of swearing ka ma de or ben dan, he actually says JIA YOU!!! OMG. HOW FREAKY IS THAT?!?

Lastly, he stopped scolding us and actually let us out at sea till quite late!!!! What I can't believe is that he said we improved!!!! personally, I felt I didn't improved. I forgot all my skills. O.O After training my legs bacame all jelly. very wobbly. Took me like 5 mins to steady myself after getting off the boat. Now my knees are covered with bruises and scratches. I feel like covering both knees with tons of plaster. Haha.

I'm going post on one more thing and it'll end. Cause I still need to practice piano but I wonder how when I'm zombie-fied.... tomorrow, piano teacher is going to kill me...

I SAW MRS TUTTI IN THE TRAIN!!!! She got on at NOVENA!!!!!

I'm feeling very frustrated right now. Seriously, I don't even know why!

I guess you could say that everything went downhill after dinner. Well, my mum became very bossy. Like to the max. I was helping my dad find something and she just shouted "Stephanie!!! Where are you!!!! I still have work to do after this!! Why you so slow!!!!" I was like wth. You talk so much why don't you do it yourself?? (And now thinking about this is making me even more pissed.)

Next, was at grandparent's place already. Before she went she ordered rather than asked to do her a favour and that brings me to the next thing. When people ask you "Can you help me do a favour?" before you can answer they actually ramble on about what needs to be done to you? Yeah and that's what happened with my mum. Before I could say yes or no she just told me what to do. I mean if you expect me to do, why give me a choice in the first place? What's the use of asking such a redundant question? You might as well save your breathe and tell me to the point and hurry home to finish whatever work you have.

Before we left, another incident happened. From the mood I'm in, you can tell its not a good one. Well, my bro left his face soap in the bathroom and called my mum to help him take and that was when we were in the car already. My mum got pissed and so she ordered me to take it. The convo was as such.

M: Stupid boy! Girl, go to the pond there and ask them to take for you since the house key is in here with the car key... (That's where she rambles on and where I lose my temper.)

S: "YOU DIDN'T TELL ME TAKE WHAT!!!"

Yupp. I did shout. Seriously, I get it that he's wrong and you want to hurry up. But, you keep nagging and blaming other people don't you think you are at fault too? Plus while you're blaming people you are freaking wasting your own time. Tsk.

I guess this incident plus my lack of sleep plus the medication plus the drowsiness is making me pissed off with almost everything.

My dad just got an I-phone. Damn cool!
Sad thing is he doesn't have any games in there but there is WI FI!!!! Hahaha. I sound like Rosh... There's a possibility of surfing the net with his phone!!! Cool!!!! Now as I think about it, my family is like going through some technical update. Its like almost everyone is getting the latest stuff. Haha.

I finally get my cravings fulfilled!!! I'm having kimchi for lunch and beef for dinner!!!! I'm starving right now. Haha.

I'm so glad tomorrow is a holiday. Still unsure how tomorrow is going to turn out but I think all holidays will turn out AWESOME!!! Haha. This tue will be starting sailing training again. Its going to be twice a week now cause jiao lian won't be here for the whole of feb. Haha. Kinda happy about that. xD Anyway, won't be attending this tue's one cause I have an MC and I have the mass rehearsal to attend which over runs CCA. Haha. So TPS can't do anything about it. I'm going her and MC so that she has no way of criticising my mum for having horrible letter writing skills.

Another thing to blog about is on friday we were given a survey to do and they asked me questions like do I tell my parents everything/ do I trust my parents etc. And I was thinking actually, I tell them too much. Hahaha. I mean its okay if they just listen but I hate it when my mum finds something in what I have just told her and nag to me about it. Like when I told her my sailing coach was going to be away she was like why is it this or why then you never... yeah. and the thing goes on...

tsk. Annoying.

I am sick again. How awesome is that?

Well, I think it must be the stress. haha. Lucky I do not have to skip school if not that would really suck. Yesterday, I felt super crappy. Had a throbbing headache... Last night had a broken sleep too. I went to sleep at 8:30 and woke up at 9:45 to feel very hot, so I got up to switch on the fan. Haha. Then woke up at 2:45. Felt my throat was very dry so i went down to drink a cup of water and went back to sleep. woke up at 6:30 and couldn't go back to sleep. So I drank milo and watched tv!!! Hahaha. After that had breakfast and went to sleep again at 9:45 am. This time I slept till 11:45. Haha. Had to take med.

I seriously feel like a pig sleeping most of the time. Feel very very sian. Can't do much when I'm sick...

Guess what? My grandfather got mio tv installed in his home yesterday!!! there is a korean channel!!!!!!! But other than that,there is nothing much. I still prefer starhub.

