Heard the latest logic? You don't exercise for 4 days after eating like 2 buffets you will die? Well that's what my bloody mother said. What the hell man! You know what, I'm tired of pretending that there is nothing wrong with me, tired of telling myself that things will get better. For 4 days in a row, scolding. Things will never get better. I can't wait for tomorrow. Get to go out with my friends. Out of this pathetic place. You know what I found out today? Life REALLY sucks.

So far so good. Haha. I've been posting very frequently. Usually by now I would be in the "screw this blog" mood. Cause I would go which idiot posts everyday anyway? I can always do tomorrow... And BINGO! My tomorrow never comes. Haha. So about today. Well its like any typical day. I think you all are tired of me bragging about my piano lessons and stuff. So I shall start with the most random. I hate holiday hw. You know that? Plus my sis. Now she's really getting on my nerves reading my post and stuff. On with my life. There is no cath class today so I can use the com until my mum gets up that is. Haha. So i'm currently sneaking on. I have no idea what to do now though. Shall I watch, play or read? Haiz.. The computer can be boring at some times especially the one I'm using now cause there are no games in this stupid laptop. But as long there is access to internet I'm happy. Hahaha. In like 2 hours time I got to bring my sis to swimming. Which is quite irritating. Oh well, I will continue this post later. Have nothing else to say. If I don't stop I'm going to sprout nonsense like now. Haha.

Late night posting...
I thought today would be the day that there would be no shouting and stuff. But when I reached my grandparents' place around 11 tonight. First, I fell asleep in the car because I was damn tired and I was so full from dinner. My reasoning or logic: full dinner= sleep in car (only when I'm out for dinner)
Well. I was upstairs walking around half dead and changing clothes and stuff when my grandmother insisted that my sister never do work, but my mum say she did and so somehow this started a quarrel and ended up with my grandfather shouting. When he shouts I really mean SHOUT. So my grandfather started shouting and the right thing for us by standers like me to do was to shut up. I feel damn sad for my grandmother. She twice in a row get shouting from my grandfather. Anyway that was not the worse.
Sometimes I wonder why I bother to try. My mother was in the car and I was minding my own business when my stupid sister had to open her big fat mouth and go where is the remote for the car radio ah? Then my mum is already pissed over the same unsolved family matters that had been on for over 10 years already. About my father's parents. So here is how the conversation went.
(Searching for the remote by the car door)
Mum: Not here ah.
me: Should be what. I left it there.
Mum: NOT HERE!
(here we go again.)
Mum: you so bloody clumsy. All you know is sleep sleep sleep. When you open the door for all I know the remote must have dropped on to the road!
At this rate I'm like What the hell???? I understand if it drops between the seats or car door but on the road? I mean come on. I'm coherent enough to know if it fell to the bloody floor or not!!! NOOO had to go and call my bro ask him to check the road. Isn't that like a bit too dramatic?
She's like putting more stress on me. Expects me to teach my sister and score good grades. Help sis here. Help sis there. Report to grandmother that she has finish all her work and stuff. Expect me to complete all my homework by next wed. Expect me to do her maths and motes with all the things piling up. Mark my sis work, explain all the mistakes. You tell me how the f*** am I gonna complete all these within one day?!? I'm not a freaking robot or some servant you can push around. I've my limits too you know!!! This is why I feel like crying on days like this.

Okay, my post for today. Hahaha. You know what I think I shall delete the bat thingy.. haha. Great, I'm not hesistating. Sigh. Anyway about today! Its okay for once. Haha. I decided to dedicate today to watching D Gray man. Hahaha. I'm addicted to it. The previous one was death note. I really should stop watching. But its so nice! Anyway monday shall be maple day, tuesday is audi day. Hahaha. I shan't think so far. But next week I need to have one day for sch work. Haiz... So busy. The reason why I'm posting this early is cause I'm going out for dinner. Buffet!!! I'm gonna be so fat after the sch hols. Haha. I'M GONNA MISS MY SHOW THOUGH. Oh well, Internet will save me!!! Hahaha. Just had lunch which was stingray! Chilli very hot. Hahah. Went to follow my grandaunt to buy towels today. I felt so malu lah cause she was walking up and down taking her time to choose and stuff. But that is not it. She was choosing face towel at this shop then the sales person asked why never buy the big type and my grandaunt went
"Too big so mah fan, you know we women use small towel enough can stretch and wipe body, char char can already."
(sorry, this was said in half chinese half teo chew and I'm translating it. So it may not make sense.)
Anyway on with the story the lady then shot me this look o.O except it was funnier with her eyebrows and stuff but the com can't show that. D Gray Man here I come!!!

2 more days till concert!!!
Removing the bat though. Made up my mind. Haha. But the cute cat is staying!