Today was the start of the second week of school. Well, in short the worst day of my life. I am not in the mood to post a supeer long post or complaint. Instead, it'll be short and sweet! My fav.

1. Suprise SS test
Not only was it a surprise, it was on freaking deterance. (Fail.)

2. Chem test is pushed forward.

3. Physics SPA was freaking rubbish.
My graph was rubbish. My answers were rubbish and to summarise it, i wrote rubbish. If she didn't return the paper for us to redo, I would have failed it hands down eyes closed. That's not the best part yet. Its the freaking last pract before our real spa. And its not even related!!!

4. English I forgot to but the jotter book. Luckily she was nice. If not I would really loathe today.

5. Got to be the presenter for my group.

Finally, after that, SCHOOL ENDED!!! It felt like i died 3 times and came back to life again. Sigh. Tomorrow is CJC open house. I would love to go but there's CCA. Sigh...

Currently, I'm sneak posting. Haha. Well, I'm supposed to be doing hw and studying for SS but I'm breaking that by using my bro's laptop. You could say I was tempted to post. Cause next week sure is going to be hectic. Firstly, fri is when sailing starts. Thinking of that, I got to find my sailing stuff. Probably has cobwebs and insects...

And there are the tests... really not in the mood to study. Yesterday was awesome. haha. For the first time in my life, I did the colour thingy, the one where kinergarden kids paint with the bottles of paint provided and they sit on tiny stools. Yeah, you get my point. The first one we did (Sera, Yi Jing, Lummie and Emelyn) it was a complete FAIL!!!

Crap. Mom's home.

Random note. I think the name stephania will grow on me.

I just discovered something. When I am stressed, I tend to become depressed and moody. Sigh. Well, the thing that is bugging me right now is my cca which is starting next fri.

Apparently, I will be participating in this year's interschool. Not only that, its like 2 freaking days after my birthday. How sucky is that? And so I'll be having intense training sessions before that. Which will be tue and fri. On tue, by the time I reach home is going to be 8 plus. How am I going to study let alone revise for tests?

Okay, I'm being insensitive cause sheryl has it much worse. But I need to destress and besides running this is my only other way of de-stressing. Next thing is I noticed I've been saying mean things without knowing this few days. That's the second thing bugging me. I'M SORRY! especially to my best buds. SORRY!!!

Well, that brings me to the third thing. Recently, cheryl's been having some problems. So as a friend, I tried to help her today. Well, I guess I just made matters worse. I was unthoughtful and uncaring. I'm sorry!

Today was the first day of school. One word to describe it all.

OVERWHELMING.

Seriously, who starts lessons and homework on the first day??? I was excited about school at first. Could finally see my friends again!!! Besides that, when I heard lessons were going to continue my mood just plummeted.

Morning was okay. Chose new seats!!! I love my new seat!!! In between cheryl and sheryl! But tomorrow its going to change. cause sheryl can't see the board due to elsa. Haha. At least they're still nearby. :D

Well, as lessons started, time flew. And it only made me more aware of O levels. Sigh. There is like a freaking chem test next week. And this year my birthday is going to be horrid. There is a bloody SPA on my birthday!! Sigh.

Really stressful. Now I finally understood what my bro meant when he said Sec 4 he had no life. I totally agree with him now. Hahaha.

Other then that, today was actually AWESOME. Hahaha. I manage to find my sassy girl Chun hyang the OST score sheet! ^~^ Gonna print it and practice it!! Its like my getaway from school work. Haha.

At least tomorrow is an early day!

Shall I eat ice cream tmr? Miss it alot. >.<

Tomorrow, school officially reopens.

Talk about time flying. Come to think of it, I haven't really posted anything about the new year. Heh.

My aims for this year!
1. Start off school being neat and organized!
2. Study hard!!!
3. Official ban from com games and new manga till after O's.

That's what I've come up so far. Haha. I pray I'll follow these. 2009 was a really great year as I look back on it. I manage to fit in with my new class. Met some awesome teachers and the not so nice one. Met AWESOME new friends!!! I can't believe I'm turning 16 this year. Sweet sixteen eh. I feel so old. Haha.

Talk about birthday, I've quite a few birthday presents to wrap. :D I hope Sec 4 won't be too hard. But that's probably wishful thinking. Haha. Well, got a whole new black file and as some who know me, I have new pics of Allen Walker pasted in it!!!! :D


Well, this will be the last post on the last day of my hols. When I post the next time, it'll be about my school life. Be it the good or the bad. Well, I pray it'll be more good than bad. Then again, with the kind of teachers, I may never know...



Last note.To all my friends.
EVERYONE JIA YOU FOR OUR LAST YEAR!!!! IT'LL BE AWESOME!!!!!
Love,
Steph :D

I FREAKING LOST MY EZ LINK CARD!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

T.T