Okay. I decided that my blog was quite boring. So why not put in a few distractions? Hahaha. I added a cat that will follow your mouse. Cool eh? And AND its not just that I added a pet bat!!! So exciting!! Hahaha. Providing instructions for bat.

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Click on bat(white thing)
2. Go to the more colum and you will see a blue fly
3. Click and drag the fly out and the bat will start chasing it!
4. Repeat the whole thing again if you want more fun!

P.S Will continue post for today later on!!

Had piano lesson today. I got up at like 6:45 or earlier because I had nose bleed and was literally freezing my butt off on the bed. haha. I think my air-con is senile. haha okay senile is not the right term and as Joan would say in this old witch tone or something like that "NOT SENILE" haha. Anyway, where was I? Right. Piano lesson. haha. It was...GOOD!!! kidding. It sucked. Since when was it ever good? My scales were horrendous. haha. Practice practice practice. Somehow practice makes perfect doesn't work for me during piano. haha. I get worse when I practice too much. haha.
I felt so demoralised by my sis. She borrowed like seven books from the library and I only borrowed 3 and she read all within like 3 days AND I didn't even finish one book yet!!! Oh and going out with her is NOT fun. Especially to the library. I had no break I tell you. Okay. First I brought her to the children's section to let her grab her books so that I can slowly take my time to browse and choose while she sat there and read. So we then proceeded to lvl 4(teen's section) I got her to sit down and read while I walked al,ost everywhere finding a book. But nothing seemed interesting so I brought her to lvl 2 (adult section) and left her in the quiet reading room. I then walked through the lanes and started picking out books knowning that I'm running out of time. So BEFORE I could even pick one my sis came out going "Jie Jie I finish 2 books liao. Can I get more?" I was like WHAT?!? I haven't even picked one out yet!! I told her to go back and read first. Guess what? 10 mins later after I found just one book she comes out again going 'Jie Jie I left with 3 more only. Can go down and get somemore?' By now I resisted the urge to shout at her. So I told her to read all then we go and get. Seesh. Why she so impatient one. Finally I found a second book and down we went. When I came back I was very tired. Hahaha. Anyway I just had lunch! Now I'm stuffed. Haha. It was cuttlefish + pork porridge. (For a while I forgot how to spell it) Hahaha. I really don't feel like studying but I must. Sigh... Well, can't wait for this Sunday! CLICK FIVE CONCERT HERE I COME!!!

Did a little change to my blog today! :D Well it seems better than my previous one. Less emo to some who commented. And the previous one the picture could not be seen. So its the holidays! Haven't really made proper use of them yet. Yesterday I was sorting out all mty holiday hw to be completed and guess what! I had a pile which was like a metre high. Okay a bit of a dramatic part there. But seriously to me it was like HIGGGGH! How can they expect us to finish so much?!? I'm laughing as I;m typing this because here I am complaining. Complaining = wasting time = less time to complete work = less time to finish my homework. Okay that didn't really make any sense but yeah! Hahahaha. Today I was off to a bad start. Well, its about my mum again... Some how I never get to her good side. Scold scold scold... Everything also blame me. Sigh. I'm like very stressed. And my grandmother is nagging at me to learn how to fold lantern with ribbons. I FINALLY found something which I have no patience for... I sat there staring at the ribbons and go "uh....." in my mind I'm like wth. Why am I doing this? Then I will fold here fold there and get pissed and throw the whole thing down going "AI YAH!!! I dunno lah!!!" and my grandmother will go See i told you to learn... Hahaha. I think I'm most probably going to bring hw to malaysia. Who knows maybe I can make up this excuse to why I never do my homework or bring it...
My excuse!!!
'Teacher you see right I brought it to Malaysia then I saw Mas Salamat so I quickly told my parents who told the police. But he was carrying a gun and so a war broke out then my hw got lost in the heat of the fight. But I'm proud to announce that I'm alive and that Mas Salamat is......
STILL on the run."

Bloody pissed! Everyday come back scold scold scold. As if I don't have enough problems of my own! I came back at 4 plus today by the time I bathed and evrything it was already 5. I logged on and my bloody mum said I've been on come for more than two hours! Yeah right! I was off at 5:45 or less. If you had proper maths or good calculation any idiot would have known it was only a bloody 45 mins!!!! What's her freaking problem man!!! Exams are over, yeah I noe i need to study.. But its a school day, I come home from dance pract and I'm damn tired coz I had a long day at school and last night I slept late. Stupid. Some times I'm so angry I feel like screaming but today ius beyond my control... Now you want me to do geog! As if i'm preparing for exams... THEY ARE OVER!!! I can't even relax. Why can't I study during hols? Why on a bloody school day?!? I'm freaking pissed and stressed!!!! Stupid sis another idiot! Like mother like daughter. She had the whole bloody day to use the com only to use it when I'm back!!!! Freak this day man!